Hello there I'm a fellow weight lifter also if you go to a full gym they should have a sauna or steam room meditate in there its relaxing and if its stone perfect harmonics for vibrating runes I can honestlly say my life is one of a warriors to live and mayhaps die I am trying to get GED so that and i've been out of school for about 3 years I just up and left I got sick of the hypocrisy of everyone at my school. So hope that helps.
Okay, here's a motivational speech for you
It was only like 2 days of meditation i skipped. Last night at like 1:30am i just went into a trance and did a poweful meditation, this time i pushed it a little bit further than usual. It felt so awesome, i love the feeling of being powerful or at least feeling a powerful aura. The Main problem is waking up and going to bed. I have nothing to wake up to, no school, so i dont want to wake up. I usually stall until i get mad lol. Sleeping, i stall as well because i just dont feel like sleeping. I always meditate late in the day which is another problem.
IF you had a Great meditation experience & the next day
Hey, bad Idea let me explain. Everyone is going to have to go through the basic learning of energy controlling and drawing, Trances, visualization, and other essential skills at the start. If you start in the summer, you will waste alot of time learning the basics before even seriously begin empowering yourself. Dont you want to make the most of the summer time? Start the beginner meditations now and become adept at the essential skills. Then when summer starts, begin empowering your aura and chakras. This is my suggestion.
Yeah thats the Point, I have So much time that i just wanna sleep and be lazy with most of it because i havent been able to do this before. I am meditating again though
and its the start of the waning moon, time to work for Satan! --- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "allforenki" <allforenki@... wrote:
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magister.willard" <magister.willard@ wrote:
So what you are saying is this. You now have all the time in the world to concentrate on these things. Yet you choose to do nothing.
Think about that for a while.
HS/88!!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Elspyth Abendroth" <x.carpediem@ wrote:
What the Hell?
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "allforenki" <allforenki@ wrote:
I have no motivation to do anything. I suddenly am totally satisfied with my life because summer came and i can do whatever without the worry of High School. This sucks. I find it hard to lift weights as well. I Fail lol
Any suggestions? Motivational speeches or anything? lol
HAIL SATAN!
Yeah thats the Point, I have So much time that i just wanna sleep and be lazy with most of it because i havent been able to do this before. I am meditating again though
Hail Satan
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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ceiling.down" <deadlytickle@ wrote:
I'm the opposite, I'm in high school, and, I have decided to hold off starting the meditation until school's out. I think the summer is going to be a great time to learn and grow.
Hey, bad Idea let me explain. Everyone is going to have to go through the basic learning of energy controlling and drawing, Trances, visualization, and other essential skills at the start. If you start in the summer, you will waste alot of time learning the basics before even seriously begin empowering yourself. Dont you want to make the most of the summer time? Start the beginner meditations now and become adept at the essential skills. Then when summer starts, begin empowering your aura and chakras. This is my suggestion.
HAIL SATAN!
it is during the time when you feel like you cant do something is the time to try harder just like lifting weights. these are no laughting matters just keep at it and you'll break thru this funk to where the meditations will come easier.
This may sound weird and crazy but let me explain my experience i had. OK yeah i have been lazy (i figured it wasnt laziness but i kept stalling to meditate until i couldnt) but really wanted to meditate and empower myself really bad. It was like a struggle, i was constantly disappointed in myself. This only lasted about 4 days. The first 2 days i just couldnt meditate, i was just too lazy (stall too much) and would stall all day but I DIDNT CHOOSE to. Its hard to explain, i wanted to meditate but couldnt help but but stall all day.
