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husseinalbarak

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I left Islam a year ago after realizing that it's nothing more than a
political tool used by certain people to make money and manipulate
uber-tolerant liberals. For a while I was just agnostic. I studied
different religions a lot, but didn't practice anything myself. Then I
discovered JOS and decided to dedicate about a month ago. I feel so
empowered and enlightened now. I wanna thank the clergy for their
informative articles on the website and of course Father for guiding
me thus far.

Feel free to share your own stories.
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "husseinalbarak"
<husseinalbarak@... wrote:
I left Islam a year ago after realizing that it's nothing more than a
political tool used by certain people to make money and manipulate
uber-tolerant liberals. For a while I was just agnostic. I studied
different religions a lot, but didn't practice anything myself. Then I
discovered JOS and decided to dedicate about a month ago. I feel so
empowered and enlightened now. I wanna thank the clergy for their
informative articles on the website and of course Father for guiding
me thus far.

Feel free to share your own stories.
Lets see, in middleschool I decided I hated god. I was suicidal, and I
had a good reason, which I wont mention. After a couple of years of
praying, God did Nothing for me, I told god I hated him. Eventualy the
pain went away, and I became strong and independent and I forgot about
god. In Freshman year I decided I didnt believe in god. I was an
atheist. Ocasionaly people told me I was going to go to hell for openly
admiting I was atheist. Since my friend Victor says his friend took
over hell and that he added a rollercoaster and air conditioner. So I
told the xians I would be happy to go to hell knowing it had air
conditioner and a roller coaster. Junior year I discovered JOS, and I
dedicated sometime in December. Though none of my friends know, since I
live in kansas everyone is a xian, and people already think I am
mentally insane; Some of the freshmen are scared of me, People are
scared of my art ( naked reinasance men in womens lingerie, monkeys in
a Volcanoe with an evil papaya), and people i dont know hate me for no
reason at all just that im weird. But I feel happy being a satanist =).
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "high_on_coffee"
<high_on_coffee@... wrote:
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "husseinalbarak"
<husseinalbarak@ wrote:

I left Islam a year ago after realizing that it's nothing more than a
political tool used by certain people to make money and manipulate
uber-tolerant liberals. For a while I was just agnostic. I studied
different religions a lot, but didn't practice anything myself. Then I
discovered JOS and decided to dedicate about a month ago. I feel so
empowered and enlightened now. I wanna thank the clergy for their
informative articles on the website and of course Father for guiding
me thus far.

Feel free to share your own stories.

Lets see, in middleschool I decided I hated god. I was suicidal, and I
had a good reason, which I wont mention. After a couple of years of
praying, God did Nothing for me, I told god I hated him. Eventualy the
pain went away, and I became strong and independent and I forgot about
god. In Freshman year I decided I didnt believe in god. I was an
atheist. Ocasionaly people told me I was going to go to hell for openly
admiting I was atheist. Since my friend Victor says his friend took
over hell and that he added a rollercoaster and air conditioner. So I
told the xians I would be happy to go to hell knowing it had air
conditioner and a roller coaster. Junior year I discovered JOS, and I
dedicated sometime in December. Though none of my friends know, since I
live in kansas everyone is a xian, and people already think I am
mentally insane; Some of the freshmen are scared of me, People are
scared of my art ( naked reinasance men in womens lingerie, monkeys in
a Volcanoe with an evil papaya), and people i dont know hate me for no
reason at all just that im weird. But I feel happy being a satanist =).
As a child i grew up with unusual interests, I wanted to be a
scientist because i wanted to learn about life on other planets and
astrology, i wanted to be a ghost hunter. Christianity sounded like
too much to know, i never cared for learning about it but i was one. I
eventually hated god too. Growing up it felt like there was something
i didnt know. Like everyone was different from me, they seemed like
animals and i had to live with them. Soon i got the feeling i needed
to find out what i dont know. I did alot of research online and found
out that religion is fukkd up. I became like a hindu/spiritualist that
is under the god Hare Krishna. Then i learned about a theory of
extra-terrestrials creating humans. I also believed the "illuminati"
and that they were part of the devil. This is what kept me away from
satan, the brainwashing had some effect on me lol. Then i learned
about Laveyan Satanist. I then found JOS and i was like, this is
everything i already believe! plus more! lol
 
