Guardian demons/help and protection from Gods

[Zaid Ali Khan]

Hello everyone, so 5 years ago when I was in junior high, I found the joyofsatan website and read through it. Somehow the site and the info felt correct and right to me. But back then I was still very young. But, after reading for some time on the website I later performed the dedication ritual and committed myself to Him. I wasn't completely into satanism cause i used to get on and off about my beliefs so some days i'd be dedicated and pray to him and some days i'd think that this is stupid, what if there isnt any god and im just living in my mind. But now, after so many years I have started feeling so insecure about myself my life and so threatened somehow, and unprotected. I need someone to protect me but first of all I want something to believe in. My family is muslim but since i was a kid i never identified myself with them. I have read quran, bible and i dont like everything that is written there. quran is bullshit cause its invented just some hundreds of years ago by some smartass guy. bible is the same as that. i have always felt imprisoned whenever i read quran cause of so many rules and illogical shit written there. satanism seemed liberal, open to me so i got into it and somewhere in my heart all these years i was still attracted towards it. I used to read everything on e groups and the website that satan comes to his own, i also tried praying to him and other gods several times, literally cried cause i felt lost. i still havent really felt his presence around me or seen him in my dreams. my questions are still unanswered and i still feel lost and alone.for some reason a part of me still believes that its true what they say about enki, that he is an e.t and created us cause a few days ago i stumbled upon a youtube video about Sumerian tablets and what i saw and heard there made me believe to a huge extent. But after all i still feel so lonely and threatened.Is there anything i can do about this? Any advice suggestion would be highly appreciated. thanks.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Since you live in a family that practices Islam. I wouldn't have ANY Satanic paraphernalia lying around, if there was any at all to begin with. People in our family sometimes feel they have the right to go through our things no matter how careful we are, even if we are not doing anything wrong or illegal.
Talk to Satan in your mind, and tell him how you feel, what you want from life, your dreams, goals, how you want to know him better, whatever you like. He hears us. Then start a routine of power meditation and yoga. 
Please continue to thoroughly study and read www.joyofsatan.orgbut remember to clear your browser history when you are done.

On Monday, November 27, 2017, 12:52:21 PM EST, Zaid Ali Khan zak98@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  Hello everyone, so 5 years ago when I was in junior high, I found the joyofsatan website and read through it. Somehow the site and the info felt correct and right to me. But back then I was still very young. But, after reading for some time on the website I later performed the dedication ritual and committed myself to Him. I wasn't completely into satanism cause i used to get on and off about my beliefs so some days i'd be dedicated and pray to him and some days i'd think that this is stupid, what if there isnt any god and im just living in my mind. But now, after so many years I have started feeling so insecure about myself my life and so threatened somehow, and unprotected. I need someone to protect me but first of all I want something to believe in. My family is muslim but since i was a kid i never identified myself with them. I have read quran, bible and i dont like everything that is written there. quran is bullshit cause its invented just some hundreds of years ago by some smartass guy. bible is the same as that. i have always felt imprisoned whenever i read quran cause of so many rules and illogical shit written there. satanism seemed liberal, open to me so i got into it and somewhere in my heart all these years i was still attracted towards it. I used to read everything on e groups and the website that satan comes to his own, i also tried praying to him and other gods several times, literally cried cause i felt lost. i still havent really felt his presence around me or seen him in my dreams. my questions are still unanswered and i still feel lost and alone.for some reason a part of me still believes that its true what they say about enki, that he is an e.t and created us cause a few days ago i stumbled upon a youtube video about Sumerian tablets and what i saw and heard there made me believe to a huge extent. But after all i still feel so lonely and threatened.Is there anything i can do about this? Any advice suggestion would be highly appreciated. thanks.

 

[kinghenrythefowler]

tldr dedicate and do void meditations, power meditations immediately
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I know what you mean man. A lot of us seemingly grew up with a very similar experience. You have to do the dedication ritual first of all. Like magus said, keep your stuff hidden and if you want to wear a pendant or something to remind you keep it under your shirt.

Satanism is nothing like other religions because when the god of our religion says He will do something he definitely will, like when common sense says that tomorrow will come after today. Satan comes to you when it the right times for him to do so but you have to have faith first. Tomorrow will not come after today for you if you decide not to eat.

 

[Hook1]

Good to be back on track. You just have to start the 40 days meditation program by HPHC. That's what will get you on your grounds. I was happy when I read that you read a lot of information on the JOS site so you can find the meditation program if you haven't come across it yet. You aren't alone even if you don't feel Father's presence due to the fact that you aren't open enough. Start the meditation program and you are on the right track. Hail Father Satan forever. Hail Astaroth. Hail all the Gods of Hell. 

