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I sometimes (or often)as if I am not human or as if I am not being of this world. Is there any one who experience this kind of feeling and is it something odd to feel like this?
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Athena Jenkins
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ya. i feel like that too. and sometimes like i am high then people. like i am looking down at people. i never feel normal. its just a wierd feeling. i wonder what this feeling means.
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From: "serbessa2000" <serbessa2000@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Feeling being non-human
I sometimes (or often)as if I am not human or as if I am not being of this world. Is there any one who experience this kind of feeling and is it something odd to feel like this?
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From: "serbessa2000" <serbessa2000@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Feeling being non-human
I sometimes (or often)as if I am not human or as if I am not being of this world. Is there any one who experience this kind of feeling and is it something odd to feel like this?
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In what ways do you feel non-human?
E.g. a matter of intelligence, values, thinking style?
E.g. a matter of intelligence, values, thinking style?
I admit that I feel the same thing. Like we just don't belong here. Like we were meant for something else. Its weird, but it feels right. Hail the mighty father Satan/Enki!
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ya. i feel like that too. and sometimes like i am high then people. like i am looking down at people. i never feel normal. its just a wierd feeling. i wonder what this feeling means.
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Date: Wednesday, April 20, 2011 8:03:00 am
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From: "serbessa2000" <serbessa2000@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Feeling being non-human
I sometimes (or often)as if I am not human or as if I am not being of this world. Is there any one who experience this kind of feeling and is it something odd to feel like this?
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Sent: Wed, April 20, 2011 7:46:26 AM
Subject: RE: [JoyofSatan666] Feeling being non-human
ya. i feel like that too. and sometimes like i am high then people. like i am looking down at people. i never feel normal. its just a wierd feeling. i wonder what this feeling means.
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From: "serbessa2000" <serbessa2000@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Feeling being non-human
I sometimes (or often)as if I am not human or as if I am not being of this world. Is there any one who experience this kind of feeling and is it something odd to feel like this?
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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "serbessa2000" <serbessa2000@... wrote:
It's not strange really, to me it's quite normal. I just never understood people, it's probably the only thing i'll never really grasp.
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i feel non human cuz of my thinking style.
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Date: Wednesday, April 20, 2011 12:09:05 pm
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From: "jonathon_billing" <jonathon.billing@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Feeling being non-human
In what ways do you feel non-human?
E.g. a matter of intelligence, values, thinking style?
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Date: Wednesday, April 20, 2011 12:09:05 pm
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From: "jonathon_billing" <jonathon.billing@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Feeling being non-human
In what ways do you feel non-human?
E.g. a matter of intelligence, values, thinking style?
William Corbeil
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i think guys its just because we are satanists and we know the truth, when we see all theses blind or fools people, we really come to the point we think we are different.
serbessa2000
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I feel like a being of the other world. I see people around me, men walking on the street, the people I saw are other beings. I feel as if I am observing what they are doing becoming indifferent of their actions and activities. Feel as if the essence of knowing is me or in me. et al
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me too i agree athena 
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Date: Thursday, April 21, 2011 2:15:36 am
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From: "Athena Jenkins" <littlekat91@...
Subject: RE: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Feeling being non-human
i feel non human cuz of my thinking style.
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Date: Wednesday, April 20, 2011 12:09:05 pm
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "jonathon_billing" <jonathon.billing@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Feeling being non-human
In what ways do you feel non-human?
E.g. a matter of intelligence, values, thinking style?
-----Original Message-----
Date: Thursday, April 21, 2011 2:15:36 am
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "Athena Jenkins" <littlekat91@...
Subject: RE: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Feeling being non-human
i feel non human cuz of my thinking style.
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Date: Wednesday, April 20, 2011 12:09:05 pm
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "jonathon_billing" <jonathon.billing@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Feeling being non-human
In what ways do you feel non-human?
E.g. a matter of intelligence, values, thinking style?
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "serbessa2000" <serbessa2000@... wrote:
We have been taught that humans are simple soulless puppets and mammals,beings that only search for a vagina,a car,and a home like its their life purpose.We have been taught that the average person is the average xian dude walking around in failure and meaninglessly searching for the meaning of life.
Well.
Humans are NOT that.We are glorious beings,luminous beings,created all individually by Satan to become as the Gods.We have an individual Soul,we are powerful,we have the power to think and to shape our future.We have a soul,a brain to think,and a nicely constructed physical body.We are glorious existances,despite of what You have been taught.You're human.
