nessa_vaness
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Hello,
My name is Vanessa. I, too, like many others here am newly dedicated to our great Father. Very new, I dedicated at 8:45 p.m.! Before dedicating, I read the JoS site for a couple of months, along with reading the posts here and practicing meditations.
I was led to the JoS website while searching for information on people having longterm relationships with Demons. I didn't know people did such things and was curious about it when I saw it mentioned on a forum somewhere. When I started to read the first words on the JoS site it was like someone hit me in the face with a hammer lol, because it all resonated deep within me and my long held beliefs that Christianity is a farce. I do not come from a religious background, but rather an Atheist mindset. I've spent the majority of my 25 years in this life being quite angry at the world and renouncing any higher being that could let the horrible injustice that is our civilization flourish in their disgusting ways. I prayed to Father to see if he was really there after I read the site the first time, and was instantly flooded with intense energy. I was baffled and intrigued, but had to know for sure this was the right thing to do before jumping in.
In learning the truth, many things about the world are starting to become clear to me. I know this is the best thing I could have ever done. I have recently done my first meditations since dedicating, and I felt so full of amazing energy that my whole body was on edge and my head was spinning. I feel like my mind is crystal clear right now. I was brought to tears by the power of the energy I have just felt, which has also inspired me to write this post and share my experience with you all. I hope I can bring as much positive energy to you, my new Brothers and Sisters, and our great Father so that together we can bring our world back to the way it is supposed to and was always mean to be
Sorry to be so wordy, especially on my first post. I am full of things to say and share, and it feels like a gateway inside of me is now bursting open now that I've dedicated.
My name is Vanessa. I, too, like many others here am newly dedicated to our great Father. Very new, I dedicated at 8:45 p.m.! Before dedicating, I read the JoS site for a couple of months, along with reading the posts here and practicing meditations.
I was led to the JoS website while searching for information on people having longterm relationships with Demons. I didn't know people did such things and was curious about it when I saw it mentioned on a forum somewhere. When I started to read the first words on the JoS site it was like someone hit me in the face with a hammer lol, because it all resonated deep within me and my long held beliefs that Christianity is a farce. I do not come from a religious background, but rather an Atheist mindset. I've spent the majority of my 25 years in this life being quite angry at the world and renouncing any higher being that could let the horrible injustice that is our civilization flourish in their disgusting ways. I prayed to Father to see if he was really there after I read the site the first time, and was instantly flooded with intense energy. I was baffled and intrigued, but had to know for sure this was the right thing to do before jumping in.
In learning the truth, many things about the world are starting to become clear to me. I know this is the best thing I could have ever done. I have recently done my first meditations since dedicating, and I felt so full of amazing energy that my whole body was on edge and my head was spinning. I feel like my mind is crystal clear right now. I was brought to tears by the power of the energy I have just felt, which has also inspired me to write this post and share my experience with you all. I hope I can bring as much positive energy to you, my new Brothers and Sisters, and our great Father so that together we can bring our world back to the way it is supposed to and was always mean to be
Sorry to be so wordy, especially on my first post. I am full of things to say and share, and it feels like a gateway inside of me is now bursting open now that I've dedicated.