I’m new and seeking help from someone with a connection to Barbatos.

[DireRaven]

I really don’t know if this is appropriate, but I am looking for help. I was once a member almost 12 years ago. I didn’t associate with anyone if I’m honest I practiced entirely by myself.

I feel myself being pulled back to this. And if there’s anyone who’d be willing to talk with me I would genuinely greatly appreciate any help or wisdom that is offered.

I feel almost silly typing this but it feels like something is pulling me towards finding out more in relation to Barbatos. I don’t know how I’m supposed to go about any of this to be truthful.

I stopped practicing because I started to see a pale woman in a white dress with long dark black hair. Not just asleep but in the waking world. She never really went away. I just stopped seeing her physically.

I should mention I have Aphantasia, so visualization is essentially black on black still frames for me. I can still see her when I close my eyes even now. My astral temple has even stayed unchanging and amazingly vivid in my mind.

 

[Bunny Sowr]

Being away all these years was the biggest mistake of your life. Welcome back.

 

[AFODO]

What you see is not the Gods, the Gods are not intrusive and will never do something that will lead you to such a bad decision.

Do your aura of protection every single day, this is the most important for everyone, especially for you. Do a cleaning as well, void mediation, and if you have time do some yoga.

Affirm to yourself a few times a day that you are not seeing this woman anymore and your mind and body is completely healthy.

 

[Way_Seeker666]

I really don’t know if this is appropriate, but I am looking for help. I was once a member almost 12 years ago. I didn’t associate with anyone if I’m honest I practiced entirely by myself.

I feel myself being pulled back to this. And if there’s anyone who’d be willing to talk with me I would genuinely greatly appreciate any help or wisdom that is offered.

I feel almost silly typing this but it feels like something is pulling me towards finding out more in relation to Barbatos. I don’t know how I’m supposed to go about any of this to be truthful.

I stopped practicing because I started to see a pale woman in a white dress with long dark black hair. Not just asleep but in the waking world. She never really went away. I just stopped seeing her physically.

I should mention I have Aphantasia, so visualization is essentially black on black still frames for me. I can still see her when I close my eyes even now. My astral temple has even stayed unchanging and amazingly vivid in my mind.

Welcome back.
Just some notes for you to consider...
Seeing entities is an extremely positive accomplishment and must not be feared or turned away from. If an entity is a problem there are ways to resolve the situation.

Now that you're back, you should get back into meditation, and catch up on reading. High Priest Hooded Cobra wrote a whole series of articles entitled "Dealing With Astral Entities". Rereading would also be a good move - Lady Maxine wrote many times about not letting fear win. I refer to her by this title as she has partially completed the Magnum Opus, as you'll see when catching up on what's happened while you were away.

Also, I suggest you don't go at it alone this time. If you had spoken to us when struggling with seeing that woman you would have learned how to deal with it and enjoy your gift instead of it being a negative thing for you.

Lord Barbatos can be contacted if you wish to. You can meditate on his sigil and ask to connect with him or do a summoning ritual and state why you are contacting him.
My only experience with him is that I once summoned him to mend two important friendships that had unintentionally gone wrong, which he did immediately and without wanting anything in return. A very kind and loving thing to do.
Don't be afraid to reach out to him.

 

[Tethys333]

First find out who Barbatos is in the list of Hell Gods.

Demons A - B

Get his seal and meditate on that to get in touch with him, since you've been standing still with the meditations for so long it won't exactly be easy for you.
Also, if you have not done the forty-day program, carry it out. Always protect your aura and purify it.

https://satanslibrary.org/hp_hooded_cobra_40_day_meditation_program.pdf

Welcome back!

 

[HadesWithin666]

Don't let yourself down and demoralised by the past. It is never too late, you're here now and that's what matters, for your own self mostly as well.
There's no mediators and guru's so feel free to ask and do your own research but I wouldn't say to avoid anyone, just be careful, that's all.

Remember , you do not need people to go to gym , you just need to do it yourself , for yourself.