How can I get drawn to SATAN again?

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I want to get drawn to SATAN again like i had when i found HIM. How can I get drawn to SATAN again? I just need that most.
And Is the one who working for SATAN is more valuable/important to HIM than the one that is advancing himself/his soul and doing little much spiritual warfare or just ONLY advancing himself? It seems like that even if it doesn't seem like that,but these things have sit/burried in my mind. I need some solution. I feel if i advance myself in any way its something i am taking advantage(cannot describe how i feel) from GODS and SATAN and giving nothing in return. Yes,i know i can do spiritual warfare,send negative/destructive energy to enemy daily,But i need to be emotionally attached with SATAN for that. Seems and feels i'm fucked up!

 

[hailazazel]

When we meditate, we actually do for Satan. When you advance, all of the group advance alittle. Maxine wrote "When humanity will meditate we will progress as a whole". Everyone will enjoy with more energy. It benefits us all. So the first thing you can do, is meditate, if you do not do so. If you are, you can spread the truth. 30 minutes a day (or more, if you wish) dedicate to spread the truth on YouTube, Yahoo! Anwers, forums of xians, anything of that sort.
You seem a bit lost. Meditate, get back on the track through rituals for Father, meditating for him. He will guide you to the right path.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "inlovewithsatan@..." wrote:

I want to get drawn to SATAN again like i had when i found HIM. How can I get drawn to SATAN again? I just need that most.
And Is the one who working for SATAN is more valuable/important to HIM than the one that is advancing himself/his soul and doing little much spiritual warfare or just ONLY advancing himself? It seems like that even if it doesn't seem like that,but these things have sit/burried in my mind. I need some solution. I feel if i advance myself in any way its something i am taking advantage(cannot describe how i feel) from GODS and SATAN and giving nothing in return. Yes,i know i can do spiritual warfare,send negative/destructive energy to enemy daily,But i need to be emotionally attached with SATAN for that. Seems and feels i'm fucked up!

 

[Inlovewithsatan1]

And my main question was how can I get drawn to SATAN again? Is there any way for that including personal standard Rituals to HIM.

 

[Inlovewithsatan1]

Yeah lost and confused.  Have been doing basic meditations for few weeks regularly but havent started opening chakra yet. I am not even ready yet to opening chakras.  Scared of opening them like when i will have third opened i am kinda scared of the things i will be seeing except GODS. Scared if i get sudden hurt attack if SUDDENLY something horrible appeared. I had done opening third eye in past and within two days of working on it i was seeing sparkles or how to say urgh... My moods are changing so fast from past few days since i started doing Power Meditations.For one moment i feel so good and want to advance and on the other moment i feel like give up everything as i know that i am afraid now,scared of enemy. Before i was totally fearless,but i went away from SATAN cuz of an xtian girl. Wasted one year, and now I ruined everything with my own hands. 

 

[hoodedcobra666]

Dude, you need to raise on your weight here. There have been times anyone here felt disoriented, alone, feeling that they had commited things against themselves and Satan, when in fact they have not. This is a common tactic of the enemy. Aside from this, unless your extremely persistent, these dramatic feelings will creep back to you. And even after some point, unless fully eradicated, you may still feel that way. You will not quit and nobody here is going to quit. Because this will be their own detriment. If you do not get anywhere here, you get nowhere anywhere.

Life is a living crap for people who do not fight. I know it can be hard, right? Everyone gets their hard times. There are times we are in darkness, without a shade of light. If we are sometimes blind to understand that Satan is here, that does not make Him disappear. Even times we touch the rock bottom, but we never hit violently on it. Be proud and strong. You ruined nothing, you hear me? Now get up there and show you are going to be a God. Stay strong, you're a child of Satan if you dedicated. If you do not care that much about yourself or do not believe in yourself, believe in Satan. He believes twice as much in you.

Only power will bring you peace. Keep this into your mind. And Satan gives you power, like none else can.


HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Inlovewithsatan wrote:

Yeah lost and confused.  Have been doing basic meditations for few weeks regularly but havent started opening chakra yet. I am not even ready yet to opening chakras.  Scared of opening them like when i will have third opened i am kinda scared of the things i will be seeing except GODS. Scared if i get sudden hurt attack if SUDDENLY something horrible appeared. I had done opening third eye in past and within two days of working on it i was seeing sparkles or how to say urgh... 
My moods are changing so fast from past few days since i started doing Power Meditations.
For one moment i feel so good and want to advance and on the other moment i feel like give up everything as i know that i am afraid now,scared of enemy. Before i was totally fearless,but i went away from SATAN cuz of an xtian girl. Wasted one year, and now I ruined everything with my own hands. 

 

[hailazazel]

Now that is a motivating answer.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" wrote:

Dude, you need to raise on your weight here. There have been times anyone here felt disoriented, alone, feeling that they had commited things against themselves and Satan, when in fact they have not. This is a common tactic of the enemy. Aside from this, unless your extremely persistent, these dramatic feelings will creep back to you. And even after some point, unless fully eradicated, you may still feel that way. You will not quit and nobody here is going to quit. Because this will be their own detriment. If you do not get anywhere here, you get nowhere anywhere.

Life is a living crap for people who do not fight. I know it can be hard, right? Everyone gets their hard times. There are times we are in darkness, without a shade of light. If we are sometimes blind to understand that Satan is here, that does not make Him disappear. Even times we touch the rock bottom, but we never hit violently on it. Be proud and strong. You ruined nothing, you hear me? Now get up there and show you are going to be a God. Stay strong, you're a child of Satan if you dedicated. If you do not care that much about yourself or do not believe in yourself, believe in Satan. He believes twice as much in you.

Only power will bring you peace. Keep this into your mind. And Satan gives you power, like none else can.


HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Inlovewithsatan wrote:

Yeah lost and confused.  Have been doing basic meditations for few weeks regularly but havent started opening chakra yet. I am not even ready yet to opening chakras.  Scared of opening them like when i will have third opened i am kinda scared of the things i will be seeing except GODS. Scared if i get sudden hurt attack if SUDDENLY something horrible appeared. I had done opening third eye in past and within two days of working on it i was seeing sparkles or how to say urgh... 
My moods are changing so fast from past few days since i started doing Power Meditations.
For one moment i feel so good and want to advance and on the other moment i feel like give up everything as i know that i am afraid now,scared of enemy. Before i was totally fearless,but i went away from SATAN cuz of an xtian girl. Wasted one year, and now I ruined everything with my own hands. 

 

[Mc Rundown]

Powerful words of encouragement from hailazazel. Its true sometimes we want to waste time wonderin wat we ve offended or might happen if we advance. Satan and the Gods are not evil. They love us gentiles thus y they ve given us power meditation. Its a gift 2 us to attain power. Just to echo hailazazel's words; the enermy will always try to pull us down and lie that Satan and the Gods are evil which is not true. Satanism is a go forward religion. There is no turning back. Get up and go my friend. You can only go forward to become better here. Emotions get enhanced with power meditation. Its normal. It should not worry you. Satan wants you to move forward and advance He loves you and understands. Trust Him coz He knows best. Hail Satan
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From: hailazazel <hailazazel@...
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, January 31, 2013 9:31:22 PM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: How can I get drawn to SATAN again?

Now that is a motivating answer.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" wrote:

Dude, you need to raise on your weight here. There have been times anyone here felt disoriented, alone, feeling that they had commited things against themselves and Satan, when in fact they have not. This is a common tactic of the enemy. Aside from this, unless your extremely persistent, these dramatic feelings will creep back to you. And even after some point, unless fully eradicated, you may still feel that way. You will not quit and nobody here is going to quit. Because this will be their own detriment. If you do not get anywhere here, you get nowhere anywhere.