Despite of what You may feel - We are Humans.Yes,it makes perfect sense to say that You could be someone else from some other dimension,but accept that we are humans and start becoming the Ubermench,as the Gods.All this "I am not human" crap leads to self hate.You have 2 legs,1 head,2 hands and You're a Human.But A Satanist is a GLORIOUS AND EVOLVED HUMAN.So basically,we are the Humans here.Others are plainly humanoids who are sleeping - so don't take the term "human" to label them and later avoid the label.They are NOT humans because their soul is dormant.
All this "I am not Human" way of thinking leads to many fucked up things - like, people claiming to be "gods" , "demons" , "faerie spirits" or whatever.Satanism is not disneyland.Its very good and healthy to have a different sense and individuality,but I warn You - Don't go far into that hole.We are all children of Almighty Satan - We are His Warriors and Children.We may be human,we may be something more.But never something less.Don't take Human as a denigrating term and try to avoid it.
I too do not feel very "human". You know why? Because I have connected the unspiritual piece of flesh I was before Satanism with Humanity.WRONG.Now,We are Humans.We were much much less before working on Our Souls.We now do.And We found Our creator.As We evolve,our sense of what is Human may change.Thats fine and natural.
"If You're a Satanist You're the epitome of creation" - Siatris (Rammssees666) - A Satanic Brother quoted that and He's more than right.
-Vovin Luciftian
HAIL SATAN!
Most people feel that because they have the term "human" wrong to begin with.
We have been taught that humans are simple soulless puppets and mammals,beings that only search for a vagina,a car,and a home like its their life purpose.We have been taught that the average person is the average xian dude walking around in failure and meaninglessly searching for the meaning of life.
Well.
Humans are NOT that.We are glorious beings,luminous beings,created all individually by Satan to become as the Gods.We have an individual Soul,we are powerful,we have the power to think and to shape our future.We have a soul,a brain to think,and a nicely constructed physical body.We are glorious existances,despite of what You have been taught.You're human.
Despite of what You may feel - We are Humans.Yes,it makes perfect sense to say that You could be someone else from some other dimension,but accept that we are humans and start becoming the Ubermench,as the Gods.All this "I am not human" crap leads to self hate.You have 2 legs,1 head,2 hands and You're a Human.But A Satanist is a GLORIOUS AND EVOLVED HUMAN.So basically,we are the Humans here.Others are plainly humanoids who are sleeping - so don't take the term "human" to label them and later avoid the label.They are NOT humans because their soul is dormant.
All this "I am not Human" way of thinking leads to many fucked up things - like, people claiming to be "gods" , "demons" , "faerie spirits" or whatever.Satanism is not disneyland.Its very good and healthy to have a different sense and individuality,but I warn You - Don't go far into that hole.We are all children of Almighty Satan - We are His Warriors and Children.We may be human,we may be something more.But never something less.Don't take Human as a denigrating term and try to avoid it.
I too do not feel very "human". You know why? Because I have connected the unspiritual piece of flesh I was before Satanism with Humanity.WRONG.Now,We are Humans.We were much much less before working on Our Souls.We now do.And We found Our creator.As We evolve,our sense of what is Human may change.Thats fine and natural.
"If You're a Satanist You're the epitome of creation" - Siatris (Rammssees666) - A Satanic Brother quoted that and He's more than right.
-Vovin Luciftian
HAIL SATAN!
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Don't know what the empty (below) post was all about; all I did was say thank you to Yoyo for a well-presented post on the subject, but mine came up blank.
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Since the day I was born into this life serbessa.
I know for a fact I am from somewhere else. I have memories of going through the gate into this life. I also have a strong memory of being pushed through my mother at birth. But then there is only light and no more memories.
Back to the point.
I have seen a vision of my
"higher self" meaning, my true form. Or at least a form that I was in before this life.
And it isn't totally human.
I've never wanted to be here when I was a child, up through my teens, I always knew I wasn't from here.
Kind feel like a stranger? or wondering what your doing here?
Its normal for people like us.
I know for a fact I am from somewhere else. I have memories of going through the gate into this life. I also have a strong memory of being pushed through my mother at birth. But then there is only light and no more memories.
Back to the point.
I have seen a vision of my
"higher self" meaning, my true form. Or at least a form that I was in before this life.
And it isn't totally human.
I've never wanted to be here when I was a child, up through my teens, I always knew I wasn't from here.
Kind feel like a stranger? or wondering what your doing here?
Its normal for people like us.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:
My pleasure,always.
Sometimes, when a soul gets reincarnated, in the process it can split or break apart or even just have pieces break off. When this happens, another part must replace the one being lost. Other parts from other souls can fuse to the first, primary soul.
