HELP! THE ENEMY STRIKES BACK!

[sasjons]

This past week has been horrible. My sister has started having what I believe to be panic attacks. She went to the hospital today for a blood test but their hypothesis is that she is anemic!

Today I was working out in the gym and "my xian friends" went over board with the comments of my muscles; saying they were digusting and 'mad'. I am very muscly but i don't even notice it as much as everyone does. I know they are jealous because 2 of them are trying to lose weight, 1 of them is trying to get in shape to get 'chicks'. Despite all of this it makes me feel extremely angry and most of all, depressed.

I am feeling very low and my energy feels so muddled and down. On the bright side though I have seen an improvement with my meditation and I can now effectively feel energy in my hands and head (and pretty much all my chakras - though I need to strengthen them). I am trying to gather enough energy to ignite things with my hands so that I can burn my bible given to me for christmas and this will help me irradicate the false brainwashing.

Any tips for getting past the depression and empowering my chakras so that I can harness and invoke physical fire (for burning object - like my bad christian fairy tale book) would be greatly appreciated.

DARKEST BLESSING!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL GUARDIAN DEMON (I WILL FIND YOU!)
HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!

 

[C Y]

Do the aura of protection.

"You want/need protection:
Breathe in powerful white-gold light. With the inhale breathe it in to meet in the middle of your body, packing it in brighter and brighter. With the exhale, keep expanding it. The energy should grow brighter and brighter.
Affirm: My aura is very powerful and is protecting me at all times.
This a good exercise to be done on a regular basis, for building a strong, protective energy field."

-Joyofsatan .

--- In [email protected], "sasjons" <sasjons@... wrote:

This past week has been horrible. My sister has started having what I believe to be panic attacks. She went to the hospital today for a blood test but their hypothesis is that she is anemic!

Today I was working out in the gym and "my xian friends" went over board with the comments of my muscles; saying they were digusting and 'mad'. I am very muscly but i don't even notice it as much as everyone does. I know they are jealous because 2 of them are trying to lose weight, 1 of them is trying to get in shape to get 'chicks'. Despite all of this it makes me feel extremely angry and most of all, depressed.

I am feeling very low and my energy feels so muddled and down. On the bright side though I have seen an improvement with my meditation and I can now effectively feel energy in my hands and head (and pretty much all my chakras - though I need to strengthen them). I am trying to gather enough energy to ignite things with my hands so that I can burn my bible given to me for christmas and this will help me irradicate the false brainwashing.

Any tips for getting past the depression and empowering my chakras so that I can harness and invoke physical fire (for burning object - like my bad christian fairy tale book) would be greatly appreciated.

DARKEST BLESSING!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL GUARDIAN DEMON (I WILL FIND YOU!)
HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!


--- In [email protected], "sasjons" <sasjons@... wrote:

This past week has been horrible. My sister has started having what I believe to be panic attacks. She went to the hospital today for a blood test but their hypothesis is that she is anemic!

Today I was working out in the gym and "my xian friends" went over board with the comments of my muscles; saying they were digusting and 'mad'. I am very muscly but i don't even notice it as much as everyone does. I know they are jealous because 2 of them are trying to lose weight, 1 of them is trying to get in shape to get 'chicks'. Despite all of this it makes me feel extremely angry and most of all, depressed.

I am feeling very low and my energy feels so muddled and down. On the bright side though I have seen an improvement with my meditation and I can now effectively feel energy in my hands and head (and pretty much all my chakras - though I need to strengthen them). I am trying to gather enough energy to ignite things with my hands so that I can burn my bible given to me for christmas and this will help me irradicate the false brainwashing.

Any tips for getting past the depression and empowering my chakras so that I can harness and invoke physical fire (for burning object - like my bad christian fairy tale book) would be greatly appreciated.

DARKEST BLESSING!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL GUARDIAN DEMON (I WILL FIND YOU!)
HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!

 

[Light]

Maybe even put an aura of protection around your sister too if you want. Or think of something to banish that negative xtian energy around you. Program the aura to reflect any xtians or something. Be creative.
 Hail Satan!

From: C Y <yc28@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, August 14, 2012 5:56 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: HELP! THE ENEMY STRIKES BACK!

  Do the aura of protection.