<td val[/IMG]My coming to father Satan was out of curiosity. i was completly done with the whole xian bullshit and jus gave up on it. then one day i statred to think what was so bad bout satan and everyhing sdo i researcherd it a bit and happened to stmmble onto the JOS website and read as much as i can on it and a shrt months later dedicated myself to him febuary 2 years ago. so far i really changed for the best and went back to my normal cheerful self intead of being all mopey n stuff

:
From: high_on_coffee <high_on_coffee@...
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Re: How did you come to Satan?
To: [email protected]
Date: Sunday, January 4, 2009, 1:59 PM

<pre>--- In [email protected], "husseinalbarak" <husseinalbarak@... wrote: I left Islam a year ago after realizing that it's nothing more than a political tool used by certain people to make money and manipulate uber-tolerant liberals. For a while I was just agnostic. I studied different religions a lot, but didn't practice anything myself. Then I discovered JOS and decided to dedicate about a month ago. I feel so empowered and enlightened now. I wanna thank the clergy for their informative articles on the website and of course Father for guiding me thus far. Feel free to share your own stories. Lets see, in middleschool I decided I hated god. I was suicidal, and I had a good reason, which I wont mention. After a couple of years of praying, God did Nothing for me, I told god I hated him. Eventualy the pain went away, and I became strong and independent and I forgot about god. In Freshman year I decided I didnt believe in god. I was an atheist. Ocasionaly people told me I was going to go to hell for openly admiting I was atheist. Since my friend Victor says his friend took over hell and that he added a rollercoaster and air conditioner. So I told the xians I would be happy to go to hell knowing it had air conditioner and a roller coaster. Junior year I discovered JOS, and I dedicated sometime in December. Though none of my friends know, since I live in kansas everyone is a xian, and people already think I am mentally insane; Some of the freshmen are scared of me, People are scared of my art ( naked reinasance men in womens lingerie, monkeys in a Volcanoe with an evil papaya), and people i dont know hate me for no reason at all just that im weird. But I feel happy being a satanist =). ------------------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Links <* To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Teens4Satan/ <* Your email settings: Individual Email | Traditional <* To change settings online go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Teens4Satan/join (Yahoo! ID required) <* To change settings via email: mailto:[email protected] mailto:[email protected] <* To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [email protected] <* Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/ </pre>
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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "high_on_coffee"
<high_on_coffee@... wrote:
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "husseinalbarak"
<husseinalbarak@ wrote:

I left Islam a year ago after realizing that it's nothing more
than a
political tool used by certain people to make money and manipulate
uber-tolerant liberals. For a while I was just agnostic. I studied
different religions a lot, but didn't practice anything myself.
Then I
discovered JOS and decided to dedicate about a month ago. I feel
so
empowered and enlightened now. I wanna thank the clergy for their
informative articles on the website and of course Father for
guiding
me thus far.

Feel free to share your own stories.

Lets see, in middleschool I decided I hated god. I was suicidal,
and I
had a good reason, which I wont mention. After a couple of years of
praying, God did Nothing for me, I told god I hated him. Eventualy
the
pain went away, and I became strong and independent and I forgot
about
god. In Freshman year I decided I didnt believe in god. I was an
atheist. Ocasionaly people told me I was going to go to hell for
openly
admiting I was atheist. Since my friend Victor says his friend took
over hell and that he added a rollercoaster and air conditioner. So
I
told the xians I would be happy to go to hell knowing it had air
conditioner and a roller coaster. Junior year I discovered JOS, and
I
dedicated sometime in December. Though none of my friends know,
since I
live in kansas everyone is a xian, and people already think I am
mentally insane; Some of the freshmen are scared of me, People are
scared of my art ( naked reinasance men in womens lingerie, monkeys
in
a Volcanoe with an evil papaya), and people i dont know hate me for
no
reason at all just that im weird. But I feel happy being a satanist
=).
um...well im in middle school and i like to read. a lot. that's
when i found darren shan's "Demonata" series. It portraied demons as
merceless killers. I peeked around different websites to see who
could confirm/deny that. i typed in demons on google, and i got over
16,000,000 hits. so i scrolled down to related searches and clicked
demon summoning. there i was taken to the JOS. i stuck with it.
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "high_on_coffee"
<high_on_coffee@... wrote:
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "husseinalbarak"
<husseinalbarak@ wrote:

