I am so sorry

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Well, I decided not to own my mental illness. I'm going to heal myself and see if I can find a personal therapist. The therapist is not a promise because most are filthy Christians spreading "light" and "love". I told one that I'm a pagan and she told me that I "need to come to the light". If you can tell, I live below the bible belt. There is a Christian church on every street, street corner, and every block.

I'm sorry everyone. I've put you through shit. I'll never mention it ever again. I know now that it causes problems for others. I thank you all for helping me. For giving me tough love. The gods are now helping me too. Lilith has been a big help. Satan has too. My gds, Set, Thor, and Astorath are now talking to me.

I'm so sorry, all of you. I'll put in the work and cast doubt aside. I'll work on myself and my mother knows now, she's my support.

I didn't mean to bring others down. I see that I have been selfish. Self absorbed. I see now that the enemy has caused this.

The voices I hear.... I will try to ignore. My gds stated to me that it's the enemy working overtime. On me. I don't have schizophrenia. I'm not bipolar. I have ptsd. I take pills and they don't work. I've tried everything. Nothing works.

I see I've made a lot of people angry. I know now that it's not okay to just talk about my problems.

Sorry

Hail Satan forever

 

[dylanbartone]

Ur still misunderstanding y some are getting upset. It doesnt have to do with personal problems. It has to do with the fact that u think ur not a whole soul, which is some anime/fantasy sht, ur putting urself on equal standing as fathers wives(personally I dnt Thnk it's wrong to want to be married to an idol, hes ur creator tho so it is slightly weird to me), and it also seems as if u arnt meditating regularly or doing much of anything but research. Proof in how not much has seemed to change in ur mentality or physical situations since uve been on the forum, and uve been long enough tht u shouldn't have had ur posts seeming so fantasy this past month.

Magesons post about the pass over answered a lingering question id been having about my luck last month. Id imagine alot of us slackers have been thru some heavy bs last month from enemy induced attacks; Physically, mentally, or both. I'm sure part of ur atk came from the harsh truths of the brothers/sisters here. How U seem to be handling it is impressive and definitely not wat ur ET oppressors want to see.

Also stop apologizing so much it shows weakness, u need to be strong. Live in a way u regret and feel sorrow for none of ur actions/words regardless of how another feels.

Everyday AoP and AoC

 

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Well, I decided not to own my mental illness.
You just did.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Yoga helps with PTSD, as does meditation.

On Thursday, April 11, 2019, 8:00:29 a.m. EDT, fancymancy@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  Well, I decided not to own my mental illness.
You just did.