Sir/Ma’am, you are going to want to take a step back, reflect and apologize to brother Henu.
Not going to hit you in the face or anything like it but being mad over some disagreements about drug use is just whacko and creepy behavior, I’ve gone through your shit too minus the drugs so it’s best you find a way to ground yourself(deep void meditation, earth element invoking, cleaning the soul or base chakra empowering if that part of you is weak, in my case I need psychiatric medications and I hope yours doesn’t need it) or you’ll show a bunch of red flags keeping up with being mad over it.
I believe your beef came from here and I hope you’ve reflected and are better by now than this “Absolute” in this thread:
https://ancient-forums.com/threads/about-drugs-description-in-spiritual-satanism-book.68130/