I left Islam a year ago after realizing that it's nothing more than a
political tool used by certain people to make money and manipulate
uber-tolerant liberals. For a while I was just agnostic. I studied
different religions a lot, but didn't practice anything myself. Then I
discovered JOS and decided to dedicate about a month ago. I feel so
empowered and enlightened now. I wanna thank the clergy for their
informative articles on the website and of course Father for guiding
me thus far.

Feel free to share your own stories.

Lets see, in middleschool I decided I hated god. I was suicidal, and I
had a good reason, which I wont mention. After a couple of years of
praying, God did Nothing for me, I told god I hated him. Eventualy the
pain went away, and I became strong and independent and I forgot about
god. In Freshman year I decided I didnt believe in god. I was an
atheist. Ocasionaly people told me I was going to go to hell for openly
admiting I was atheist. Since my friend Victor says his friend took
over hell and that he added a rollercoaster and air conditioner. So I
told the xians I would be happy to go to hell knowing it had air
conditioner and a roller coaster. Junior year I discovered JOS, and I
dedicated sometime in December. Though none of my friends know, since I
live in kansas everyone is a xian, and people already think I am
mentally insane; Some of the freshmen are scared of me, People are
scared of my art ( naked reinasance men in womens lingerie, monkeys in
a Volcanoe with an evil papaya), and people i dont know hate me for no
reason at all just that im weird. But I feel happy being a satanist =).
I've lived in a Southern Baptist home all my life. "God says jump and
it don't matter how high, you just do it" kind of environment. I was
atheist ever since I knew what the word meant, up till junior high,
when a bunch of my friends had formed a Wiccan coven. We were stupid
but never got caught, but I decided it wasn't right for me. I found
the Principia Discordia beginning freshmen year, and man people
thought I was effin weird. But it was the closest I'd come to finding
my religion, and I loved saying, "Uh, yeah, let me consult my pineal
gland and get back to you." Only three weeks ago I stumbled upon JOS.
My first reaction was to look for Eris as a Demon. She's not there.
Darn. Then I looked at the meditation techniques and spells, which
made me reminisce of my Wiccan days. I still haven't dedicated, but I
think I've come to the right place. It's kind of my.. perfect balance,
or something. It just makes sense.
 
Well lets see.

When I was young, about 10, I dropped out of christianity, it seemed
like a corrupted, controlling religion and I grew an intense hatred
for all of the pain it caused me. Every prayer I ushered was ignored.
I became really depressed, and just became athiest for a period.

Then After awhile I looked into alot of things, and curiosity drew me
to the JoS site.

The rest is pretty much history after that.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "husseinalbarak"
<husseinalbarak@... wrote:
I left Islam a year ago after realizing that it's nothing more than a
political tool used by certain people to make money and manipulate
uber-tolerant liberals. For a while I was just agnostic. I studied
different religions a lot, but didn't practice anything myself. Then I
discovered JOS and decided to dedicate about a month ago. I feel so
empowered and enlightened now. I wanna thank the clergy for their
informative articles on the website and of course Father for guiding
me thus far.

Feel free to share your own stories.
 
