don't suppose it hurts to ask
but
any luck finding blue ones???
Also i still stick by what i said before on red may be hard to find but its not nearly as hard to find as black (but then thats just my candle shopping experience).
there is prolly a place in yer state that sells black ones it just prolly nowhere near you. me myself i almost gave up on finding black but i found some small black ones in a ben franklin store (arts and crafts kinda store). so if you are near any of those kinds of places or no of them then you can try to look there if you wish.
anyway on candles if you can get at least blue im sure that would work.
also note sense you say you dedicated i am just posting this on candles in general in case you wanted info on ow to find any of these colors in the future.
i mean i doubt i am in the same state as you but i can always give you tips and info on what kinds of places to shop for certain things based on my own shopping knowledge.
me myself i got kicked out of my previous residence for it as i was not aware of their strict fire protocols but i did manage to get done what i needed to for my dedication before i was kicked out. i had what seemed like an angry emotion but different. its like person in charge of where i used to live (adult family home) did not like certain things in the home.
anyway its like the anger i felt was the courage to stand up for myself. its too bad the owner was technically catholic and takes every little things as a threat. in other words like many RHP morons you can imagine that trying to talk sense into them does not generally EVER EVER WORK.
good news now is i have much more freedom where i am living now. well so far i still do anyways (by that i mean so far so good basically).
once i advance in satanism i wonder is it wrong to want to do such such bad things to him spiritually?
i mean even though i no longer deal with this individual i do not think it is wrong to hate him so.
anyway
to wrap it up
welcome to the family
HAIL SATAN
From: quaero5 <quaero5@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, March 24, 2012 1:04 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Finaly dedicated after a week of looking for candles WTF
Yea so 4 hrs ago I dedicated and got a rush of energy as I did it also my mood instantly changed as if I had just been freed.
So yea black candles.......... Good fucking luck getting one of them I looked EVERYWHERE near me........ Couldn't even find a RED one.
But today my patience paid off with a chance encounter with some in lidle lol
I think father made we wait to do it kinda as a lesson....as it would be very fitting for me
Now starts the long task of meditation wich I am worse that noob ATM.
Don't know if anyone saw it but quaero666@... is my email.
If anyone would like to help me and study/compair notes and just share experiences ect drop me a line don't care if your male or female or how new you are to satanism
quaero
***Fuck it I'm going to hell anyway
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