finding my demon

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I've dedicated myself to Satan last Friday (tho for some reason I feel best to say Lucifer) anyways a few days later I was trying to meditate and heard a deep voice. It scared me and I stopped only to later fall asleep.

Now I'm trying to find my guardian demon but I rarely if ever have privacy to do anything. There's no way I could bring a Ouija board to use so I tried a pendulum when I was finally alone. Not once did it hit the glass so I watched each time it moved going through the alphabet to find the name....I got A B M N O T and seemed to move with F and P too. I asked again after I was done if my demon was still with me...then a cup fell in the kitchen and the pendulum stopped moving. At first I thought that was a yes.....but maybe it was goodbye (tho I still felt pressure on my back and neck...anytime I think about it or really concentrate I feel tension the back of KY neck....please help me with any insight! Thank you!
HAIL SATAN!

Oh and yes I did ask Satan to send me my demon, being if they were not too busy!

 

[Igor Bedzor]

I will say what I say every time this subject pops up : You must be patient. Maybe you are not ready for it yet, maybe your GD wants to tell you who he is but you are not opened enough for a relationship to take place.
Good luck. We are all individuals and there's no general rule. Just remember that finding a GD requires patience and it may take several months , or even year(s). The most important is empowering ourselves!

On Tue, Mar 5, 2013 at 10:16 PM, jali29@... <jali29@... wrote:

  I've dedicated myself to Satan last Friday (tho for some reason I feel best to say Lucifer) anyways a few days later I was trying to meditate and heard a deep voice. It scared me and I stopped only to later fall asleep.

Now I'm trying to find my guardian demon but I rarely if ever have privacy to do anything. There's no way I could bring a Ouija board to use so I tried a pendulum when I was finally alone. Not once did it hit the glass so I watched each time it moved going through the alphabet to find the name....I got A B M N O T and seemed to move with F and P too. I asked again after I was done if my demon was still with me...then a cup fell in the kitchen and the pendulum stopped moving. At first I thought that was a yes.....but maybe it was goodbye (tho I still felt pressure on my back and neck...anytime I think about it or really concentrate I feel tension the back of KY neck....please help me with any insight! Thank you!
HAIL SATAN!

Oh and yes I did ask Satan to send me my demon, being if they were not too busy!

 

[Ali1]

Oh...ah well okay then thank you!
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Igor Bedzor <igorbedzor@... wrote:

I will say what I say every time this subject pops up : You must be
patient. Maybe you are not ready for it yet, maybe your GD wants to tell
you who he is but you are not opened enough for a relationship to take
place.

Good luck. We are all individuals and there's no general rule. Just
remember that finding a GD requires patience and it may take several months
, or even year(s). The most important is empowering ourselves!

On Tue, Mar 5, 2013 at 10:16 PM, jali29@... <
jali29@... wrote:

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I've dedicated myself to Satan last Friday (tho for some reason I feel
best to say Lucifer) anyways a few days later I was trying to meditate and
heard a deep voice. It scared me and I stopped only to later fall asleep.

Now I'm trying to find my guardian demon but I rarely if ever have privacy
to do anything. There's no way I could bring a Ouija board to use so I
tried a pendulum when I was finally alone. Not once did it hit the glass so
I watched each time it moved going through the alphabet to find the
name....I got A B M N O T and seemed to move with F and P too. I asked
again after I was done if my demon was still with me...then a cup fell in
the kitchen and the pendulum stopped moving. At first I thought that was a
yes.....but maybe it was goodbye (tho I still felt pressure on my back and
neck...anytime I think about it or really concentrate I feel tension the
back of KY neck....please help me with any insight! Thank you!
HAIL SATAN!

Oh and yes I did ask Satan to send me my demon, being if they were not too
busy!