 Well i grew up on a farmhouse that was pretty much a non relgious enviroment except for my mom who is a christian fanatic but anyways i went to school like "normal" children never really thought about god or what just thought Oh hes a creator or somthing until i got into 6th grade then the relgion started kicking in i prayed to god etc but didnt work....in the 7th grade i was a die hard atheist whenever someone said jesus loves you to me i would always say he can blow me.Then in the 8th grade i became a agnostic always thinking somthing was there because...well lets face it we werent created by some accident in the world of science there had to be a creator.also when in the 8th grade i sorta had a well insanity issue like a split personality except there are 2 other me's telling me what to do when im havin a mental breakdown one is a maniac telling me just to let people suffer and live and the other is demented telling me to let people suffer and die slowly O_O as you can see not much of a difference but when i visit them in my head they sure do dress different...but anywaysin the 9th grade i was randomly searching youtube and for some reason i always gotta read the spam labled msg's then i saw a JoS thingy i read it got excited and yelled......THATS IT!!!!! then my mom told me to shut up then i told her to shut up then she said better watch your mouth buddy then i said shes the reason my brother never comes around anymore....but anyways that really is my story well a fragment if u guys ever want more detail or simply want to get to know me.......HERE'S MY YAHOO!!!!! =D   jacobrhoward@...
   -Jacob howard   HAIL SATAN!!!!! From: husseinalbarak <husseinalbarak@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, January 3, 2009 8:53:54 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] How did you come to Satan?

I left Islam a year ago after realizing that it's nothing more than a
political tool used by certain people to make money and manipulate
uber-tolerant liberals. For a while I was just agnostic. I studied
different religions a lot, but didn't practice anything myself. Then I
discovered JOS and decided to dedicate about a month ago. I feel so
empowered and enlightened now. I wanna thank the clergy for their
informative articles on the website and of course Father for guiding
me thus far.

Feel free to share your own stories.


 
Okaaay...
I reply too.. xPP

3-4 years ago,I had taken 2 really creepy photos..
In one of them I was with a knife and in the other I was just creepy.. xP
Some cousins of my best friend started calling me "Satanist" just for
fun and one day,out of curiosity,while in school at the computer
lessons,I googled the word "Satan".
Because the computers in SCHOOLS are not-programmed to go to porn
sites and Satanic sites I took note of the sites and then visited them
at home. xP

And of course I found the JoyOfSatan. ^__^




--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "whatshisface1117"
<whatshisface1117@... wrote:
Well lets see.

When I was young, about 10, I dropped out of christianity, it seemed
like a corrupted, controlling religion and I grew an intense hatred
for all of the pain it caused me. Every prayer I ushered was ignored.
I became really depressed, and just became athiest for a period.

Then After awhile I looked into alot of things, and curiosity drew me
to the JoS site.

The rest is pretty much history after that.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "husseinalbarak"
<husseinalbarak@ wrote:

I left Islam a year ago after realizing that it's nothing more than a
political tool used by certain people to make money and manipulate
uber-tolerant liberals. For a while I was just agnostic. I studied
different religions a lot, but didn't practice anything myself. Then I
discovered JOS and decided to dedicate about a month ago. I feel so
empowered and enlightened now. I wanna thank the clergy for their
informative articles on the website and of course Father for guiding
me thus far.

Feel free to share your own stories.
 
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It started out that I was xian, after a while I didnt feel that I got any help of any kind of this "god"
Started feeling betrayed, listened to black metal... the word Satan popped up, I got interested in this and then I found the JoS ^-^

To: [email protected]
From: i_rule_hy@...
Date: Tue, 6 Jan 2009 11:56:06 +0000
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Re: How did you come to Satan?

Okaaay...
I reply too.. xPP

3-4 years ago,I had taken 2 really creepy photos..
In one of them I was with a knife and in the other I was just creepy.. xP
Some cousins of my best friend started calling me "Satanist" just for
fun and one day,out of curiosity,while in school at the computer
lessons,I googled the word "Satan".
Because the computers in SCHOOLS are not-programmed to go to porn
sites and Satanic sites I took note of the sites and then visited them
at home. xP

And of course I found the JoyOfSatan. ^__^

--- In Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com, "whatshisface1117"
<whatshisface1117@ ... wrote:
Well lets see.

