To keep it short, its been some time since my dedication and i cant figure out what im doing wrong. I feel the enemies non stop inserting grey energy inside my head or crown chakra . I clean my aura, do aura of protection but this only lasts 20 minutes until they start cursing me again. same if i clean the chakras, in 15 minutes they are dirty again. maybe i have holes inside my aura?? i dont know,im desperate. when they curse me i just procrastinate all day long and lose my mental clarity. it makes me angry and i change my personality. what do i have to do?can someone please just make me understand. thank you very much.