"You want/need protection:
Breathe in powerful white-gold light. With the inhale breathe it in to meet in the middle of your body, packing it in brighter and brighter. With the exhale, keep expanding it. The energy should grow brighter and brighter.
Affirm: My aura is very powerful and is protecting me at all times.
This a good exercise to be done on a regular basis, for building a strong, protective energy field."

-Joyofsatan .

--- In [email protected], "sasjons" <sasjons@... wrote:

This past week has been horrible. My sister has started having what I believe to be panic attacks. She went to the hospital today for a blood test but their hypothesis is that she is anemic!

Today I was working out in the gym and "my xian friends" went over board with the comments of my muscles; saying they were digusting and 'mad'. I am very muscly but i don't even notice it as much as everyone does. I know they are jealous because 2 of them are trying to lose weight, 1 of them is trying to get in shape to get 'chicks'. Despite all of this it makes me feel extremely angry and most of all, depressed.

I am feeling very low and my energy feels so muddled and down. On the bright side though I have seen an improvement with my meditation and I can now effectively feel energy in my hands and head (and pretty much all my chakras - though I need to strengthen them). I am trying to gather enough energy to ignite things with my hands so that I can burn my bible given to me for christmas and this will help me irradicate the false brainwashing.

Any tips for getting past the depression and empowering my chakras so that I can harness and invoke physical fire (for burning object - like my bad christian fairy tale book) would be greatly appreciated.

DARKEST BLESSING!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL GUARDIAN DEMON (I WILL FIND YOU!)
HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!


--- In [email protected], "sasjons" <sasjons@... wrote:

This past week has been horrible. My sister has started having what I believe to be panic attacks. She went to the hospital today for a blood test but their hypothesis is that she is anemic!

Today I was working out in the gym and "my xian friends" went over board with the comments of my muscles; saying they were digusting and 'mad'. I am very muscly but i don't even notice it as much as everyone does. I know they are jealous because 2 of them are trying to lose weight, 1 of them is trying to get in shape to get 'chicks'. Despite all of this it makes me feel extremely angry and most of all, depressed.

I am feeling very low and my energy feels so muddled and down. On the bright side though I have seen an improvement with my meditation and I can now effectively feel energy in my hands and head (and pretty much all my chakras - though I need to strengthen them). I am trying to gather enough energy to ignite things with my hands so that I can burn my bible given to me for christmas and this will help me irradicate the false brainwashing.

Any tips for getting past the depression and empowering my chakras so that I can harness and invoke physical fire (for burning object - like my bad christian fairy tale book) would be greatly appreciated.

DARKEST BLESSING!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL GUARDIAN DEMON (I WILL FIND YOU!)
HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!

 

[Billie Starnes]

help!!!!! I don't want  to leave you all. I was angry with my grandparents and said that stupid stuff. what should i do?
From: C Y <yc28@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, August 14, 2012 5:56 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: HELP! THE ENEMY STRIKES BACK!

  Do the aura of protection.

"You want/need protection:
Breathe in powerful white-gold light. With the inhale breathe it in to meet in the middle of your body, packing it in brighter and brighter. With the exhale, keep expanding it. The energy should grow brighter and brighter.
Affirm: My aura is very powerful and is protecting me at all times.
This a good exercise to be done on a regular basis, for building a strong, protective energy field."

-Joyofsatan .

--- In [email protected], "sasjons" <sasjons@... wrote:

This past week has been horrible. My sister has started having what I believe to be panic attacks. She went to the hospital today for a blood test but their hypothesis is that she is anemic!

Today I was working out in the gym and "my xian friends" went over board with the comments of my muscles; saying they were digusting and 'mad'. I am very muscly but i don't even notice it as much as everyone does. I know they are jealous because 2 of them are trying to lose weight, 1 of them is trying to get in shape to get 'chicks'. Despite all of this it makes me feel extremely angry and most of all, depressed.

I am feeling very low and my energy feels so muddled and down. On the bright side though I have seen an improvement with my meditation and I can now effectively feel energy in my hands and head (and pretty much all my chakras - though I need to strengthen them). I am trying to gather enough energy to ignite things with my hands so that I can burn my bible given to me for christmas and this will help me irradicate the false brainwashing.