When I was young, about 10, I dropped out of christianity, it seemed
like a corrupted, controlling religion and I grew an intense hatred
for all of the pain it caused me. Every prayer I ushered was ignored.
I became really depressed, and just became athiest for a period.

Then After awhile I looked into alot of things, and curiosity drew me
to the JoS site.

The rest is pretty much history after that.


--- In Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com, "husseinalbarak"
<husseinalbarak@ wrote:

I left Islam a year ago after realizing that it's nothing more than a
political tool used by certain people to make money and manipulate
uber-tolerant liberals. For a while I was just agnostic. I studied
different religions a lot, but didn't practice anything myself. Then I
discovered JOS and decided to dedicate about a month ago. I feel so
empowered and enlightened now. I wanna thank the clergy for their
informative articles on the website and of course Father for guiding
me thus far.

Feel free to share your own stories.
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Well...I was 6 year old when I heard a wery loud and ''hard'' voice
when i was home alone.At first i tought that it was god...YUCK :-s
and that thing had gone for 4 years, then i had a dream that some
demons hunted me and i was fighting them,just like a kid...i was happy
that a could battle with some demons.And from that day wierd things
gone to sow up to me.I was getting interested in magic,
okkultism...and when i was 15 year old, i decided that i'l joyn
Satan's Army and I'l be a loyal servant of him.Last year(2008) i had
come up with som new skills...fire....and i started exercising
pyrokinesisuntil this day.And i can feel the infernal flame of Hell.
Our Father Satan was who cald me in my name when I was 6 years old,and
for that ,for giving me power ower the astral realem and ower the
elements, I will joyn him in any battle for our glory!


Hail Satan!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Andreas Andersson <adde_93-@...
wrote:
It started out that I was xian, after a while I didnt feel that I
got any help of any kind of this "god"
Started feeling betrayed, listened to black metal... the word Satan
popped up, I got interested in this and then I found the JoS ^-^
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: i_rule_hy@...
Date: Tue, 6 Jan 2009 11:56:06 +0000
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Re: How did you come to Satan?




















Okaaay...

I reply too.. xPP



3-4 years ago,I had taken 2 really creepy photos..

In one of them I was with a knife and in the other I was just
creepy.. xP
Some cousins of my best friend started calling me "Satanist" just for

fun and one day,out of curiosity,while in school at the computer

lessons,I googled the word "Satan".

Because the computers in SCHOOLS are not-programmed to go to porn

sites and Satanic sites I took note of the sites and then visited them

at home. xP



And of course I found the JoyOfSatan. ^__^



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "whatshisface1117"

<whatshisface1117@ wrote:



Well lets see.



When I was young, about 10, I dropped out of christianity, it seemed

like a corrupted, controlling religion and I grew an intense hatred

for all of the pain it caused me. Every prayer I ushered was ignored.

I became really depressed, and just became athiest for a period.



Then After awhile I looked into alot of things, and curiosity drew me

to the JoS site.



The rest is pretty much history after that.





--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "husseinalbarak"

<husseinalbarak@ wrote:



I left Islam a year ago after realizing that it's nothing more
than a
political tool used by certain people to make money and manipulate

uber-tolerant liberals. For a while I was just agnostic. I studied

different religions a lot, but didn't practice anything myself.
Then I
discovered JOS and decided to dedicate about a month ago. I feel so

empowered and enlightened now. I wanna thank the clergy for their

informative articles on the website and of course Father for guiding

me thus far.



Feel free to share your own stories.























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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "husseinalbarak"
<husseinalbarak@... wrote:
I left Islam a year ago after realizing that it's nothing more than a
political tool used by certain people to make money and manipulate
uber-tolerant liberals. For a while I was just agnostic. I studied
different religions a lot, but didn't practice anything myself. Then I
discovered JOS and decided to dedicate about a month ago. I feel so
empowered and enlightened now. I wanna thank the clergy for their
informative articles on the website and of course Father for guiding
me thus far.

