SShiva_fr
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I am almost systematically disturbed when I vibrate my Sun square, F RTRs, when I do my yoga.
I can have unwanted and persistent thoughts, "What if Satan and the God never wanted me to be dedicated?" , "What if They didn't like me?"
One customer was pestering me with her emails where she systematically talked about "my" angel.. wtf
It can be an unreasonable fear all of a sudden, I feel like there is something strange...and it goes away after a few minutes.
But since I've been seriously cleaning up, doing the Return of Curses and working on my AoP every day, it's been much better. Also, I have asked Father Satan for help me to get rid of these worries.
Finally, I say or think as soon as I feel these "intrusions": "useless, I won't give up!"
I can have unwanted and persistent thoughts, "What if Satan and the God never wanted me to be dedicated?" , "What if They didn't like me?"
One customer was pestering me with her emails where she systematically talked about "my" angel.. wtf
It can be an unreasonable fear all of a sudden, I feel like there is something strange...and it goes away after a few minutes.
But since I've been seriously cleaning up, doing the Return of Curses and working on my AoP every day, it's been much better. Also, I have asked Father Satan for help me to get rid of these worries.
Finally, I say or think as soon as I feel these "intrusions": "useless, I won't give up!"