Follow-up

[Natasha Ruiz]

For those who don't remember me, last week I had put up a post about needing help with some issues I was having with. I was being attacked by someone/something, and I kept getting dizzy and falling down. To the point that it was starting to happen in public for people to see. And some of you gave really good advice and I appreciate it. But I had to go to a different measure. While in the shower I was attacked again and I fell out of my shower. I don't remember how I even broke my fall [even though I still hit my head], but I remember laying there and not being able to get up or scream. When I fell, my boyfriend had left my apartment for a few minutes to try to use his pendulum without distractions. I was able to whisper, but it didn't do any good since no one could hear me.


After I got up, I had to meditate for a few minutes and pray to Father Satan to help me. After that, I stopped crying and got up to get dressed. I was prepared to find someone who would listen to me and help me.

I summoned Andras. And he told me that he could take care of my problem. Ever since I haven't had as many attacks as before. As a thanks, he wanted me to fully dedicate myself to Father Satan. Even though I wanted to do it on December 23rd, I thought it's the least I could do if he helped me.

Monday morning, 3am, I started my dedication. I felt something there that shouldn't have been. Took almost an hour because I couldn't get blood out of my finger. I was shaking for some reason. And when I started to do my prayer, I was having issues concentrating, like I was about to black out. But my boyfriend was there to make sure that I was going to be okay.

Now, I'm a fully dedicated follower of father satan and the gods.

Once again, thank you for all who helped.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Welcome to the family of Satan Sister!!!!!!!!
Hail Satan!
Brian

--- On Tue, 8/9/11, Natasha Ruiz <violetblaqk@... wrote:

From: Natasha Ruiz <violetblaqk@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Follow-up
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, August 9, 2011, 6:53 PM

  For those who don't remember me, last week I had put up a post about needing help with some issues I was having with. I was being attacked by someone/something, and I kept getting dizzy and falling down. To the point that it was starting to happen in public for people to see. And some of you gave really good advice and I appreciate it. But I had to go to a different measure. While in the shower I was attacked again and I fell out of my shower. I don't remember how I even broke my fall [even though I still hit my head], but I remember laying there and not being able to get up or scream. When I fell, my boyfriend had left my apartment for a few minutes to try to use his pendulum without distractions. I was able to whisper, but it didn't do any good since no one could hear me.

After I got up, I had to meditate for a few minutes and pray to Father Satan to help me. After that, I stopped crying and got up to get dressed. I was prepared to find someone who would listen to me and help me.

I summoned Andras. And he told me that he could take care of my problem. Ever since I haven't had as many attacks as before. As a thanks, he wanted me to fully dedicate myself to Father Satan. Even though I wanted to do it on December 23rd, I thought it's the least I could do if he helped me.

Monday morning, 3am, I started my dedication. I felt something there that shouldn't have been. Took almost an hour because I couldn't get blood out of my finger. I was shaking for some reason. And when I started to do my prayer, I was having issues concentrating, like I was about to black out. But my boyfriend was there to make sure that I was going to be okay.

Now, I'm a fully dedicated follower of father satan and the gods.

Once again, thank you for all who helped.

HAIL SATAN!

[/TD]

 

[HPS Lydia]

You weren't dedicated??? Well that could trigger attacks, if you empower yourself through meditations and haven't dedicated! You stand out on the astral like a beacon for the enemies to find, HP Maxine warns about this in the JoS! This is why we dedicate, to get the protection of Father Satan and the Demons! (And yes, also to show our love, commitment, etc.)

Please let this be a lesson to all people why truly believe Satanism is the path for them, but have not yet dedicated! Don't wait for a specific time, do it when it feels right to you!

Dedication = protection!!!

But, I am glad you are better now. That was wonderful of Andras to help.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Natasha Ruiz" <violetblaqk@... wrote:

For those who don't remember me, last week I had put up a post about needing help with some issues I was having with. I was being attacked by someone/something, and I kept getting dizzy and falling down. To the point that it was starting to happen in public for people to see. And some of you gave really good advice and I appreciate it. But I had to go to a different measure. While in the shower I was attacked again and I fell out of my shower. I don't remember how I even broke my fall [even though I still hit my head], but I remember laying there and not being able to get up or scream. When I fell, my boyfriend had left my apartment for a few minutes to try to use his pendulum without distractions. I was able to whisper, but it didn't do any good since no one could hear me.


After I got up, I had to meditate for a few minutes and pray to Father Satan to help me. After that, I stopped crying and got up to get dressed. I was prepared to find someone who would listen to me and help me.

I summoned Andras. And he told me that he could take care of my problem. Ever since I haven't had as many attacks as before. As a thanks, he wanted me to fully dedicate myself to Father Satan. Even though I wanted to do it on December 23rd, I thought it's the least I could do if he helped me.

Monday morning, 3am, I started my dedication. I felt something there that shouldn't have been. Took almost an hour because I couldn't get blood out of my finger. I was shaking for some reason. And when I started to do my prayer, I was having issues concentrating, like I was about to black out. But my boyfriend was there to make sure that I was going to be okay.

Now, I'm a fully dedicated follower of father satan and the gods.

Once again, thank you for all who helped.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[David1]

GREAT. good for you.

Stay strong.!!!

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Natasha Ruiz" <violetblaqk@... wrote:

For those who don't remember me, last week I had put up a post about needing help with some issues I was having with. I was being attacked by someone/something, and I kept getting dizzy and falling down. To the point that it was starting to happen in public for people to see. And some of you gave really good advice and I appreciate it. But I had to go to a different measure. While in the shower I was attacked again and I fell out of my shower. I don't remember how I even broke my fall [even though I still hit my head], but I remember laying there and not being able to get up or scream. When I fell, my boyfriend had left my apartment for a few minutes to try to use his pendulum without distractions. I was able to whisper, but it didn't do any good since no one could hear me.