Feel free to share your own stories.
Since i was 5 years old i, already thought christianity sucked.
I was baptised(or something like that), and did that thing you do when
you turn 7 or so.
Being baptised ad such wasn't a desission i could make, parents have a
great power over younger kids so i was forced to go to church and
declare my loyalties to *shiver* ''god''.
When i turned 8 i was very curious to know other religeons, knowing not
practicing.
A few months after my 8th birthday i found some information about
satanism on the internet, this information was often unfounded and
incorrect.
After some years learnig about Satanism, i stumbled upon the Joy of
Satan website.
When i first read it my heart was filled with joy and understanding.
Everything became so clear!
After reading a lot on the JoS site i decided to try to dedecate my
soul, wich i still haven't done because i couldn't find an oppertunity.
To make a long story short, finding out abot satanism is the best thing
that happend to me in my life.
 
My experience is quite different from most of the other posts. I was
left by a girlfriend, and she sent me a ring, it was supposed to be
the ring i gave her, but it was not. It was a ring inscribed with the
baphomet symbol. I asked her if she had sent that ring and she denied
it. She said it was the ring I gave her. So I went to my local jewelry
store and asked about it. The man told me what it stood for and that
the ring was worthless. I searched for satanism, stumbled to JOS.
Contemplated the site, forgot about it. Lost the ring. Found the ring
after I had moved twice in a place I know it was not before.
Remembered the site, dedicated and have been a proud satanist for
almost 4 years now. It will be four years this March. And I greatly
disagree with the jeweler who told me it was worthless. It is now my
most valuable possession.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "vodaveer123" <vodaveer123@... wrote:

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "husseinalbarak"
<husseinalbarak@ wrote:

I left Islam a year ago after realizing that it's nothing more than a
political tool used by certain people to make money and manipulate
uber-tolerant liberals. For a while I was just agnostic. I studied
different religions a lot, but didn't practice anything myself. Then I
discovered JOS and decided to dedicate about a month ago. I feel so
empowered and enlightened now. I wanna thank the clergy for their
informative articles on the website and of course Father for guiding
me thus far.

Feel free to share your own stories.

Since i was 5 years old i, already thought christianity sucked.
I was baptised(or something like that), and did that thing you do when
you turn 7 or so.
Being baptised ad such wasn't a desission i could make, parents have a
great power over younger kids so i was forced to go to church and
declare my loyalties to *shiver* ''god''.
When i turned 8 i was very curious to know other religeons, knowing not
practicing.
A few months after my 8th birthday i found some information about
satanism on the internet, this information was often unfounded and
incorrect.
After some years learnig about Satanism, i stumbled upon the Joy of
Satan website.
When i first read it my heart was filled with joy and understanding.
Everything became so clear!
After reading a lot on the JoS site i decided to try to dedecate my
soul, wich i still haven't done because i couldn't find an oppertunity.
To make a long story short, finding out abot satanism is the best thing
that happend to me in my life.
 
me I judt despise christians and wanted a way for them to suffer and not know I'm the cause.
 
<td val[/IMG]I also started out as xian, but ever since I can remember, when my parents FORCED me to go to their church, I noticed that pretty much NOTHING of this relligion actually made logical sence. There was NO proof, as far as I could see. Then one night, I was researching Satan, and found JoS =)

--- On Thu, 1/8/09, Andreas Andersson <adde_93-@... wrote:
From: Andreas Andersson <adde_93-@...
Subject: RE: [Teens4Satan] Re: How did you come to Satan?
To: [email protected]
Date: Thursday, January 8, 2009, 4:26 PM


It started out that I was xian, after a while I didnt feel that I got any help of any kind of this "god"
Started feeling betrayed, listened to black metal... the word Satan popped up, I got interested in this and then I found the JoS ^-^

To: Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com
From: i_rule_hy@yahoo. gr
Date: Tue, 6 Jan 2009 11:56:06 +0000
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Re: How did you come to Satan?