 

[Alex Ciappei]

Hello Bronther and Sisnter,
from when I dedicate my self to Satan, and I try to invoke a Demons for some my problemas, and for see my way, I don't feel good with emotional, very intensive emotional status.I nedd to take a Medicine like Xanax and other because I can't sleep, I'm nervous, I don't feel good.I stop meditation because this is very stresseed for my mind, I cry all day, and my emotional feeling is very very strong....
It's problem, some one had a same experience?
How I must do for it?
Alex
Hail SatanHail LerajeHail Lucifuge

 

[Igor Bedzor]

Yea.... I have experience. Alot.
2 months after dedicating I stopped meditating because I was depressed all the time. I wouldn't leave my room. I was fucking empty.However I picked up from where I left off, and restarted my meditations, even though they were very complicated to do due to my emotional state. Nowdays I'm very differnet. I'm stronger and more balanced.
When you meditate and do yoga many opressed emotions will manifest - this is the cleansing of the soul. If you run away from them, take meds and stop meditating you are not helping yourself. You must acknowledge them, and embrace them. Those emotions most of the time come from the past. Just keep meditating and in time you will be better -Like I am right now.
I do know that however they may come back later as I progress spirituality , if they have not been completely cleaned yet.  Priestess Maxine stated that those feelings can even last 1 year in most cases.
Stay strong. Without pain there's no gain brother.

On Sat, Mar 9, 2013 at 1:39 PM, Alex Ciappei <ciappeia@... wrote:

  Hello Bronther and Sisnter,
from when I dedicate my self to Satan, and I try to invoke a Demons for some my problemas, and for see my way, I don't feel good with emotional, very intensive emotional status. I nedd to take a Medicine like Xanax and other because I can't sleep, I'm nervous, I don't feel good. I stop meditation because this is very stresseed for my mind, I cry all day, and my emotional feeling is very very strong....
It's problem, some one had a same experience?
How I must do for it?
Alex
Hail Satan Hail LerajeHail Lucifuge

 

[keeperofstone]

Xanax is an extremely dangerous drug. It's in the Benzodiazeprine class of drugs and it can cause dependence (addiction). It's side effects can be mania, restlessness and hyperactivity, even depression. Do not consume alcohol with it as it could prove fatal. You don't need Xanax to sleep. You need the proper amino acids to produce Serotonin and then your body metabolizes that into Melatonin that produces sleep - a natural process. You have probably become dependent on Xanax and to get off it you will have to slowly reduce the doseage probably with professionial help and then you can go to the natural approach to sleep and mental health. You can confirm this by research on the net; don't take my word for it.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Alex Ciappei <ciappeia@... wrote:

Hello Bronther and Sisnter,

from when I dedicate my self to Satan, and I try to invoke a Demons for some my problemas, and for see my way, I don't feel good with emotional, very intensive emotional status.
I nedd to take a Medicine like Xanax and other because I can't sleep, I'm nervous, I don't feel good.
I stop meditation because this is very stresseed for my mind, I cry all day, and my emotional feeling is very very strong....

It's problem, some one had a same experience?

How I must do for it?

Alex

Hail Satan
Hail Leraje
Hail Lucifuge

 

[Alex Ciappei]

Yea I Understood, want yo want say me.But I Use this i éast, and stopig here....asfter I Beging a Meditationm, open chakras,etc, i read the emotional fell can outside of our body.Itry to sperimetal this, MY hearth how explode in my breth, I cry all day, then I try to take agai this edicine and now I fell better....No absolutly I can't use this with alcohoo I don't drink.......
thanks
From: keeperofstone <brucekuersteiner@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, March 10, 2013 4:44 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Meditation and Psichic Medicine

 

Xanax is an extremely dangerous drug. It's in the Benzodiazeprine class of drugs and it can cause dependence (addiction). It's side effects can be mania, restlessness and hyperactivity, even depression. Do not consume alcohol with it as it could prove fatal. You don't need Xanax to sleep. You need the proper amino acids to produce Serotonin and then your body metabolizes that into Melatonin that produces sleep - a natural process. You have probably become dependent on Xanax and to get off it you will have to slowly reduce the doseage probably with professionial help and then you can go to the natural approach to sleep and mental health. You can confirm this by research on the net; don't take my word for it.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Alex Ciappei <ciappeia@... wrote:

Hello Bronther and Sisnter,

from when I dedicate my self to Satan, and I try to invoke a Demons for some my problemas, and for see my way, I don't feel good with emotional, very intensive emotional status.
I nedd to take a Medicine like Xanax and other because I can't sleep, I'm nervous, I don't feel good.
I stop meditation because this is very stresseed for my mind, I cry all day, and my emotional feeling is very very strong....

It's problem, some one had a same experience?

How I must do for it?

Alex

Hail Satan
Hail Leraje
Hail Lucifuge