Hello family. looooooong post alert. lol

[zj2420]

Hello Brothers and Sisters. Apologies for not being on here for a while. Prepare for a long story. Lol
So I've heard much on race mixing and understand a lot. Couple things I'd just like to confirm is all.
Like you all, my life has been tough, especially lately. See, before I knew the truth and studied it, I ended up getting with a Hispanic/Native American woman. We had a child. We got a house and started a life. Then I found out about Satan and the truth. Boy am I looking dumb at this point.
See, shes been interested in dedicating but with our union, (Black/Aryan, Hispanic/Native) it seems it'd be for not. She wants to learn more and I've tried to tell her that we shouldn't be together but I choke everytime or minimalize. She loves me and telling her this would break her apart. She tells me she doesn't want to accept it. She's afraid to admit that our relationship is a slap in natures face and a blasphemy.
At this point she cannot conceive anymore and having another mixed child is not the issue. Its just, everytime I embrace her, or kiss her or anything else with her, I feel guilty. I feel my energy isn't as strong, I feel we feed off each others energy (she's up when I'm down and vice versa) instead of molding energies together. I feel wrong.
Now HP Shanon you've responded to this issue last time I brought it up on the main group and I apriciate it. However my issue is a little different this time.
My girlfriends bipolar and has PTSD and has issues with being left with her thoughts for too long. If I tell her its over, i don't know what she'll do. I can't trust her to not do something stupid. But even though we can't have more kids I don't feel Satan approves of us. I feel he would rather us bring up our daughter as friends rather than a couple. I don't want her to harm herself or stop her progression, but I don't think this is working.
So I guess my question is, what do I say? How do I let her down and then not feel like I killed her? How do I find the guts to make her understand? She's a good mom and she does for me.
There's so many worse issues in the world right now to be worrying about dumb dating advice but this is really killing me. It burdens me every minuet of my day. Its affecting my life, my personality. Everything.
Maybe I'm just bitching, or needing someone to talk to about it. the main group has gotta be sick of hearing about race at this point. And Satan is so busy right now how can i bug him with this? I don't know where else to turn. I'm desperate. Please, tell me what to say, how to feel, what to do. Are we spiritually killing ourselves just by being together? And if so, how do I deal with this? I'm so tormented by it and I feel like a weak coward. Please family help me. I can't do this on my own

 

[Kyrique B]

Just pray or do a ritual to satan about it. You can speak to satan any time I do.

On Feb 5, 2016 8:52 PM, "zj2420@... [BlacksforSatan]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Hello Brothers and Sisters. Apologies for not being on here for a while. Prepare for a long story. Lol
So I've heard much on race mixing and understand a lot. Couple things I'd just like to confirm is all.
Like you all, my life has been tough, especially lately. See, before I knew the truth and studied it, I ended up getting with a Hispanic/Native American woman. We had a child. We got a house and started a life. Then I found out about Satan and the truth. Boy am I looking dumb at this point.
See, shes been interested in dedicating but with our union, (Black/Aryan, Hispanic/Native) it seems it'd be for not. She wants to learn more and I've tried to tell her that we shouldn't be together but I choke everytime or minimalize. She loves me and telling her this would break her apart. She tells me she doesn't want to accept it. She's afraid to admit that our relationship is a slap in natures face and a blasphemy.
At this point she cannot conceive anymore and having another mixed child is not the issue. Its just, everytime I embrace her, or kiss her or anything else with her, I feel guilty. I feel my energy isn't as strong, I feel we feed off each others energy (she's up when I'm down and vice versa) instead of molding energies together. I feel wrong.
Now HP Shanon you've responded to this issue last time I brought it up on the main group and I apriciate it. However my issue is a little different this time.
My girlfriends bipolar and has PTSD and has issues with being left with her thoughts for too long. If I tell her its over, i don't know what she'll do. I can't trust her to not do something stupid. But even though we can't have more kids I don't feel Satan approves of us. I feel he would rather us bring up our daughter as friends rather than a couple. I don't want her to harm herself or stop her progression, but I don't think this is working.
So I guess my question is, what do I say? How do I let her down and then not feel like I killed her? How do I find the guts to make her understand? She's a good mom and she does for me.
There's so many worse issues in the world right now to be worrying about dumb dating advice but this is really killing me. It burdens me every minuet of my day. Its affecting my life, my personality. Everything.
Maybe I'm just bitching, or needing someone to talk to about it. the main group has gotta be sick of hearing about race at this point. And Satan is so busy right now how can i bug him with this? I don't know where else to turn. I'm desperate. Please, tell me what to say, how to feel, what to do. Are we spiritually killing ourselves just by being together? And if so, how do I deal with this? I'm so tormented by it and I feel like a weak coward. Please family help me. I can't do this on my own

 

[soutlaw92]

I'm going to mention a few things here. You need to calm down and try not to let this get in your way of functionality.

Many times are minds and emotions will get to us so much that when we begin to hold on to the negativity, it takes us for a ride...

You already know that race mixing goes against natural order and it should not be encouraged but right now you come across as over thinking it. The event with your child being mixed race has already happened and this is a different situation then as if you were still planning to have a child. It happened already and now you need to relax and move past it. The enemy WILL get inside your head and fuck with you and your emotions if you let them. Especially now since we are doing the enemy damage, they will find anything to keep you distracted and from focusing on the most important thing of destroying them.

I can already tell you that dwelling on this will only make things worst.

Do you still love your wife? Do you want to leave her because you think that staying with her will make Satan upset or do you want to leave her because you PERSONALLY feel that it will mess with you?

Being with your wife will not spiritually destroy you or her. The gods just put extra emphasis on not having kids though. HP Maxine has told me this personally. You are creating  a psychic barrier between you and your wife which explains the big up and down situation. It will serve you well to keep meditating and empowering your soul. Even though you and her are of different races, meditating and empowering yourselves will advance and perfect you both.

One thing I know is that Satan would not want you to make a choice that will destroy the family unit. There is no problem in still being with your wife and raising your child. Be smart about the situation. If you still care about your wife and want to be there for her and make sure your family is safe, then do so.  The most important thing is that you already KNOW the truth and what is right. Continue to work for Satan and advance your soul. Your wife dedicating will open her up to Satan and she will learn the truth of these things sooner or later.

Yes, Satan and the gods are busy and so when it comes to situations like this, that is why we have each other to be the voice of reasoning. Trust me on this. He wouldn't want you going crazy about something like this.

You can also, take a couple of mins to meditate on Satan and ask him to guide you to the proper solution. You will eventually get an answer whether it be by feelings, thoughts or an occurrence when you are meditating.

Be well, relax and focus on advancing. You'll be fine.



High Priestess Shannon

 

[zj2420]

Wow. I didn't realize I was over thinking so much. Now that you mention it, yeah I am going crazy. Thank you Kyrique and thank you Shannon. This has helped a tremendous deal. You guys are awesome
Hail Satan!