Guys...

[jasonmorbid]

This may or may not be relevant at all.. but I have been shutdown and thrown out of every social group I have ever known. I am a kind hearted, sometimes oversensitive person who just tries to enjoy life. The relentless ignorant cruelty of nearly the entire world around me is driving me to edge.. I cant find friends in real life, on facebook, on vampire freaks, among my family, or anywhere I turn. All I find is hatred, the desolation inside my heart is becoming crippling.. I am getting to the point that out of sheer rejection, I may wish to take my life just to find relief... Am I the only soul, who can be a human being... this is a cry for someone.. anyone to help me... 

 

[mina minaret]

How often do you meditate? It makes a HUGE difference, trust me. I sense a lack of confidence/emotional strength. Also, if you enter a situation, thinking you're going to fail....you're most likely going to fail. Love yourself more, meditate, and get right with yourself first. The rest should fall into place

On Oct 28, 2015 6:13 PM, "jasonmorbid@... [JoS4adults]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  This may or may not be relevant at all.. but I have been shutdown and thrown out of every social group I have ever known. I am a kind hearted, sometimes oversensitive person who just tries to enjoy life. The relentless ignorant cruelty of nearly the entire world around me is driving me to edge.. I cant find friends in real life, on facebook, on vampire freaks, among my family, or anywhere I turn. All I find is hatred, the desolation inside my heart is becoming crippling.. I am getting to the point that out of sheer rejection, I may wish to take my life just to find relief... Am I the only soul, who can be a human being... this is a cry for someone.. anyone to help me... 

 

[jasonmorbid]

Thank you. fairly often, though perhaps not enough as i find the state of the world distracting. I love myself, i really do. Im confident in me and happy just being me, but it seems like me enjoying myself is almost what makes others mad.. im not hyper or overbearing really, just calm and usually smiling. for some reason everyone i meet seems to be soo incurably bitter though. im not sure what to do about it, but its really getting to me

 

[Amgedpha Prap]

You're not the only that feels this way. Right now the world is in an unnatural state if you took your life you would only be reincarnated again with the same problems from this life so it is a waste of time. Instead if you haven't already read everything on the JoyofSatanhttp://joyofsatan.org/
When you are ready dedicate yourself and then advance your soul through power meditations



On Wednesday, October 28, 2015 6:34 PM, "mina minaret frustratedcherrybomb@... [JoS4adults]" <[email protected] wrote:


  How often do you meditate? It makes a HUGE difference, trust me. I sense a lack of confidence/emotional strength. Also, if you enter a situation, thinking you're going to fail....you're most likely going to fail. Love yourself more, meditate, and get right with yourself first. The rest should fall into place

On Oct 28, 2015 6:13 PM, "jasonmorbid@... [JoS4adults]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  This may or may not be relevant at all.. but I have been shutdown and thrown out of every social group I have ever known. I am a kind hearted, sometimes oversensitive person who just tries to enjoy life. The relentless ignorant cruelty of nearly the entire world around me is driving me to edge.. I cant find friends in real life, on facebook, on vampire freaks, among my family, or anywhere I turn. All I find is hatred, the desolation inside my heart is becoming crippling.. I am getting to the point that out of sheer rejection, I may wish to take my life just to find relief... Am I the only soul, who can be a human being... this is a cry for someone.. anyone to help me... 

 

[all me]

my opinion here, on one hand this is somewhat necessary for you, to really be a Satanist and advance. Its probably in your chart I think I had something similar in mine. But as you develop your soul and chakras this should go away as people are more attracted to someone who has a radiant soul/aura/chakras and we can talk to people in ways others can't because our throat chakra and other chakras when opened are necessary for social time. So if you're not doing your daily power meditations then get to it and empower your chakras with full chakra meditation and hatha yoga and cleanse your aura. As you advance you'll see who you really want to befriend and who you get along with and who you don't.

If it really bugs you simply do a working to attract friends when moon is in Aquarius,waxing moon of course.
Lunarium.co.UK to track moon signs.
You can simply do Raum meditation and then shortly after vibrate suryae at least 36 times or multiples of 9 and program the energy to attract friends who are perfect for you or like you or whatever you want. This might have to be done a couple of days in a row but it will definitely work, people need to understand that things need to happen in the spiritual realm first and then it becomes concrete in the physical world. That's why magick isn't a one shot deal.

Don't get discouraged, right now Satan and the gods are here for you as well as some of our trusted members.




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On Wed, Oct 28, 2015 1:58 PM PDT jasonmorbid@... [JoS4adults] wrote:

This may or may not be relevant at all.. but I have been shutdown and thrown out of every social group I have ever known. I am a kind hearted, sometimes oversensitive person who just tries to enjoy life. The relentless ignorant cruelty of nearly the entire world around me is driving me to edge.. I cant find friends in real life, on facebook, on vampire freaks, among my family, or anywhere I turn. All I find is hatred, the desolation inside my heart is becoming crippling.. I am getting to the point that out of sheer rejection, I may wish to take my life just to find relief... Am I the only soul, who can be a human being... this is a cry for someone.. anyone to help me...

 

[all me]

Yeah man my case is the same,but I believe someone who has spiritual power can attract the right people in his life. There are good people still, I imagine.



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On Wed, Oct 28, 2015 4:22 PM PDT jasonmorbid@... [JoS4adults] wrote:

Thank you. fairly often, though perhaps not enough as i find the state of the world distracting. I love myself, i really do. Im confident in me and happy just being me, but it seems like me enjoying myself is almost what makes others mad.. im not hyper or overbearing really, just calm and usually smiling. for some reason everyone i meet seems to be soo incurably bitter though. im not sure what to do about it, but its really getting to me

 

[centralforce6661]

Negative thought patterns are self perpetuating. Constantly feeling or thinking negative towards your friendships etc or how they will turn out badly will reflect and consequently program your aura to have exactly that happen. When raising your energies you must at every stage positively program them either by affirmation or strong intent (visual, feelings) total confidence that good and positive relationships will come your way and work out in the most happy and positive way for you.. this is especially important if you are the type of person who has either achieved a high state of energy or who naturally can impress upon others the way you feel and thoughts which you have...

 

[jasonmorbid]

I really love you guys. Yeah I should get deeper involved in my practice. I attract people sometimes randomly, but i have such POWERFUL issues with almost everyone i meet. Maybe im being a cynic but everyone seems so lazy, unintelligent, and not even slightly interested in bettering or understanding their lives. so absorbed in modernism and all this tech and convenience too, not to mention two faced on alot of occasions.. *sighs* if i find any friends like me I have no idea how far away physically they will be or in what state of mind the world has left them in

 

[jasonmorbid]

centralforce666... That makes alot of sense. i get exactly what you mean, youre very right