I dedicated today. Please read.

[Caleb G]

I took the prayer from JoS, but I added a few personal touches to it. I slit my wrist with a razor and wrote my full name in blood. I burnt the paper with a red candle, (after i said the prayer ov course), and I also had incense burning. A small portion ov the paper didn't burn, but I heard that it is okay. I felt great directly afterwards, but once I returned home (I did it in the woods), I started to feel extremely depressesd and had second thoughts about it. This was very odd to me because this was something I was sure i wanted to do. Now, my home is a Catholic one, and I have a feeling those bad emotions have something to do with this. Do you think it may be an angel or enemy entity trying to get me to turn from Satan? I really want to continue being a Satanist, I personally think it may be some sort ov enemy.

 

[idkomgwtf5]

ohh gosh, did you read EVERYTHING on that website and understand it ALLL...Or if you didnt do anything wrong, then it's just attacks on eveven begginners. You cant quit, thatd be worse. that depressed feeling wasnt caused from the dedication, trust me, I would know and, judo your best to keep attacks like that away from you. or negative energy --- In [email protected], Caleb G <servantovasmodeus@... wrote: I took the prayer from JoS, but I added a few personal touches to it. I slit my wrist with a razor and wrote my full name in blood. I burnt the paper with a red candle, (after i said the prayer ov course), and I also had incense burning. A small portion ov the paper didn't burn, but I heard that it is okay. I felt great directly afterwards, but once I returned home (I did it in the woods), I started to feel extremely depressesd and had second thoughts about it. This was very odd to me because this was something I was sure i wanted to do. Now, my home is a Catholic one, and I have a feeling those bad emotions have something to do with this. Do you think it may be an angel or enemy entity trying to get me to turn from Satan? I really want to continue being a Satanist, I personally think it may be some sort ov enemy.

 

[Petr]

Again, I had exactly the same problem. Added a few personal touches, red candle, and had a small piece of the paper left. Then I was quite depressed and scared for a while afterwards, but it went away. I am actually not sure what this is, but if anyone knows, then please reply. --- In [email protected], Caleb G <servantovasmodeus@... wrote: I took the prayer from JoS, but I added a few personal touches to it. I slit my wrist with a razor and wrote my full name in blood. I burnt the paper with a red candle, (after i said the prayer ov course), and I also had incense burning. A small portion ov the paper didn't burn, but I heard that it is okay. I felt great directly afterwards, but once I returned home (I did it in the woods), I started to feel extremely depressesd and had second thoughts about it. This was very odd to me because this was something I was sure i wanted to do. Now, my home is a Catholic one, and I have a feeling those bad emotions have something to do with this. Do you think it may be an angel or enemy entity trying to get me to turn from Satan? I really want to continue being a Satanist, I personally think it may be some sort ov enemy.

 

[foxy_kit]

I had the same feelings after my dedication, but after some real thinking, those feelings went away for me. So maybe they will do the same thing for you? --- In [email protected], Caleb G <servantovasmodeus@... wrote: I took the prayer from JoS, but I added a few personal touches to it. I slit my wrist with a razor and wrote my full name in blood. I burnt the paper with a red candle, (after i said the prayer ov course), and I also had incense burning. A small portion ov the paper didn't burn, but I heard that it is okay. I felt great directly afterwards, but once I returned home (I did it in the woods), I started to feel extremely depressesd and had second thoughts about it. This was very odd to me because this was something I was sure i wanted to do. Now, my home is a Catholic one, and I have a feeling those bad emotions have something to do with this. Do you think it may be an angel or enemy entity trying to get me to turn from Satan? I really want to continue being a Satanist, I personally think it may be some sort ov enemy.

 

[Montana Rhode]

pre-dedication aftershock nerves? i remmber i got hyper and excited and later scaredand depressed for about a week..plus two weeks of entire doubt. but im good now. i think those Angels know about new recruits and i heard they do keep us under survvilence...perhaps thats what HP maxine meant by..Scare u away from satan.   Hail Satan and his new aeon! From: Petr <[email protected]: [email protected]: Thu, January 14, 2010 4:16:47 AMSubject: [Teens4Satan] Re: I dedicated today. Please read.Again, I had exactly the same problem. Added a few personal touches, red candle, and had a small piece of the paper left. Then I was quite depressed and scared for a while afterwards, but it went away. I am actually not sure what this is, but if anyone knows, then please reply. --- In [email protected], Caleb G <servantovasmodeus@... wrote: I took the prayer from JoS, but I added a few personal touches to it. I slit my wrist with a razor and wrote my full name in blood. I burnt the paper with a red candle, (after i said the prayer ov course), and I also had incense burning. A small portion ov the paper didn't burn, but I heard that it is okay. I felt great directly afterwards, but once I returned home (I did it in the woods), I started to feel extremely depressesd and had second thoughts about it. This was very odd to me because this was something I was sure i wanted to do. Now, my home is a Catholic one, and I have a feeling those bad emotions have something to do with this. Do you think it may be an angel or enemy entity trying to get me to turn from Satan? I really want to continue being a Satanist, I personally think it may be some sort ov enemy.------------------------------------Yahoo! Groups Links<* To visit your group on the web, go to:    http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Teens4Satan/<* Your email settings:    Individual Email | Traditional<* To change settings online go to:    http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Teens4Satan/join    (Yahoo! ID required)<* To change settings via email:    [email protected]     [email protected]<* To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to:    [email protected]<* Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to:    http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/

