It is something that I urgently need to get rid of. Almost 3 decades like this is hard to bear, although I don't take any medicine and I hope I never need it, because I am too proud to go to doctors, the real cure I hope to find meditating and with Satan and the Gods.
Depression prevents me from being something, simply an empty body, filled with a lot of negativity, without expression, without "voice", at the mercy of the worst that destiny can offer you. But I was a great actor for many years and alcohol "helped" at certain times, I hope that a work with this mantra that HP Cobra quoted, or Lydia's topic about saturn too, or some other for 40 days to 90, and even beyond, help.
I was using Ansus and using the phrase "in a healthy positive way I am completely and eternally free from all physical and mental illnesses" but by the doubt I am not using the right phrase and mantra I stopped. Although the physical part is just to be sure, the worst is depression, anxiety, difficulty in learning etc., more things with the same mind.
I wanted to make a suggestion, because tomorrow the waning moon starts for jobs like this and I wanted to make sure that it’s doing it right this time.
Long live Satan !!!!