Life is a living crap for people who do not fight. I know it can be hard, right? Everyone gets their hard times. There are times we are in darkness, without a shade of light. If we are sometimes blind to understand that Satan is here, that does not make Him disappear. Even times we touch the rock bottom, but we never hit violently on it. Be proud and strong. You ruined nothing, you hear me? Now get up there and show you are going to be a God. Stay strong, you're a child of Satan if you dedicated. If you do not care that much about yourself or do not believe in yourself, believe in Satan. He believes twice as much in you.

Only power will bring you peace. Keep this into your mind. And Satan gives you power, like none else can.


HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Inlovewithsatan wrote:

Yeah lost and confused.  Have been doing basic meditations for few weeks regularly but havent started opening chakra yet. I am not even ready yet to opening chakras.  Scared of opening them like when i will have third opened i am kinda scared of the things i will be seeing except GODS. Scared if i get sudden hurt attack if SUDDENLY something horrible appeared. I had done opening third eye in past and within two days of working on it i was seeing sparkles or how to say urgh... 
My moods are changing so fast from past few days since i started doing Power Meditations.
For one moment i feel so good and want to advance and on the other moment i feel like give up everything as i know that i am afraid now,scared of enemy. Before i was totally fearless,but i went away from SATAN cuz of an xtian girl. Wasted one year, and now I ruined everything with my own hands. 

 

[ms.geniuk]

This actually brought tears to my eyes, there are so many times I have felt overly depressed knowing it is caused by the enemy and cried out to Satan to please just let me be at peace protect me so I can go to sleep and shortly after I feel very calm and I know my guardian is with me at that time. I myself am not powerful yet by any means, but my 6th sense is spectacular Satan has told me things I know he has I can't hear them but I know I can feel them. I'm really looking for something to keep me on a schedule with my meditation I know im supposed to do begginers first and power meditation there's just so much i'm a little confused and my email account over flows with emails from the group there all really hard to sort through.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

Now that is a motivating answer.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" wrote:

Dude, you need to raise on your weight here. There have been times anyone here felt disoriented, alone, feeling that they had commited things against themselves and Satan, when in fact they have not. This is a common tactic of the enemy. Aside from this, unless your extremely persistent, these dramatic feelings will creep back to you. And even after some point, unless fully eradicated, you may still feel that way. You will not quit and nobody here is going to quit. Because this will be their own detriment. If you do not get anywhere here, you get nowhere anywhere.

Life is a living crap for people who do not fight. I know it can be hard, right? Everyone gets their hard times. There are times we are in darkness, without a shade of light. If we are sometimes blind to understand that Satan is here, that does not make Him disappear. Even times we touch the rock bottom, but we never hit violently on it. Be proud and strong. You ruined nothing, you hear me? Now get up there and show you are going to be a God. Stay strong, you're a child of Satan if you dedicated. If you do not care that much about yourself or do not believe in yourself, believe in Satan. He believes twice as much in you.

Only power will bring you peace. Keep this into your mind. And Satan gives you power, like none else can.


HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Inlovewithsatan wrote:

Yeah lost and confused.  Have been doing basic meditations for few weeks regularly but havent started opening chakra yet. I am not even ready yet to opening chakras.  Scared of opening them like when i will have third opened i am kinda scared of the things i will be seeing except GODS. Scared if i get sudden hurt attack if SUDDENLY something horrible appeared. I had done opening third eye in past and within two days of working on it i was seeing sparkles or how to say urgh... 
My moods are changing so fast from past few days since i started doing Power Meditations.
For one moment i feel so good and want to advance and on the other moment i feel like give up everything as i know that i am afraid now,scared of enemy. Before i was totally fearless,but i went away from SATAN cuz of an xtian girl. Wasted one year, and now I ruined everything with my own hands. 

 

[Inlovewithsatan1]

Okay Brother.. Thanks.