Feeling Him Inside

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I recently found interest in Satanism. I grew up being forced to be Christian and I never felt that it was right for me. To make a long story short there has recently been a series of events that I believe helped Him to find me instead of forcing me to search. I am very thankful for this and since I've read into Satanism I feel like its home and that it fits me. I want to learn as much as I can and I want to learn to carry on his work. Any input would be helpful. Thank you. HAIL SATAN!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Welcome to the group,so glad you found the truth too. Just read as much as you can,and start meditations right away,to open your soul,and most important when you are ready do a dedication ritual to Father Satan,so He and the Demons can protect and help you.You are on the road to discovery,and to find out who you really are.

Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler

--- On Mon, 3/26/12, whitneytraeholt@... <whitneytraeholt@... wrote:

From: whitneytraeholt@... <whitneytraeholt@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Feeling Him Inside
To: [email protected]
Date: Monday, March 26, 2012, 7:20 AM

  I recently found interest in Satanism. I grew up being forced to be Christian and I never felt that it was right for me. To make a long story short there has recently been a series of events that I believe helped Him to find me instead of forcing me to search. I am very thankful for this and since I've read into Satanism I feel like its home and that it fits me. I want to learn as much as I can and I want to learn to carry on his work. Any input would be helpful. Thank you. HAIL SATAN!

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[krazymuthauka]

Work on yourself first. You can't yelp someone else if you can help yourdself, to the best of your abilities may not always fufill you. Make sure you're healthy ment spirt physciAlly and emo . Study jos meditate and do some kind of physical activity, yoga. The best thing you can do is work on yourself and ask the Gods what tyey want you to do. They'll tell u. That's what they told me. Study and work on u.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "whitneytraeholt@..." <whitneytraeholt@... wrote:

I recently found interest in Satanism. I grew up being forced to be Christian and I never felt that it was right for me. To make a long story short there has recently been a series of events that I believe helped Him to find me instead of forcing me to search. I am very thankful for this and since I've read into Satanism I feel like its home and that it fits me. I want to learn as much as I can and I want to learn to carry on his work. Any input would be helpful. Thank you. HAIL SATAN!

 

[Hot Guy]

well most of our life experiences (satanism and otherwise) do differ from one another.
i bleaky remember some parts of my childhood but i remember my dad used to take me to rhp Sunday school.  i as a kid hated to go there especially on the weekend i mean common that could have been just another day off from school (which at the time is all i wanted then anyways).
then years later aka october to like some part of november i dated someone who was mormom (you can tell satanism at the time was not on my mind then).
so when i dedicated i mentioned the part on this as well as the whole dating the mormom issue as i did go to her church one when we were dating so this is as close as i could get on the part of the dedication that says about renouncing those past allegiances and saying that they will stay in the past.  well i was not too deeply involved in either of these things but sense i did attend them one way or another i just figured it could not hurt to mention it in that part of the dedication.


basically after that relationship ended in a way of speaking i took a look at myself in the mirror (so to speak) and said to myself:
the rhp sucks so bad why the heck have i put up with it all this time (that what i said to myself at the time)???
but then it came to me.
i figured if the rhp was so suckish like it is then why not join the left hand path instead.
it was sometime later i discovered the jos website and liked what i saw.
it really makes me happy to see that there are people here just like me that hate the rhp as much as i do.
i mean i basically figured and said to myself here:
"its called satanism its so simple.  why did i not think of getting into this a long time ago?"
then all i had to do was pick a dedication date.
i chose December the 19th of 2011.  it was after 11pm but i think it was before 12:34am thank goodness (bad moon day i mean according to a void moon calender type site was on the 20th of that month and started at that time). so for tose of you that don't know i sometime call void moon days as bad moon days as it has been told to me rituals and what not should be avoided on these days or at least certain things in satanism not to do on these days i think.  so it is basically a matter if i finished just in the nick of time is what that is.  i am sure i am fine because even though i have not gotten to far yet when i meditate i can feel energy.  i do not know where it comes from or how i got it in the first place but i have been communicating with the group here as well as someone in chat that is in this group and from what i heard it seems like to me that even though i cannot hear or see anything yet perhaps it is possible i am feeling demons presence perhaps???
if you suspect this then tell me please.


From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, March 26, 2012 7:51 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Feeling Him Inside

 

<td style="font:[/IMG]Welcome to the group,so glad you found the truth too. Just read as much as you can,and start meditations right away,to open your soul,and most important when you are ready do a dedication ritual to Father Satan,so He and the Demons can protect and help you.You are on the road to discovery,and to find out who you really are.

Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler

--- On Mon, 3/26/12, whitneytraeholt@... <whitneytraeholt@... wrote:

From: whitneytraeholt@... <whitneytraeholt@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Feeling Him Inside
To: [email protected]
Date: Monday, March 26, 2012, 7:20 AM

  I recently found interest in Satanism. I grew up being forced to be Christian and I never felt that it was right for me. To make a long story short there has recently been a series of events that I believe helped Him to find me instead of forcing me to search. I am very thankful for this and since I've read into Satanism I feel like its home and that it fits me. I want to learn as much as I can and I want to learn to carry on his work. Any input would be helpful. Thank you. HAIL SATAN!

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