Any tips for getting past the depression and empowering my chakras so that I can harness and invoke physical fire (for burning object - like my bad christian fairy tale book) would be greatly appreciated.

DARKEST BLESSING!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL GUARDIAN DEMON (I WILL FIND YOU!)
HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!


--- In [email protected], "sasjons" <sasjons@... wrote:

This past week has been horrible. My sister has started having what I believe to be panic attacks. She went to the hospital today for a blood test but their hypothesis is that she is anemic!

Today I was working out in the gym and "my xian friends" went over board with the comments of my muscles; saying they were digusting and 'mad'. I am very muscly but i don't even notice it as much as everyone does. I know they are jealous because 2 of them are trying to lose weight, 1 of them is trying to get in shape to get 'chicks'. Despite all of this it makes me feel extremely angry and most of all, depressed.

I am feeling very low and my energy feels so muddled and down. On the bright side though I have seen an improvement with my meditation and I can now effectively feel energy in my hands and head (and pretty much all my chakras - though I need to strengthen them). I am trying to gather enough energy to ignite things with my hands so that I can burn my bible given to me for christmas and this will help me irradicate the false brainwashing.

Any tips for getting past the depression and empowering my chakras so that I can harness and invoke physical fire (for burning object - like my bad christian fairy tale book) would be greatly appreciated.

DARKEST BLESSING!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL GUARDIAN DEMON (I WILL FIND YOU!)
HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

It dosn't sound like anything bad is happening to you. Seems like you're progressing along well, and that is something you should be both happy and proud of.
As for your friends, forget them. For one thing, its good that you're inspiring them to get fit and keep fit.
And if they're jealous, so what. It shouldn't concern you. Maybe give them some tips and help them to build there muscle up to where you're at, helping them out could lift your views on it and make you feel better.
Other than that, you just need to ignore the low depressing feeling and push through it. It happens to the best of us.
You should be cleansing your aura daily, and doing the Aura of Protection Daily. And it helps to now and then just expand your aura out a few meters outside of your body to dispell any negative energies surrounding you that might be dragging your mood down.

This isn't an enemy attack though. Keep up with you power meditations and keep advancing.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sasjons" <sasjons@... wrote:

This past week has been horrible. My sister has started having what I believe to be panic attacks. She went to the hospital today for a blood test but their hypothesis is that she is anemic!

Today I was working out in the gym and "my xian friends" went over board with the comments of my muscles; saying they were digusting and 'mad'. I am very muscly but i don't even notice it as much as everyone does. I know they are jealous because 2 of them are trying to lose weight, 1 of them is trying to get in shape to get 'chicks'. Despite all of this it makes me feel extremely angry and most of all, depressed.

I am feeling very low and my energy feels so muddled and down. On the bright side though I have seen an improvement with my meditation and I can now effectively feel energy in my hands and head (and pretty much all my chakras - though I need to strengthen them). I am trying to gather enough energy to ignite things with my hands so that I can burn my bible given to me for christmas and this will help me irradicate the false brainwashing.

Any tips for getting past the depression and empowering my chakras so that I can harness and invoke physical fire (for burning object - like my bad christian fairy tale book) would be greatly appreciated.

DARKEST BLESSING!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL GUARDIAN DEMON (I WILL FIND YOU!)
HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

What stupid stuff? Who is making you leave? No one. If your internet is taken away from you, that does not mean you have to leave Satan. You can still work on your Power Meditations and keep advancing without the internet.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Billie Starnes <billie_starnes@... wrote:

help!!!!! I don't want  to leave you all. I was angry with my grandparents and said that stupid stuff. what should i do?


________________________________
From: C Y <yc28@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, August 14, 2012 5:56 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: HELP! THE ENEMY STRIKES BACK!


 
Do the aura of protection.

"You want/need protection:
Breathe in powerful white-gold light. With the inhale breathe it in to meet in the middle of your body, packing it in brighter and brighter. With the exhale, keep expanding it. The energy should grow brighter and brighter.
Affirm: My aura is very powerful and is protecting me at all times.
This a good exercise to be done on a regular basis, for building a strong, protective energy field."

-Joyofsatan .

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sasjons" <sasjons@ wrote:

This past week has been horrible. My sister has started having what I believe to be panic attacks. She went to the hospital today for a blood test but their hypothesis is that she is anemic!

