first Commitment to Satan

[hbaarli]

Hi.
Yesterday day night (24th oct) I found this site (joyofsatan.org) and I started reading.. the more I read the more I felt intrested.. It was like i got dragged into it. I probably have read the whole site by now..and I'm still reading It because Its so intresting!..
So I thought to myself.. Im not christian and I have never been..
I have only been doing some ArchAngel card reading, but It dident feel like it worked..and I just slowly gone away from it..
So I did my First Commitment to Satan..
I dident take a bathe..but I showered instead, and I hope thats ok.
I did everything right, but i dident say "hail satan" that loud since
I still live with my parents.. and I also hope thats ok..
because when I was done..I watched the paper burn down and waited, but nothing special happened so..I felt i should Bow so i did.. But nothing really special happened.. so I thought if I did something wrong?..But then some hours later when I was laying in my bed and I was almost asleep..I felt this strong energy.. it was Warm..and It dident feel scary or anything like that..just relaxing..and I also think I saw .."someone" there..standing and watching me.. Im not sure.

I hope Im not doing anything wrong or something, because I feel like..im a little insecure, because I need to like.. see something before I really believe in it.. or else it feels like im believing in nothing.

I'll also try to do some meditation and maybe I'll get some signs or something and then later do some rituals.. when im ready.


Hoping for answers..


Hail Satan!

 

[levity_awaits]

Sounds like everything went as planned. Congratulations. You are now fully a part of us. You'll never regret treading this path. Any information you need from here on out, you just ask about. I'm more inclined to answer as well as many others.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hbaarli" <hbaarli@... wrote:

Hi.
Yesterday day night (24th oct) I found this site (joyofsatan.org) and I started reading.. the more I read the more I felt intrested.. It was like i got dragged into it. I probably have read the whole site by now..and I'm still reading It because Its so intresting!..
So I thought to myself.. Im not christian and I have never been..
I have only been doing some ArchAngel card reading, but It dident feel like it worked..and I just slowly gone away from it..
So I did my First Commitment to Satan..
I dident take a bathe..but I showered instead, and I hope thats ok.
I did everything right, but i dident say "hail satan" that loud since
I still live with my parents.. and I also hope thats ok..
because when I was done..I watched the paper burn down and waited, but nothing special happened so..I felt i should Bow so i did.. But nothing really special happened.. so I thought if I did something wrong?..But then some hours later when I was laying in my bed and I was almost asleep..I felt this strong energy.. it was Warm..and It dident feel scary or anything like that..just relaxing..and I also think I saw .."someone" there..standing and watching me.. Im not sure.

I hope Im not doing anything wrong or something, because I feel like..im a little insecure, because I need to like.. see something before I really believe in it.. or else it feels like im believing in nothing.

I'll also try to do some meditation and maybe I'll get some signs or something and then later do some rituals.. when im ready.


Hoping for answers..


Hail Satan!

 

[gaysun72]

Hi, I'm from Italy and I feel the same as you. I discovered the site by chance (even if nothing really happens by chance) and as i was reading it, i became more and more interested in it. I fell kind of happy because i know that this is really what i've been looking for in years!
I still have got to make my dedication to Father Satan but it's gonna happen some time soon, by the end of this week.
Hope someone answers your questions/doubts because that would enlighten me too.
We are just at the beginning and we would need a guide, or someone that tells us what to do after, and how...
Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hbaarli" <hbaarli@... wrote:

Hi.
Yesterday day night (24th oct) I found this site (joyofsatan.org) and I started reading.. the more I read the more I felt intrested.. It was like i got dragged into it. I probably have read the whole site by now..and I'm still reading It because Its so intresting!..
So I thought to myself.. Im not christian and I have never been..
I have only been doing some ArchAngel card reading, but It dident feel like it worked..and I just slowly gone away from it..
So I did my First Commitment to Satan..
I dident take a bathe..but I showered instead, and I hope thats ok.
I did everything right, but i dident say "hail satan" that loud since
I still live with my parents.. and I also hope thats ok..
because when I was done..I watched the paper burn down and waited, but nothing special happened so..I felt i should Bow so i did.. But nothing really special happened.. so I thought if I did something wrong?..But then some hours later when I was laying in my bed and I was almost asleep..I felt this strong energy.. it was Warm..and It dident feel scary or anything like that..just relaxing..and I also think I saw .."someone" there..standing and watching me.. Im not sure.