On 27 Nov 2017 07:39, "Zaid Ali Khan zak98@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:

  Hello everyone, so 5 years ago when I was in junior high, I found the joyofsatan website and read through it. Somehow the site and the info felt correct and right to me. But back then I was still very young. But, after reading for some time on the website I later performed the dedication ritual and committed myself to Him. I wasn't completely into satanism cause i used to get on and off about my beliefs so some days i'd be dedicated and pray to him and some days i'd think that this is stupid, what if there isnt any god and im just living in my mind. But now, after so many years I have started feeling so insecure about myself my life and so threatened somehow, and unprotected. I need someone to protect me but first of all I want something to believe in. My family is muslim but since i was a kid i never identified myself with them. I have read quran, bible and i dont like everything that is written there. quran is bullshit cause its invented just some hundreds of years ago by some smartass guy. bible is the same as that. i have always felt imprisoned whenever i read quran cause of so many rules and illogical shit written there. satanism seemed liberal, open to me so i got into it and somewhere in my heart all these years i was still attracted towards it. I used to read everything on e groups and the website that satan comes to his own, i also tried praying to him and other gods several times, literally cried cause i felt lost. i still havent really felt his presence around me or seen him in my dreams. my questions are still unanswered and i still feel lost and alone.for some reason a part of me still believes that its true what they say about enki, that he is an e.t and created us cause a few days ago i stumbled upon a youtube video about Sumerian tablets and what i saw and heard there made me believe to a huge extent. But after all i still feel so lonely and threatened.Is there anything i can do about this? Any advice suggestion would be highly appreciated. thanks.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

http://web.archive.org/web/201503302044 ... stries.pdf

Here is the 40 Day Empowerment program by HP Hooded Cobra that was mentioned in a previous post.

On Wednesday, November 29, 2017, 3:09:17 PM EST, Hook1 hookupsreal@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  Good to be back on track. You just have to start the 40 days meditation program by HPHC. That's what will get you on your grounds. I was happy when I read that you read a lot of information on the JOS site so you can find the meditation program if you haven't come across it yet. You aren't alone even if you don't feel Father's presence due to the fact that you aren't open enough. Start the meditation program and you are on the right track. Hail Father Satan forever. Hail Astaroth. Hail all the Gods of Hell. 
On 27 Nov 2017 07:39, "Zaid Ali Khan zak98@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:

  Hello everyone, so 5 years ago when I was in junior high, I found the joyofsatan website and read through it. Somehow the site and the info felt correct and right to me. But back then I was still very young. But, after reading for some time on the website I later performed the dedication ritual and committed myself to Him. I wasn't completely into satanism cause i used to get on and off about my beliefs so some days i'd be dedicated and pray to him and some days i'd think that this is stupid, what if there isnt any god and im just living in my mind. But now, after so many years I have started feeling so insecure about myself my life and so threatened somehow, and unprotected. I need someone to protect me but first of all I want something to believe in. My family is muslim but since i was a kid i never identified myself with them. I have read quran, bible and i dont like everything that is written there. quran is bullshit cause its invented just some hundreds of years ago by some smartass guy. bible is the same as that. i have always felt imprisoned whenever i read quran cause of so many rules and illogical shit written there. satanism seemed liberal, open to me so i got into it and somewhere in my heart all these years i was still attracted towards it. I used to read everything on e groups and the website that satan comes to his own, i also tried praying to him and other gods several times, literally cried cause i felt lost. i still havent really felt his presence around me or seen him in my dreams. my questions are still unanswered and i still feel lost and alone.for some reason a part of me still believes that its true what they say about enki, that he is an e.t and created us cause a few days ago i stumbled upon a youtube video about Sumerian tablets and what i saw and heard there made me believe to a huge extent. But after all i still feel so lonely and threatened.Is there anything i can do about this? Any advice suggestion would be highly appreciated. thanks.

 

[Anil Ddy]

Dear Sir,I want to know can I perform Ritual (Summoning a Succubus) in morning time or in afternoon as by that time I am home alone and concentrate on Ritual fully. Please Guide. 

On Monday 27 November 2017, 11:22:24 PM IST, Zaid Ali Khan zak98@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  Hello everyone, so 5 years ago when I was in junior high, I found the joyofsatan website and read through it. Somehow the site and the info felt correct and right to me. But back then I was still very young. But, after reading for some time on the website I later performed the dedication ritual and committed myself to Him. I wasn't completely into satanism cause i used to get on and off about my beliefs so some days i'd be dedicated and pray to him and some days i'd think that this is stupid, what if there isnt any god and im just living in my mind. But now, after so many years I have started feeling so insecure about myself my life and so threatened somehow, and unprotected. I need someone to protect me but first of all I want something to believe in. My family is muslim but since i was a kid i never identified myself with them. I have read quran, bible and i dont like everything that is written there. quran is bullshit cause its invented just some hundreds of years ago by some smartass guy. bible is the same as that. i have always felt imprisoned whenever i read quran cause of so many rules and illogical shit written there. satanism seemed liberal, open to me so i got into it and somewhere in my heart all these years i was still attracted towards it. I used to read everything on e groups and the website that satan comes to his own, i also tried praying to him and other gods several times, literally cried cause i felt lost. i still havent really felt his presence around me or seen him in my dreams. my questions are still unanswered and i still feel lost and alone.for some reason a part of me still believes that its true what they say about enki, that he is an e.t and created us cause a few days ago i stumbled upon a youtube video about Sumerian tablets and what i saw and heard there made me believe to a huge extent. But after all i still feel so lonely and threatened.Is there anything i can do about this? Any advice suggestion would be highly appreciated. thanks.