Today I was working out in the gym and "my xian friends" went over board with the comments of my muscles; saying they were digusting and 'mad'. I am very muscly but i don't even notice it as much as everyone does. I know they are jealous because 2 of them are trying to lose weight, 1 of them is trying to get in shape to get 'chicks'. Despite all of this it makes me feel extremely angry and most of all, depressed.

I am feeling very low and my energy feels so muddled and down. On the bright side though I have seen an improvement with my meditation and I can now effectively feel energy in my hands and head (and pretty much all my chakras - though I need to strengthen them). I am trying to gather enough energy to ignite things with my hands so that I can burn my bible given to me for christmas and this will help me irradicate the false brainwashing.

Any tips for getting past the depression and empowering my chakras so that I can harness and invoke physical fire (for burning object - like my bad christian fairy tale book) would be greatly appreciated.

DARKEST BLESSING!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL GUARDIAN DEMON (I WILL FIND YOU!)
HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sasjons" <sasjons@ wrote:

This past week has been horrible. My sister has started having what I believe to be panic attacks. She went to the hospital today for a blood test but their hypothesis is that she is anemic!

Today I was working out in the gym and "my xian friends" went over board with the comments of my muscles; saying they were digusting and 'mad'. I am very muscly but i don't even notice it as much as everyone does. I know they are jealous because 2 of them are trying to lose weight, 1 of them is trying to get in shape to get 'chicks'. Despite all of this it makes me feel extremely angry and most of all, depressed.

I am feeling very low and my energy feels so muddled and down. On the bright side though I have seen an improvement with my meditation and I can now effectively feel energy in my hands and head (and pretty much all my chakras - though I need to strengthen them). I am trying to gather enough energy to ignite things with my hands so that I can burn my bible given to me for christmas and this will help me irradicate the false brainwashing.

Any tips for getting past the depression and empowering my chakras so that I can harness and invoke physical fire (for burning object - like my bad christian fairy tale book) would be greatly appreciated.

DARKEST BLESSING!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL GUARDIAN DEMON (I WILL FIND YOU!)
HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]That is why I bought all the stuff fron the online store.If we ever loose internet we still have all the books and cd,s.But if you can't do that you can at the very least put to memory you power meditations.Then you are set for life.After you do them for a while you never forget them.I have three Yoga practices and many meditations put to memory so far that is important if I ever loose our books or CDs.


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From: En Haradren Amlug <hecktic_shadow@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: HELP! THE ENEMY STRIKES BACK!
Sent: Fri, Aug 17, 2012 5:34:28 AM

<td val[/IMG]   What stupid stuff? Who is making you leave? No one. If your internet is taken away from you, that does not mean you have to leave Satan. You can still work on your Power Meditations and keep advancing without the internet.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- [/IMG][email protected], Billie Starnes <billie_starnes@... wrote:

help!!!!! I don't want  to leave you all. I was angry with my grandparents and said that stupid stuff. what should i do?


________________________________
From: C Y <yc28@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, August 14, 2012 5:56 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: HELP! THE ENEMY STRIKES BACK!


 
Do the aura of protection.

"You want/need protection:
Breathe in powerful white-gold light. With the inhale breathe it in to meet in the middle of your body, packing it in brighter and brighter. With the exhale, keep expanding it. The energy should grow brighter and brighter.
Affirm: My aura is very powerful and is protecting me at all times.
This a good exercise to be done on a regular basis, for building a strong, protective energy field."

-Joyofsatan .

--- [/IMG][email protected], "sasjons" <sasjons@ wrote:

This past week has been horrible. My sister has started having what I believe to be panic attacks. She went to the hospital today for a blood test but their hypothesis is that she is anemic!

Today I was working out in the gym and "my xian friends" went over board with the comments of my muscles; saying they were digusting and 'mad'. I am very muscly but i don't even notice it as much as everyone does. I know they are jealous because 2 of them are trying to lose weight, 1 of them is trying to get in shape to get 'chicks'. Despite all of this it makes me feel extremely angry and most of all, depressed.

I am feeling very low and my energy feels so muddled and down. On the bright side though I have seen an improvement with my meditation and I can now effectively feel energy in my hands and head (and pretty much all my chakras - though I need to strengthen them). I am trying to gather enough energy to ignite things with my hands so that I can burn my bible given to me for christmas and this will help me irradicate the false brainwashing.

