i hate God Please Help

[plotome93]

i will make this short i hope lol 3 concerns[/B] here   #1 [/B]the more i meditate the more past issues rise up and make me cry especially when i used to be xtian by force years ago.  i remember before becoming one i was an initiated teen witch [many years ago] i had power, prestige etc.  just recently found out my former sister witch who initiated me is now a Christain.  anyway, i didn't meditate or do satanic rituals etc. i just had an inborn gift.  next thing i know i was bullied by adults into xtianity where they told me to denounce satan and whatever made me successful so that jewsus can bless and save me BS.  falling into it i lost my power, friends, the love of my life you name it. instead of being blessed by this false God it was a dam curse that would plague me for 15 yrs of my life in agony. i didn't know it until too late. i kept attracting countless abusive xtian partners, friends and bad jobs w/xtians you name it.  i went to College the filth was there too along with the abuse from them.  one Pastor years ago who asked me to stay over his house with his family called me satan for questioning the bible and then was adept enough to summon 13 greys to attack me for doing so.  never understood Pastoral abuse.  i never saw an ET in my life scared life out of me and i never went near those people again left lone a church.  the religion dam near killed me numerous of times before running to satan because i almost died.  satan saved my life and more if that religion is false with no power than how the heck was i able to loose mine and these xtians were rich let me tell you.  any advice there?#2[/B] can Gods/or demons marry a mortal? can they be jealous if you're seeing someone else while having an affair with them.  i heard a satanist in this group talking about loving an incubus months back #3[/B] i have 2 different culture backgrounds and a group of my ancestors tell me they are mad about my partner and they want me to follow thier beliefs[nothing religous] because the beliefs[family ways] of my maternal side isn't doing me any justice.  i do rituals to honor my ancestors and only one in my family who does.  are ancestors guardians turned Gods? a high priest said they were Gods as they are on a higher plane.  and why would ancestors fight and get mad with my other family beliefs? doesn't make sense  #4 just curious i'm very attractive and tried looking for a satanic dating site and no luck.  people i meet tell me they are xtians when i wish for a powerful satanist to some day marry.  any advice or rituals?  i ask this question a year ago in this group and one guy told me maybe i'm suppose to marry a God or Demon because i had no luck finding love smh
hope read every ones advice on these 4 topics
ALL HAIL TO THE MAGNEFICENT SATAN!

 

[mreierson98]

Hey, I'll take some time to answer your queries. Answer to First Question. 
First off Spiritual Satanism is not about materialism it's about spiritual growth and empowerment. Achieving the Magnum Opus only then can we become Gods. If the wealthy xians you refer to are church leaders they can acquire wealth from their congregations, They also dwell only on materialistic values so they only gain material wealth. In my opinion Spiritual Empowerment is much more rewarding.
Answer to Second Question. You can marry A God and yes they can get very jealous of mortals in fact if you are married to a God they can kill your mortal partner out of jealousy. You can make a request to Father Satan for an only sex partner but be specific with your request. Prepare to honor that request or there could be dire consequences.
Answer to Third QuestionOk, I'm going to have to delve into a little depth to answer this question. First of all, after someone dies their metaphysical or astral body goes to the astral planes. Depending on their understanding and knowledge limits their potential in the astral planes. Most of the time they just reincarnate after a specific time if they can find their way back. As for those dedicated to Satan, for those who have not achieved the Magnum Opus we're taken to a safe haven until we reincarnate again. However, only someone who has completed the Magnum Opus can become an Immortal God. 
Answer to Fourth QuestionThe Jews heavily suppress anything related to Satan and Dating Sites are no exception.I have the same problem, everyone I meet is mostly xian, I'm not focusing on a relationship but rather spiritual development. I can worry about a relationship after I achieve the Magnum Opus and make our Gods Proud. I definitely would not even consider an xian wedding ever! Besides when 2 souls are combined together its much more powerful than a physical marriage could ever be. You don't have to marry to have children or sex that's jewish nonsense. Satan does offer a Satanic Marriage but like you mentioned its extremely difficult to find a Satanic Partner. If you want to find a partner talk to Father and perhaps your Guardian Demon maybe they could help you find one or send one to you. Good Luck.                                                                                    Hail Satan!

