I JUST HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Vyper Vivivi]

i hate my life to the point i wish i wasn't born.shit ,fuck ma life.am jst gifted at finding the things i dnt luv the most .nd i can say i got only 20% of all i ever wished for.wanted to sell my soul but on second thought i rather got to empower it .damn , just feel too lazy to even clean my aura then meditate?wtf is wrong with me ,loosing concentration nd focus nd itz a really long trip getting to godhead..is it a curse or somepeople are just born to suffer.?i also love material things but i dnt get it?

 

[purplenurplei]

...... willpower. don't let yourself fail and don't focus on any negative thing. only focus on positive aspects of life and basically just open your eyes and recognize what you have. you CAN do something about it. you HAVE the truth and nothing to bitch about, we all deal with attacks and such but ignore it. we pull ourselves out of that SHIT! of course getting to godhead is work it's not like we snap our fingers and bam. We're lucky to know the truth in this fucked up world. even though everyone should, it isn't that way. you've recognized there's an issue, so only focus on a solution and don't doubt yourself. if others can do it you can too.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Vyper Vivivi <vypervivivi@... wrote:


i hate my life to the point i wish i wasn't born.shit ,fuck ma life.am jst gifted at finding the things i dnt luv the most .nd i can say i got only 20% of all i ever wished for.wanted to sell my soul but on second thought i rather got to empower it .damn , just feel too lazy to even clean my aura then meditate?wtf is wrong with me ,loosing concentration nd focus nd itz a really long trip getting to godhead..is it a curse or somepeople are just born to suffer.?i also love material things but i dnt get it?

 

[Jesse Dameron]

When I feel down, I either meditate or clean my aura as you mentioned. Though some days I find it more difficult to do this because of a bad mood maybe. On these days I do some quick extreme physical exercise, say pure cardio movements, then drink some nice sweet green tea. Seems to cool the nerves after working out and the work out, at least for me, is a total natural high if you did it hard. They say it releases certain hormones in the brain similar to anti-depressants. I would try those things and hey maybe they help I hope so.

-Jess
Hail Lucifer and all the demons/demoness'




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On Mon, Apr 9, 2012 8:05 AM PDT Vyper Vivivi wrote:


i hate my life to the point i wish i wasn't born.shit ,fuck ma life.am jst gifted at finding the things i dnt luv the most .nd i can say i got only 20% of all i ever wished for.wanted to sell my soul but on second thought i rather got to empower it .damn , just feel too lazy to even clean my aura then meditate?wtf is wrong with me ,loosing concentration nd focus nd itz a really long trip getting to godhead..is it a curse or somepeople are just born to suffer.?i also love material things but i dnt get it?

 

[Brent Emmons]

Start small.  Begin with doing 1 thing a day, both spiritually, and materially. Example:  Wash the car -that's it for the day, then do the meditation on the toilet - heck, youre there anyway, see yourself falling backwards for 5 minutes - and then every week or even month, add one more thing.  Call it baby steps, before long, youll be doing two things, both materially and spiritually daily, and so on.  And remember, everyone here is both supporting you and encouraging you.  You have family here, always remember. Thoth
From: purplenurplei <purplenurplei@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, April 9, 2012 12:40 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I JUST HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  ...... willpower. don't let yourself fail and don't focus on any negative thing. only focus on positive aspects of life and basically just open your eyes and recognize what you have. you CAN do something about it. you HAVE the truth and nothing to bitch about, we all deal with attacks and such but ignore it. we pull ourselves out of that SHIT! of course getting to godhead is work it's not like we snap our fingers and bam. We're lucky to know the truth in this fucked up world. even though everyone should, it isn't that way. you've recognized there's an issue, so only focus on a solution and don't doubt yourself. if others can do it you can too.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Vyper Vivivi <vypervivivi@... wrote:


i hate my life to the point i wish i wasn't born.shit ,fuck ma life.am jst gifted at finding the things i dnt luv the most .nd i can say i got only 20% of all i ever wished for.wanted to sell my soul but on second thought i rather got to empower it .damn , just feel too lazy to even clean my aura then meditate?wtf is wrong with me ,loosing concentration nd focus nd itz a really long trip getting to godhead..is it a curse or somepeople are just born to suffer.?i also love material things but i dnt get it?

 

[Hasani Baron]

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From: purplenurplei <purplenurplei@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, April 9, 2012 3:40 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I JUST HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  ...... willpower. don't let yourself fail and don't focus on any negative thing. only focus on positive aspects of life and basically just open your eyes and recognize what you have. you CAN do something about it. you HAVE the truth and nothing to bitch about, we all deal with attacks and such but ignore it. we pull ourselves out of that SHIT! of course getting to godhead is work it's not like we snap our fingers and bam. We're lucky to know the truth in this fucked up world. even though everyone should, it isn't that way. you've recognized there's an issue, so only focus on a solution and don't doubt yourself. if others can do it you can too.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Vyper Vivivi <vypervivivi@... wrote:


i hate my life to the point i wish i wasn't born.shit ,fuck ma life.am jst gifted at finding the things i dnt luv the most .nd i can say i got only 20% of all i ever wished for.wanted to sell my soul but on second thought i rather got to empower it .damn , just feel too lazy to even clean my aura then meditate?wtf is wrong with me ,loosing concentration nd focus nd itz a really long trip getting to godhead..is it a curse or somepeople are just born to suffer.?i also love material things but i dnt get it?

 

[Matt Kresel Kresel]

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... TANCE.html  (The importance of rituals)
http://gblt.webs.com/Ego_Will_Power.htm  (The true power of will and emotion) 
*It's important you empower your soul, it makes magick workings more efficient and your material desires will manifest easier
http://gblt.webs.com/Men_Gods_Morality.htm  (an inspiring read, the Satanic Path of Heroism)
http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... -emotions/  (Severing the enemy's link on you....ALONG with aura cleaning and building an aura of protection, both found in the meditation section)
http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... on-magick/  (The reason why you are struggling with concentration when meditating)
Hope this Helps!! Satan is always there for his own, but its also up to us to walk with him, he won't pull us...per se. He never pushes himself on anyone. 
HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[[email protected]]

Yup.. Hail Father Satan who gives us hope !!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Hasani Baron <baron_hasani@... wrote:

I know how you feel. Although I have been learning more and more, I still have some weak parts of myself but I am working on it. I too feel like giving up at times but I always tell myself its the enemy. Just be positive and stay strong.


From: purplenurplei <purplenurplei@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, April 9, 2012 3:40 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I JUST HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


 
...... willpower. don't let yourself fail and don't focus on any negative thing. only focus on positive aspects of life and basically just open your eyes and recognize what you have. you CAN do something about it. you HAVE the truth and nothing to bitch about, we all deal with attacks and such but ignore it. we pull ourselves out of that SHIT! of course getting to godhead is work it's not like we snap our fingers and bam. We're lucky to know the truth in this fucked up world. even though everyone should, it isn't that way. you've recognized there's an issue, so only focus on a solution and don't doubt yourself. if others can do it you can too.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Vyper Vivivi <vypervivivi@ wrote:


i hate my life to the point i wish i wasn't born.shit ,fuck ma life.am jst gifted at finding the things i dnt luv the most .nd i can say i got only 20% of all i ever wished for.wanted to sell my soul but on second thought i rather got to empower it .damn , just feel too lazy to even clean my aura then meditate?wtf is wrong with me ,loosing concentration nd focus nd itz a really long trip getting to godhead..is it a curse or somepeople are just born to suffer.?i also love material things but i dnt get it?