Any tips for getting past the depression and empowering my chakras so that I can harness and invoke physical fire (for burning object - like my bad christian fairy tale book) would be greatly appreciated.

DARKEST BLESSING!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL GUARDIAN DEMON (I WILL FIND YOU!)
HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!


--- [/IMG][email protected], "sasjons" <sasjons@ wrote:

This past week has been horrible. My sister has started having what I believe to be panic attacks. She went to the hospital today for a blood test but their hypothesis is that she is anemic!

Today I was working out in the gym and "my xian friends" went over board with the comments of my muscles; saying they were digusting and 'mad'. I am very muscly but i don't even notice it as much as everyone does. I know they are jealous because 2 of them are trying to lose weight, 1 of them is trying to get in shape to get 'chicks'. Despite all of this it makes me feel extremely angry and most of all, depressed.

I am feeling very low and my energy feels so muddled and down. On the bright side though I have seen an improvement with my meditation and I can now effectively feel energy in my hands and head (and pretty much all my chakras - though I need to strengthen them). I am trying to gather enough energy to ignite things with my hands so that I can burn my bible given to me for christmas and this will help me irradicate the false brainwashing.

Any tips for getting past the depression and empowering my chakras so that I can harness and invoke physical fire (for burning object - like my bad christian fairy tale book) would be greatly appreciated.

DARKEST BLESSING!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL GUARDIAN DEMON (I WILL FIND YOU!)
HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!

[/TD]

 

[Mazin]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sasjons" <sasjons@... wrote:

This past week has been horrible. My sister has started having what I believe to be panic attacks. She went to the hospital today for a blood test but their hypothesis is that she is anemic!

Today I was working out in the gym and "my xian friends" went over board with the comments of my muscles; saying they were digusting and 'mad'. I am very muscly but i don't even notice it as much as everyone does. I know they are jealous because 2 of them are trying to lose weight, 1 of them is trying to get in shape to get 'chicks'. Despite all of this it makes me feel extremely angry and most of all, depressed.

I am feeling very low and my energy feels so muddled and down. On the bright side though I have seen an improvement with my meditation and I can now effectively feel energy in my hands and head (and pretty much all my chakras - though I need to strengthen them). I am trying to gather enough energy to ignite things with my hands so that I can burn my bible given to me for christmas and this will help me irradicate the false brainwashing.

Any tips for getting past the depression and empowering my chakras so that I can harness and invoke physical fire (for burning object - like my bad christian fairy tale book) would be greatly appreciated.

DARKEST BLESSING!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL GUARDIAN DEMON (I WILL FIND YOU!)
HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!

dont burn a bible or else the thougtforms wil get out in the flames

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]So where did you come up with that lol


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From: Mazin <mazink02@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: HELP! THE ENEMY STRIKES BACK!
Sent: Thu, Aug 16, 2012 6:17:13 PM

<td val[/IMG]  

--- [/IMG][email protected], "sasjons" <sasjons@... wrote:

This past week has been horrible. My sister has started having what I believe to be panic attacks. She went to the hospital today for a blood test but their hypothesis is that she is anemic!

Today I was working out in the gym and "my xian friends" went over board with the comments of my muscles; saying they were digusting and 'mad'. I am very muscly but i don't even notice it as much as everyone does. I know they are jealous because 2 of them are trying to lose weight, 1 of them is trying to get in shape to get 'chicks'. Despite all of this it makes me feel extremely angry and most of all, depressed.

I am feeling very low and my energy feels so muddled and down. On the bright side though I have seen an improvement with my meditation and I can now effectively feel energy in my hands and head (and pretty much all my chakras - though I need to strengthen them). I am trying to gather enough energy to ignite things with my hands so that I can burn my bible given to me for christmas and this will help me irradicate the false brainwashing.

Any tips for getting past the depression and empowering my chakras so that I can harness and invoke physical fire (for burning object - like my bad christian fairy tale book) would be greatly appreciated.

DARKEST BLESSING!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL GUARDIAN DEMON (I WILL FIND YOU!)
HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!

dont burn a bible or else the thougtforms wil get out in the flames

[/TD]