 

[Sam1]

Read all of joyofsatan.orgHAIL SATAN!!!
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On Dec 26, 2015, at 12:27, "plotome93@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  i will make this short i hope lol 3 concerns[/B] here   #1 [/B]the more i meditate the more past issues rise up and make me cry especially when i used to be xtian by force years ago.  i remember before becoming one i was an initiated teen witch [many years ago] i had power, prestige etc.  just recently found out my former sister witch who initiated me is now a Christain.  anyway, i didn't meditate or do satanic rituals etc. i just had an inborn gift.  next thing i know i was bullied by adults into xtianity where they told me to denounce satan and whatever made me successful so that jewsus can bless and save me BS.  falling into it i lost my power, friends, the love of my life you name it. instead of being blessed by this false God it was a dam curse that would plague me for 15 yrs of my life in agony. i didn't know it until too late. i kept attracting countless abusive xtian partners, friends and bad jobs w/xtians you name it.  i went to College the filth was there too along with the abuse from them.  one Pastor years ago who asked me to stay over his house with his family called me satan for questioning the bible and then was adept enough to summon 13 greys to attack me for doing so.  never understood Pastoral abuse.  i never saw an ET in my life scared life out of me and i never went near those people again left lone a church.  the religion dam near killed me numerous of times before running to satan because i almost died.  satan saved my life and more if that religion is false with no power than how the heck was i able to loose mine and these xtians were rich let me tell you.  any advice there?#2[/B] can Gods/or demons marry a mortal? can they be jealous if you're seeing someone else while having an affair with them.  i heard a satanist in this group talking about loving an incubus months back #3[/B] i have 2 different culture backgrounds and a group of my ancestors tell me they are mad about my partner and they want me to follow thier beliefs[nothing religous] because the beliefs[family ways] of my maternal side isn't doing me any justice.  i do rituals to honor my ancestors and only one in my family who does.  are ancestors guardians turned Gods? a high priest said they were Gods as they are on a higher plane.  and why would ancestors fight and get mad with my other family beliefs? doesn't make sense  #4 just curious i'm very attractive and tried looking for a satanic dating site and no luck.  people i meet tell me they are xtians when i wish for a powerful satanist to some day marry.  any advice or rituals?  i ask this question a year ago in this group and one guy told me maybe i'm suppose to marry a God or Demon because i had no luck finding love smh
hope read every ones advice on these 4 topics
ALL HAIL TO THE MAGNEFICENT SATAN!

 

[plotome93]

thanks but i wonder why i lost my witch power and luck power when i became xtian. next question 3 was about ancestors giving you direction in life and upset with me for following advice of other family members who they are not related to. understand now. why does that happen?

 

[aldric.strickland88]

Good job sam. I really admire how you help people in the groups. Maxine once said the gods help those who help in the groups. Realize the paramount importance of what you are doing.

 

[Sam1]

Thanks Aldric. I just remember when I was new, how I felt, and how awesome it was to have people help me. I thought "so this IS real! There are people here." I just try to recreate that feeling, and spread this glorious truth that we have! HAIL SATAN!!!

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On Dec 27, 2015, at 23:30, "aldric.strickland88@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Good job sam. I really admire how you help people in the groups. Maxine once said the gods help those who help in the groups. Realize the paramount importance of what you are doing.

 

[james marshall]

You bring up a good point aldric so from me to you, and likely everyone in the groups, thanks for all you do. You and Sam both do a really well job of helping people,

On Monday, December 28, 2015 12:07 PM, "aldric.strickland88@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Good job sam. I really admire how you help people in the groups. Maxine once said the gods help those who help in the groups. Realize the paramount importance of what you are doing.