Okaaay...
I reply too.. xPP

3-4 years ago,I had taken 2 really creepy photos..
In one of them I was with a knife and in the other I was just creepy.. xP
Some cousins of my best friend started calling me "Satanist" just for
fun and one day,out of curiosity,while in school at the computer
lessons,I googled the word "Satan".
Because the computers in SCHOOLS are not-programmed to go to porn
sites and Satanic sites I took note of the sites and then visited them
at home. xP

And of course I found the JoyOfSatan. ^__^

--- In Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com, "whatshisface1117"
<whatshisface1117@ ... wrote:

Well lets see.

When I was young, about 10, I dropped out of christianity, it seemed
like a corrupted, controlling religion and I grew an intense hatred
for all of the pain it caused me. Every prayer I ushered was ignored.
I became really depressed, and just became athiest for a period.

Then After awhile I looked into alot of things, and curiosity drew me
to the JoS site.

The rest is pretty much history after that.


--- In Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com, "husseinalbarak"
<husseinalbarak@ wrote:

I left Islam a year ago after realizing that it's nothing more than a
political tool used by certain people to make money and manipulate
uber-tolerant liberals. For a while I was just agnostic. I studied
different religions a lot, but didn't practice anything myself. Then I
discovered JOS and decided to dedicate about a month ago. I feel so
empowered and enlightened now. I wanna thank the clergy for their
informative articles on the website and of course Father for guiding
me thus far.

Feel free to share your own stories.





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[/TD]
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], SamanthaA Zombie <evil_zombie_killa@... wrote:
I also started out as xian, but ever since I can remember, when my parents FORCED me to go to their church, I noticed that pretty much NOTHING of this relligion actually made logical sence. There was NO proof, as far as I could see. Then one night, I was researching Satan, and found JoS =)

--- On Thu, 1/8/09, Andreas Andersson <adde_93-@... wrote:

From: Andreas Andersson <adde_93-@...
Subject: RE: [Teens4Satan] Re: How did you come to Satan?
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, January 8, 2009, 4:26 PM







It started out that I was xian, after a while I didnt feel that I got any help of any kind of this "god"
Started feeling betrayed, listened to black metal... the word Satan popped up, I got interested in this and then I found the JoS ^-^


To: Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com
From: i_rule_hy@yahoo. gr
Date: Tue, 6 Jan 2009 11:56:06 +0000
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Re: How did you come to Satan?




Okaaay...
I reply too.. xPP

3-4 years ago,I had taken 2 really creepy photos..
In one of them I was with a knife and in the other I was just creepy.. xP
Some cousins of my best friend started calling me "Satanist" just for
fun and one day,out of curiosity,while in school at the computer
lessons,I googled the word "Satan".
Because the computers in SCHOOLS are not-programmed to go to porn
sites and Satanic sites I took note of the sites and then visited them
at home. xP

And of course I found the JoyOfSatan. ^__^

--- In Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com, "whatshisface1117"
<whatshisface1117@ ... wrote:

Well lets see.

When I was young, about 10, I dropped out of christianity, it seemed
like a corrupted, controlling religion and I grew an intense hatred
for all of the pain it caused me. Every prayer I ushered was ignored.
I became really depressed, and just became athiest for a period.

Then After awhile I looked into alot of things, and curiosity drew me
to the JoS site.

The rest is pretty much history after that.


--- In Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com, "husseinalbarak"
<husseinalbarak@ wrote:

I left Islam a year ago after realizing that it's nothing more than a
political tool used by certain people to make money and manipulate
uber-tolerant liberals. For a while I was just agnostic. I studied
different religions a lot, but didn't practice anything myself. Then I
discovered JOS and decided to dedicate about a month ago. I feel so
empowered and enlightened now. I wanna thank the clergy for their
informative articles on the website and of course Father for guiding
me thus far.

