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fifthelement666

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Hello everyone! I am a young human being trying to find my way.
I´ve known all my life that the world is not what it seems.
As a person coming from a background of a christian raised mother, and a muslim raised father. I have a lot of experiance of cultural misunderstandings if you know what i mean. I´ve always questioned it, and i have never ever liked religion. Why? Because in my eyes religion is the cause of all pain on this planet.

People have fought in the name of religion, not because of their own morals and thoughts. Some people have been fighting so long they don´t even know what they are fighting for. We fight in the name of this and that and what for? It´s like childs reason, "oh but they killed my family first!". Honestly people on this earth don´t know what the fuck they are doing. And to be really honest i haven´t been so sure of what the fuck i ´ve been doing here either. Still i´m not of the violent kind. And what the fuck are the goverments doing? I tell you NADA. At least not for the benefit of us all.

Anyhow, i´ve always been facinated about were we come from, who we really are. So i started reading.....Vikings, Ancient Egypt, Babylon, Aztec, Sumerians, Japanese. They all have something in common. what do they have in common? Pyramids, they all have pyramids, even bosnia has them. But not shown in the mainstream. It lead me to Atlantis....and then to extra-terrestials, then to second world war. Golden Dawn, black sun. Runes, tablets, technology..etc.

I want to tell you a funny story, a couple of years ago i was going to this massage school. Before i actually started the education i decided to go to a tattoo artist. Because i´ve always wanted a tatto with a sun. So i decided to get a black sun tattooed around my navel. With 16 rays shining from it. (during this time i wasn´t as spiritual aware as i am now. And the massage school i later educated myself in was not only a school of massage, but a spiritual school. There we meditated all day during sessions, breathing exercices, mantras. I got my first reiki-healing session from a friend of mine there and it was the most intense experience of my life. It was also the first place i had a physical-connection with a spirit physically, which actually tucked in while i was in bed. and grabbed my ass LOL.

Anyways, i´ve been reading hellsarmywebsite. And it´s the first thing that actually makes any sense for me. At all. I´ve actually been trying to contact "aliens" if you will to help me. To help me become the powerful being that i have always been. Without any success thus far, i´ve even tried to call ufo´s. Don´t know if it would be a good idea. But i have purely been desperate to find people like myself. And if we actually are in contact with the so called "Nordic Aryan Race", then this is som really great news for me and us all.

The thing is, i am truly and utterly brainwashed by this society. The image being portraied of Lucifer is just awful. I guess i´ve been watching to much of those bogus horror flicks. And the other so called "satanists" with their discusting rituals, raping women and children and sacrificing them in blood and all that crazy. SO IT WAS THE JEWS EEEEY. Tricky bastards have been fooling everyone. They really are masters of causing confusion for sure. I´ve been confused all my fucking life about this world. Kinda makes one depressed. But no more!!

I´ve always known, that i´ve been put here on this earth to be a part of something big. I´ve always wanted to save the world hehe.....

So this Lucifer, i´m not gonna call him that because i think it is negative. NO DISRESPECT AT ALL, but my mind has been abused by tv. I even find Satan negative. And if this loving father don´t mind. I will always call him the light bearer. For that feels positive and does not in anyway live up to the negative image the Jews portrait of him.

If he and the demon are really here to help us advance, then i am truly greatful from the bottom of my soul.
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Okay so now that is said. Does anyone know the story behind the happenings? Why are we at war with the jews? Who are the jews really?

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And finally, i want to join. But, i would like to be someones deciple.
Would that be possible? Someone to train me personally? Hells Bootcamp? ;P. I would like to make some friends that share my views anyway :). But i guess posting at this forum will do for now. I may not be your brother in blood yet. But we are all brothers and sister, no matter your religon. even the jews are your brothers and sisters. But what the fuck they are doing, i don´t know. I can´t belive how they can do this to their own..... Much love to you all. And to the lightbearer :)
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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