After I got up, I had to meditate for a few minutes and pray to Father Satan to help me. After that, I stopped crying and got up to get dressed. I was prepared to find someone who would listen to me and help me.

I summoned Andras. And he told me that he could take care of my problem. Ever since I haven't had as many attacks as before. As a thanks, he wanted me to fully dedicate myself to Father Satan. Even though I wanted to do it on December 23rd, I thought it's the least I could do if he helped me.

Monday morning, 3am, I started my dedication. I felt something there that shouldn't have been. Took almost an hour because I couldn't get blood out of my finger. I was shaking for some reason. And when I started to do my prayer, I was having issues concentrating, like I was about to black out. But my boyfriend was there to make sure that I was going to be okay.

Now, I'm a fully dedicated follower of father satan and the gods.

Once again, thank you for all who helped.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Natasha Ruiz]

Well, I was wanting to wait for a special date, because I'm a symbolic kind of person. I do lots of things symbolically. I was waiting for December 23rd to dedicate myself, even though I really did want to do it sooner. I really wanted to do it on my 20th birthday, I forget what happened that day that I couldn't do it.
My pendulum is my class ring, I wear it all the time and it's one of my most prized possessions.
My tarot cards, which I've had for years, is the kind of deck my mom used to have when I was growing up. And I grew attached to the deck.
But I understand it was foolish of me to wait, and I have been wanting to dedicate myself seriously for the last month, which I'm sure is the reason why I've been getting attacked more often. I understand what you are saying though, thank you.
HAIL SATAN!
From: "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, August 9, 2011 6:37 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Follow-up

  You weren't dedicated??? Well that could trigger attacks, if you empower yourself through meditations and haven't dedicated! You stand out on the astral like a beacon for the enemies to find, HP Maxine warns about this in the JoS! This is why we dedicate, to get the protection of Father Satan and the Demons! (And yes, also to show our love, commitment, etc.)

Please let this be a lesson to all people why truly believe Satanism is the path for them, but have not yet dedicated! Don't wait for a specific time, do it when it feels right to you!

Dedication = protection!!!

But, I am glad you are better now. That was wonderful of Andras to help.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Natasha Ruiz" <violetblaqk@... wrote:

For those who don't remember me, last week I had put up a post about needing help with some issues I was having with. I was being attacked by someone/something, and I kept getting dizzy and falling down. To the point that it was starting to happen in public for people to see. And some of you gave really good advice and I appreciate it. But I had to go to a different measure. While in the shower I was attacked again and I fell out of my shower. I don't remember how I even broke my fall [even though I still hit my head], but I remember laying there and not being able to get up or scream. When I fell, my boyfriend had left my apartment for a few minutes to try to use his pendulum without distractions. I was able to whisper, but it didn't do any good since no one could hear me.


After I got up, I had to meditate for a few minutes and pray to Father Satan to help me. After that, I stopped crying and got up to get dressed. I was prepared to find someone who would listen to me and help me.

I summoned Andras. And he told me that he could take care of my problem. Ever since I haven't had as many attacks as before. As a thanks, he wanted me to fully dedicate myself to Father Satan. Even though I wanted to do it on December 23rd, I thought it's the least I could do if he helped me.

Monday morning, 3am, I started my dedication. I felt something there that shouldn't have been. Took almost an hour because I couldn't get blood out of my finger. I was shaking for some reason. And when I started to do my prayer, I was having issues concentrating, like I was about to black out. But my boyfriend was there to make sure that I was going to be okay.

Now, I'm a fully dedicated follower of father satan and the gods.

Once again, thank you for all who helped.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Kristjan Ojamets]

Welcome to the family!

I have been lucky since i haven't had any attacks yet. But it might be that i have a wild imagination and ex-standards how my life would be during an attack , a life threatening situation or a choice of sacrifice.
I almost everyday i head to work i imagine myself just fighting the Enemy in Father Satans name , i'm not sure if its supposed to hold em back or something , but i haven't experienced any attacks and i'm a recently dedicatd Satanist myself ( 22 July was my dedication ritual date ).

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Natasha Ruiz" <violetblaqk@... wrote:

For those who don't remember me, last week I had put up a post about needing help with some issues I was having with. I was being attacked by someone/something, and I kept getting dizzy and falling down. To the point that it was starting to happen in public for people to see. And some of you gave really good advice and I appreciate it. But I had to go to a different measure. While in the shower I was attacked again and I fell out of my shower. I don't remember how I even broke my fall [even though I still hit my head], but I remember laying there and not being able to get up or scream. When I fell, my boyfriend had left my apartment for a few minutes to try to use his pendulum without distractions. I was able to whisper, but it didn't do any good since no one could hear me.


After I got up, I had to meditate for a few minutes and pray to Father Satan to help me. After that, I stopped crying and got up to get dressed. I was prepared to find someone who would listen to me and help me.

I summoned Andras. And he told me that he could take care of my problem. Ever since I haven't had as many attacks as before. As a thanks, he wanted me to fully dedicate myself to Father Satan. Even though I wanted to do it on December 23rd, I thought it's the least I could do if he helped me.

Monday morning, 3am, I started my dedication. I felt something there that shouldn't have been. Took almost an hour because I couldn't get blood out of my finger. I was shaking for some reason. And when I started to do my prayer, I was having issues concentrating, like I was about to black out. But my boyfriend was there to make sure that I was going to be okay.

Now, I'm a fully dedicated follower of father satan and the gods.

Once again, thank you for all who helped.

HAIL SATAN!