the_pastor_blaster
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How exactly would I inquire of Satan or his Demons, or myself, as to lifting my bleak outlook on life? My house burnt down by arson, my girlfriend (who I very rarely see, but am in deep love with) is considering leaving me, and I'm getting increasingly insecure about everything: my appearance, my skills as a musician (Satanic progressive death metal and punk), and my social interactions. All this might seem slightly minute, but I can't adequately describe how it's making me feel.
Now believe me, I'm not doubting Satan, I'm new, and have only recently started in the meditations, but I've performed a ritual a few months ago, asking Satan to see my girlfriend more. I've only seen her twice since then, each time less than a minute. She has no phone or internet. She just wants to leave me because it's too much for us not to see each other, there's no one else she wants though, and vice versa. I would greatly appreciate any insight on how to better my outlook on life. I'm sure it's because I wasn't completely serious about meditation. But, how could everything be fixed?
Also, I and my group of friends have been attacked by beings, so that's of some relevance, but everything has always been this way. Once again, any insight will be greatly appreciated.
Hail Satan!
Now believe me, I'm not doubting Satan, I'm new, and have only recently started in the meditations, but I've performed a ritual a few months ago, asking Satan to see my girlfriend more. I've only seen her twice since then, each time less than a minute. She has no phone or internet. She just wants to leave me because it's too much for us not to see each other, there's no one else she wants though, and vice versa. I would greatly appreciate any insight on how to better my outlook on life. I'm sure it's because I wasn't completely serious about meditation. But, how could everything be fixed?
Also, I and my group of friends have been attacked by beings, so that's of some relevance, but everything has always been this way. Once again, any insight will be greatly appreciated.
Hail Satan!