I hope Im not doing anything wrong or something, because I feel like..im a little insecure, because I need to like.. see something before I really believe in it.. or else it feels like im believing in nothing.

I'll also try to do some meditation and maybe I'll get some signs or something and then later do some rituals.. when im ready.


Hoping for answers..


Hail Satan!

 

[siguard666]

1st of all, As far as I, and the rest of our Family know, you did everything ok.

Did you feel the warmth? Good. I didn't - 'just' JOY. But this energy was certainly from a God, if not Father Himself.

Meditations will ore than certainly provide you with power the unlock the communication channel with Gods - which is invaluable.

Best wishes for you!!

HAIL LUCIFER AND THE GODS OF THE OLD!!
DEATH TO XIANITY!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hbaarli" <hbaarli@... wrote:

Hi.
Yesterday day night (24th oct) I found this site (joyofsatan.org) and I started reading.. the more I read the more I felt intrested.. It was like i got dragged into it. I probably have read the whole site by now..and I'm still reading It because Its so intresting!..
So I thought to myself.. Im not christian and I have never been..
I have only been doing some ArchAngel card reading, but It dident feel like it worked..and I just slowly gone away from it..
So I did my First Commitment to Satan..
I dident take a bathe..but I showered instead, and I hope thats ok.
I did everything right, but i dident say "hail satan" that loud since
I still live with my parents.. and I also hope thats ok..
because when I was done..I watched the paper burn down and waited, but nothing special happened so..I felt i should Bow so i did.. But nothing really special happened.. so I thought if I did something wrong?..But then some hours later when I was laying in my bed and I was almost asleep..I felt this strong energy.. it was Warm..and It dident feel scary or anything like that..just relaxing..and I also think I saw .."someone" there..standing and watching me.. Im not sure.

I hope Im not doing anything wrong or something, because I feel like..im a little insecure, because I need to like.. see something before I really believe in it.. or else it feels like im believing in nothing.

I'll also try to do some meditation and maybe I'll get some signs or something and then later do some rituals.. when im ready.


Hoping for answers..


Hail Satan!

 

[Helene Baarli]

Thanks for all the replies. Im glad that I did everything ok.
Hmm.. yeah.. It was like a warm energy.. but next day I felt the same as you! kinda.. happy! joy! and It made me want to medidate and do stuff!.   Im Doing void medidations and breathing exercises.   Also I have been contacted by a demon I do not now his name.. well I think its a demon.. I posted a entry called "unknown Demon name" or something like that..   and again! thanks for the replies and everything. It really helps with answers.   Hail Satan!        
 
From: siguard666 <siguard666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wed, October 28, 2009 10:07:54 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: first Commitment to Satan

  1st of all, As far as I, and the rest of our Family know, you did everything ok.

Did you feel the warmth? Good. I didn't - 'just' JOY. But this energy was certainly from a God, if not Father Himself.

Meditations will ore than certainly provide you with power the unlock the communication channel with Gods - which is invaluable.

Best wishes for you!!

HAIL LUCIFER AND THE GODS OF THE OLD!!
DEATH TO XIANITY!!

--- In JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com, "hbaarli" <hbaarli@... wrote:

Hi.
Yesterday day night (24th oct) I found this site (joyofsatan. org) and I started reading.. the more I read the more I felt intrested.. It was like i got dragged into it. I probably have read the whole site by now..and I'm still reading It because Its so intresting!. .
So I thought to myself.. Im not christian and I have never been..
I have only been doing some ArchAngel card reading, but It dident feel like it worked..and I just slowly gone away from it..
So I did my First Commitment to Satan..
I dident take a bathe..but I showered instead, and I hope thats ok.
I did everything right, but i dident say "hail satan" that loud since
I still live with my parents.. and I also hope thats ok..
because when I was done..I watched the paper burn down and waited, but nothing special happened so..I felt i should Bow so i did.. But nothing really special happened.. so I thought if I did something wrong?..But then some hours later when I was laying in my bed and I was almost asleep..I felt this strong energy.. it was Warm..and It dident feel scary or anything like that..just relaxing..and I also think I saw .."someone" there..standing and watching me.. Im not sure.

I hope Im not doing anything wrong or something, because I feel like..im a little insecure, because I need to like.. see something before I really believe in it.. or else it feels like im believing in nothing.

I'll also try to do some meditation and maybe I'll get some signs or something and then later do some rituals.. when im ready.


Hoping for answers..


Hail Satan!

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