This can be the case with Psychic Vampires. This JoS group looks down on psychic vampirism. Its understandable because we all strive to be as independent as possible. However, even though that is ideal, it isnt always realistic. There are many causes for Psychic Vampires. Some are born that way and simply cannot help it. They can get the energy they need from the environment, most of the time. But there are some people who simply take the energy for fun and dont need it like real psychic vampires. This technique is taught on the JoS site as well. If one abuses this power, it can be a very dangerous, bad thing.
However, another thing can happen when souls fuse together. Sometimes a human soul will fuse with the soul of an animal. Sometimes even two animals or more. Is there an animal you feel like you might relate to more than a human form? People who feel partially human and partially animal are often called Therians. There are many different types of Therian. The most famous Therian type is Therian Wolf. These are otherwise known as Lycantrhope, Lycans, or Werewolves. They don't use those terms often because it gives a very "hollywood" idea. These people dont physically change into their Therian Animal. They go through something called a Therian Shift, where the person goes into a state of conscioussness similar to that animal. They may even have characteristics of that animal, such as being nocturnal at times or feeling like a predatory animal. I have known a Therian Bear. He is actually a good friend of mine. I have also heard of Therian Dogs (domestic, Cats, Rabbits, etc. Its a bit limitless.
There is yet another possibility that I know of but don't have much experience with. When somebody is part Human and part something else, or even almost a majority something else, this person is called Otherkin. Otherkin includes Psychic Vampires and Therians. Another type of Otherkin is probably more accepted into this community. They are called Demonkin. Probably another name here, not sure what. It's basically what you get when a Demon mates with a human. The resulting child is basically half of both.
I know things like this arent talked about much in this group because the belief system is a bit different. But I thought perhaps you would relate to this. I cannot tell you whether you are or are not a Therian, Otherkin, etc. But i can lead you to information about it to decide for yourself. I'll put some links below for you so you can read through them and see what you think.
Keep in mind if you contact anybody on these websites, they are a bit behind in the spiritual advancement department. Most of them, I've noticed, act as if creating a "psi ball" or a simple ball of energy is the coolest shit ever. They have a very basic understanding of psychic advancement. However they still have valuable information.
Happy hunting and good luck! Email me directly if you need any help.
http://www.psionguild.org
http://www.psivamp.org
http://www.otherkin.net/index.html
http://www.otherkin.com/
This can be the case with Psychic Vampires. This JoS group looks down on psychic vampirism. Its understandable because we all strive to be as independent as possible. However, even though that is ideal, it isnt always realistic. There are many causes for Psychic Vampires. Some are born that way and simply cannot help it. They can get the energy they need from the environment, most of the time. But there are some people who simply take the energy for fun and dont need it like real psychic vampires. This technique is taught on the JoS site as well. If one abuses this power, it can be a very dangerous, bad thing.
However, another thing can happen when souls fuse together. Sometimes a human soul will fuse with the soul of an animal. Sometimes even two animals or more. Is there an animal you feel like you might relate to more than a human form? People who feel partially human and partially animal are often called Therians. There are many different types of Therian. The most famous Therian type is Therian Wolf. These are otherwise known as Lycantrhope, Lycans, or Werewolves. They don't use those terms often because it gives a very "hollywood" idea. These people dont physically change into their Therian Animal. They go through something called a Therian Shift, where the person goes into a state of conscioussness similar to that animal. They may even have characteristics of that animal, such as being nocturnal at times or feeling like a predatory animal. I have known a Therian Bear. He is actually a good friend of mine. I have also heard of Therian Dogs (domestic, Cats, Rabbits, etc. Its a bit limitless.
There is yet another possibility that I know of but don't have much experience with. When somebody is part Human and part something else, or even almost a majority something else, this person is called Otherkin. Otherkin includes Psychic Vampires and Therians. Another type of Otherkin is probably more accepted into this community. They are called Demonkin. Probably another name here, not sure what. It's basically what you get when a Demon mates with a human. The resulting child is basically half of both.
I know things like this arent talked about much in this group because the belief system is a bit different. But I thought perhaps you would relate to this. I cannot tell you whether you are or are not a Therian, Otherkin, etc. But i can lead you to information about it to decide for yourself. I'll put some links below for you so you can read through them and see what you think.
Keep in mind if you contact anybody on these websites, they are a bit behind in the spiritual advancement department. Most of them, I've noticed, act as if creating a "psi ball" or a simple ball of energy is the coolest shit ever. They have a very basic understanding of psychic advancement. However they still have valuable information.
Happy hunting and good luck! Email me directly if you need any help.
http://www.psionguild.org
http://www.psivamp.org
http://www.otherkin.net/index.html
http://www.otherkin.com/
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This all has to do with your higher self. Wich someone was just asking about. But this can all be gone over at another time. I would rather one of the HP disect this instead of myself.