Feel free to share your own stories.







Höststäda med nya dammsugarpåsar. www.Dammsugarpå sar.Nu
i come from a xtian background and many times the "pastor" told my father that i was possessed.I suffered years of depression and intended suicide numerous times.Since i was child i was never really interested in religion and always had a interest in Father Satan.I had a Ouija experience with a spirit that called itself "Seth".Since at a young age Father Satan has called upon me but i was always afraid because i was somewhat brainwashed by the xtians. I did the Dedication ritual and since then i have been happy :)

Hail Satan!
 
<td val[/IMG]I was a christian once but when I was at their sermons something was just not right... sadly I didnt really do anything bout it I just told myself just drop the matter and move on until i just cant take it anymore. The whole thing bout their "god" saving people from stuff and crap is utterly bullshit. The bible bangers are just wearing a freaking mask just to hope they'll get saved and stuff. Inside they are just lies and hatred. some pure christians they are. ANYWAYS!!! I was look up names of gods associated with death and found JOS!!! now I only need to get on with my initiation ritual... sigh... :( NEED PRIVACY!!!

--- On Sun, 15/3/09, SamanthaA Zombie <evil_zombie_killa@... wrote:
From: SamanthaA Zombie <evil_zombie_killa@...
Subject: RE: [Teens4Satan] Re: How did you come to Satan?
To: [email protected]
Date: Sunday, 15 March, 2009, 9:01 AM

<td style="font-fa[/IMG]I also started out as xian, but ever since I can remember, when my parents FORCED me to go to their church, I noticed that pretty much NOTHING of this relligion actually made logical sence. There was NO proof, as far as I could see. Then one night, I was researching Satan, and found JoS =)

--- On Thu, 1/8/09, Andreas Andersson <adde_93-@hotmail. com wrote:
From: Andreas Andersson <adde_93-@hotmail. com
Subject: RE: [Teens4Satan] Re: How did you come to Satan?
To: teens4satan@ yahoogroups. com
Date: Thursday, January 8, 2009, 4:26 PM


It started out that I was xian, after a while I didnt feel that I got any help of any kind of this "god"
Started feeling betrayed, listened to black metal... the word Satan popped up, I got interested in this and then I found the JoS ^-^

To: Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com
From: i_rule_hy@yahoo. gr
Date: Tue, 6 Jan 2009 11:56:06 +0000
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Re: How did you come to Satan?

Okaaay...
I reply too.. xPP

3-4 years ago,I had taken 2 really creepy photos..
In one of them I was with a knife and in the other I was just creepy.. xP
Some cousins of my best friend started calling me "Satanist" just for
fun and one day,out of curiosity,while in school at the computer
lessons,I googled the word "Satan".
Because the computers in SCHOOLS are not-programmed to go to porn
sites and Satanic sites I took note of the sites and then visited them
at home. xP

And of course I found the JoyOfSatan. ^__^

--- [/IMG]Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com, "whatshisface1117"
<whatshisface1117@ ... wrote:

Well lets see.

When I was young, about 10, I dropped out of christianity, it seemed
like a corrupted, controlling religion and I grew an intense hatred
for all of the pain it caused me. Every prayer I ushered was ignored.
I became really depressed, and just became athiest for a period.

Then After awhile I looked into alot of things, and curiosity drew me
to the JoS site.

The rest is pretty much history after that.


--- [/IMG]Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com, "husseinalbarak"
<husseinalbarak@ wrote:

I left Islam a year ago after realizing that it's nothing more than a
political tool used by certain people to make money and manipulate
uber-tolerant liberals. For a while I was just agnostic. I studied
different religions a lot, but didn't practice anything myself. Then I
discovered JOS and decided to dedicate about a month ago. I feel so
empowered and enlightened now. I wanna thank the clergy for their
informative articles on the website and of course Father for guiding
me thus far.

Feel free to share your own stories.





<hr> Höststäda med nya dammsugarpåsar. www.Dammsugarpå sar.Nu
[/TD]
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