 

[Sorika]

To all of you... 1) adding your own person touches will not hurt the ritual any nor cause any negative effects. 2) The depressed and bad things that happen after a ritual is usually an angel trying to act like a demon to make you turn to their side. Be wary as this is actually an angel messing with you and not a demon. They are vile like that to lie to you. Dont worry Satan is with you through it all. So long as you keep up the meditating and growing in strength the angel will have less and less power over you. Now I will warn you as you grow stronger the presences of the catholics and other religious things around you may start affect you. Sometimes it is in the form of pain, it can be whatever so just be warned. But also as you grow stronger there will be ways to ward or guard yourself against these problems. Jo Hail Satan --- In [email protected], Caleb G <servantovasmodeus@... wrote: I took the prayer from JoS, but I added a few personal touches to it. I slit my wrist with a razor and wrote my full name in blood. I burnt the paper with a red candle, (after i said the prayer ov course), and I also had incense burning. A small portion ov the paper didn't burn, but I heard that it is okay. I felt great directly afterwards, but once I returned home (I did it in the woods), I started to feel extremely depressesd and had second thoughts about it. This was very odd to me because this was something I was sure i wanted to do. Now, my home is a Catholic one, and I have a feeling those bad emotions have something to do with this. Do you think it may be an angel or enemy entity trying to get me to turn from Satan? I really want to continue being a Satanist, I personally think it may be some sort ov enemy.

 

[Petr Reshetnikov]

Thanks for this! I will be wary... From: Sorika <[email protected]: [email protected]: Thu, January 14, 2010 7:46:04 PMSubject: [Teens4Satan] Re: I dedicated today. Please read.   To all of you... 1) adding your own person touches will not hurt the ritual any nor cause any negative effects. 2) The depressed and bad things that happen after a ritual is usually an angel trying to act like a demon to make you turn to their side. Be wary as this is actually an angel messing with you and not a demon. They are vile like that to lie to you. Dont worry Satan is with you through it all. So long as you keep up the meditating and growing in strength the angel will have less and less power over you. Now I will warn you as you grow stronger the presences of the catholics and other religious things around you may start affect you. Sometimes it is in the form of pain, it can be whatever so just be warned. But also as you grow stronger there will be ways to ward or guard yourself against these problems.JoHail Satan--- In Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com, Caleb G <servantovasmodeus@ ... wrote: I took the prayer from JoS, but I added a few personal touches to it. I slit my wrist with a razor and wrote my full name in blood. I burnt the paper with a red candle, (after i said the prayer ov course), and I also had incense burning. A small portion ov the paper didn't burn, but I heard that it is okay. I felt great directly afterwards, but once I returned home (I did it in the woods), I started to feel extremely depressesd and had second thoughts about it. This was very odd to me because this was something I was sure i wanted to do. Now, my home is a Catholic one, and I have a feeling those bad emotions have something to do with this. Do you think it may be an angel or enemy entity trying to get me to turn from Satan? I really want to continue being a Satanist, I personally think it may be some sort ov enemy.

 

[Jordan Barnes]

I felt depressed for awhile to but Satan sent me the gril I love Sent from my iPod On Jan 14, 2010, at 5:38 AM, "foxy_kit" <foxyboi@... wrote:   I had the same feelings after my dedication, but after some real thinking, those feelings went away for me. So maybe they will do the same thing for you? --- In Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com, Caleb G <servantovasmodeus@ ... wrote: I took the prayer from JoS, but I added a few personal touches to it. I slit my wrist with a razor and wrote my full name in blood. I burnt the paper with a red candle, (after i said the prayer ov course), and I also had incense burning. A small portion ov the paper didn't burn, but I heard that it is okay. I felt great directly afterwards, but once I returned home (I did it in the woods), I started to feel extremely depressesd and had second thoughts about it. This was very odd to me because this was something I was sure i wanted to do. Now, my home is a Catholic one, and I have a feeling those bad emotions have something to do with this. Do you think it may be an angel or enemy entity trying to get me to turn from Satan? I really want to continue being a Satanist, I personally think it may be some sort ov enemy.

 

[wicked.doll_christina]

dude i totally felt the same thing. i dedicated a month ago, and i felt that like a couple of weeks later..altho i didnt think it myself, i cud hear the voice inside me tell me that what i did ws wrong! i ws all blue n shit.. later that week i prayed to Father asking me to free me off thoughts like that..i felt soooooo much better there after. everytime u feel that way, remember Father..pray to Him. im sure u'll feel the difference. and..i need help with finding my Demons. anyone? suggestions? thanks. Hail Father Satan!! |m|