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Hi Kung
Ok you have explained your points, good. But who missed the definition of "human"? Feeling as if your are different from those around you may emanate from recognizing your true origin, the knowings.
Ok you have explained your points, good. But who missed the definition of "human"? Feeling as if your are different from those around you may emanate from recognizing your true origin, the knowings.
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Thank you for informing me of the other side of realities
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "serbessa2000" <serbessa2000@... wrote:
I don't criticize anyone unless they are blantantly off the stick,and I always stand up for individuality,feeling and being diverse and different from ALL others.You are Yourself,after all.
All this "I am not human" crap is instilled enemy hate towards humanity and other negative emotions which originate from not knowing Yourself and the Real Satanic Humanity as it was intended and created by Satan.
I think its obvious that Satanists are different from those around them.We are all different and individuals,but to say that humanity is nothing and that we are feeling "non human" aims at denigrating humanity.If the Gods had that attitude , they would let humanity die as the enemy wants from the moment we existed.
Don't try to fuse meanings and confuse anyone here.Its a whole other matter if You feel non human and if You "Know Your origins".Two whole different things.I have done meditations that blasted Me and made Me feel many things , but to assume that we are not humans and something else really implies that we have no clue over what humanity is.All this "inhuman" things,actions,emotions,capabilities are within the reach of the Gentile Human Race,get to know that for a fact first,and later Your understanding will lead You to other and greater things , by Satan's intention.
-Vovin Luciftian
HAIL SATAN!
As I can see,people do not even know about humanity and themselves,but are quick to settle for disneyland creations of their own "nonhumaness".
I don't criticize anyone unless they are blantantly off the stick,and I always stand up for individuality,feeling and being diverse and different from ALL others.You are Yourself,after all.
All this "I am not human" crap is instilled enemy hate towards humanity and other negative emotions which originate from not knowing Yourself and the Real Satanic Humanity as it was intended and created by Satan.
I think its obvious that Satanists are different from those around them.We are all different and individuals,but to say that humanity is nothing and that we are feeling "non human" aims at denigrating humanity.If the Gods had that attitude , they would let humanity die as the enemy wants from the moment we existed.
Don't try to fuse meanings and confuse anyone here.Its a whole other matter if You feel non human and if You "Know Your origins".Two whole different things.I have done meditations that blasted Me and made Me feel many things , but to assume that we are not humans and something else really implies that we have no clue over what humanity is.All this "inhuman" things,actions,emotions,capabilities are within the reach of the Gentile Human Race,get to know that for a fact first,and later Your understanding will lead You to other and greater things , by Satan's intention.
-Vovin Luciftian
HAIL SATAN!
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I've spent a lot of energy on making myself more and more intelligent, and I'm rather pleased with what I have become (even as I write, more energy is going into it).
But I am filled with sadness, because I am alone. And the more I improve myself the lonelier I become.
How can these degenerates understand what trials I have gone through? What suffering? How many times I have been filled with terror at the thought of what I might find? How many times have I contemplated suicide? How many tears?
Or how far I have soared? Hahaha. The beauty I have seen! Ohhh. They cannot imagine it! The genius/insanity of it, the dagaz. So sublime and perfect, so golden and green.
How I have set my mind like a laser. Penetrating into the depths of the Universe, ever in search of Truth.
Has any human before gone as deep?
Ever stood so alone?
Ever felt so much?
Ugh, it rages within me, deep within my soul. It never stops. The pain, pain, so much pain. It's a raging inferno smashing into a lighting storm. It burns! Oh hell does it burn!
I *MUST* BE FREE!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
They can't understand, these average humans.
They call me a fool? Insane? Corrupted? Misled?
Scum! Degenerate! Parasite! Wannabe Jew!
But I am filled with sadness, because I am alone. And the more I improve myself the lonelier I become.
How can these degenerates understand what trials I have gone through? What suffering? How many times I have been filled with terror at the thought of what I might find? How many times have I contemplated suicide? How many tears?
Or how far I have soared? Hahaha. The beauty I have seen! Ohhh. They cannot imagine it! The genius/insanity of it, the dagaz. So sublime and perfect, so golden and green.
How I have set my mind like a laser. Penetrating into the depths of the Universe, ever in search of Truth.
Has any human before gone as deep?
Ever stood so alone?
Ever felt so much?
Ugh, it rages within me, deep within my soul. It never stops. The pain, pain, so much pain. It's a raging inferno smashing into a lighting storm. It burns! Oh hell does it burn!
I *MUST* BE FREE!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
They can't understand, these average humans.
They call me a fool? Insane? Corrupted? Misled?
Scum! Degenerate! Parasite! Wannabe Jew!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jonathon_billing" <jonathon.billing@... wrote:
You are never alone.
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