I am a very impatient fool

[Kamron Walton]

I'm so sorry if I come off as annoying or disrespectful but i wish i could learn about egypt and the black gentiles from you but it seems it's not going to be possible until it's too late. I'm desperately pushing myself to be more than what i am currently but because im still ignorant of many important things about my history and divination it's slowing the process which means i cannot contribute my best to our cause which breeds more self hatred that everyone says to fight. Please help me i would help you with your personal problems if i could i wouldn't annoy any human had i contacted the Gods already but I haven't yet so this is my only option for now and yet it's a poor option. Again I'm so sorry if i disrespected you in any way