Jessica Sisk
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- Mar 1, 2010
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Tonight, I went out walking. I have done this many times before, and never had any real problem with it. I had in my headphones as I was walking, listening to music like I always! I have my music on full blast so I can't hear anything around me. I live out in the country on 40 acres of land. I know that this land has some bad energy from it being owned by xians and one of them haunts it. Lately, I have been able to feel even worse energy around. This energy is OT the same as the other from the ghost. I believe that these are greys that are attacking me.
Now, I don't feel it all the time but I have been advancing quite a lot and even though it is just feelings, I get really cautious when it happens and put up an aura of protection.
Anyway, today I started the beginner meditation program that brother DamnPlanetSaturn started. As I was walking tonight, my music cut out from me playing with the headphones (they are old headphones and they do that at times). When they did I heard my neighbors dogs barking, not un common, but they sounded desperate or threatened. Just before that I had smelt something like animal feces so I had turned around and started walking the other way. When I heard these dogs barking. I took out my headphones and I heard something else.
I don't know what it was but it sounded like some kind of creature screeching. It was horrible. So when I heard that I became cautious and went inside.
When I got inside, thought 'I need to burn the negative energies with some Satanic Blue Fire.' The problem is I have never used Satanic Blue Fire before and so I did not know if it would work.
So I sit down and just think 'I'll never know if I don't try and I always have Nebiros and Father Satan with me!' (Nebiros being my GD) So I start to go into a slight trance and begin to burn my whole house with Satanic Blue Fire, as I fell it is the safest way to keep the energies out and away from me, as well as my family. As I am doing this, I affirm that all negitive entities are being burned away and that they can not come back in this house permanently. Or it was something like that, I can't remember the wording but the point is I could feel it working.
At the end I said Hail Satan and the feeling that I got after that was just to much for words. I cause the most glorious feeling that all I could do was smile and say it again and again. I said "I love you father Satan" and the feeling just intensified. I could feel it in side me just wanting to burst out. I said out loud "I love you Nebiros" and I could feel his energy enter me as well. In that moment I knew that they would always be there for me when ever I needed them to help me or to guide me or to protect me when the problem was to big for me to fully handle on my own.
I knew that the love that I feel for them is fully reciprocated and that it will never die. And I know that I am not the only one that feels this way. All of you, my brothers and sisters, are the same. We are all loved and protected by our amazing Father as well as our own individual Guardian Demons. The Gods love us and want us to succeed and become like them. The energy of the very earth is changing as more and more of our fellow Satanic siblings awaken and rise up.
I do not feel that mere words in a simple Email can express just how thankful I am to all of you or how much I love each and everyone of you from the bottom of my very soul, just as I do our amazing and beautiful Gods and Father Satan. I am so lucky to be hear in the beginning of the awakening process, so I can see the changes that happen in this world first hand as well as be apart of what is changing it.
I am sorry that this became so long. Lol I was just so moved that I felt I had to share it with my true family.
Thank you everyone. And thank you especially to High Priestess Maxine, for make this all possible. Without you, without all of you, people like me would have been left in the dark, knowing that there was something more out there, just not knowing what. It is people like you, Maxine, Brian, Lydia, Raven, Fire Starter, DamnPlanetSaturn, and all the others that Fathers word is able to reach others. So thank you all for all you do. And thank you Father Satan. Thank you Nebiros. Thank you all the Gods of Duat. Thank you each and everyone of you who have done an awakening ritual, for I feel that it was one of those that woke me up to the trueth.
Well I am going to end this now. Good night and happy meditations!
Hail Father Satan!!!!
Hail Nebiros!!!!
Hail Hitler!!!
Hail the Gods of Duat!!!
Glory be to Hell's Army!!!
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Now, I don't feel it all the time but I have been advancing quite a lot and even though it is just feelings, I get really cautious when it happens and put up an aura of protection.
Anyway, today I started the beginner meditation program that brother DamnPlanetSaturn started. As I was walking tonight, my music cut out from me playing with the headphones (they are old headphones and they do that at times). When they did I heard my neighbors dogs barking, not un common, but they sounded desperate or threatened. Just before that I had smelt something like animal feces so I had turned around and started walking the other way. When I heard these dogs barking. I took out my headphones and I heard something else.
I don't know what it was but it sounded like some kind of creature screeching. It was horrible. So when I heard that I became cautious and went inside.
When I got inside, thought 'I need to burn the negative energies with some Satanic Blue Fire.' The problem is I have never used Satanic Blue Fire before and so I did not know if it would work.
So I sit down and just think 'I'll never know if I don't try and I always have Nebiros and Father Satan with me!' (Nebiros being my GD) So I start to go into a slight trance and begin to burn my whole house with Satanic Blue Fire, as I fell it is the safest way to keep the energies out and away from me, as well as my family. As I am doing this, I affirm that all negitive entities are being burned away and that they can not come back in this house permanently. Or it was something like that, I can't remember the wording but the point is I could feel it working.
At the end I said Hail Satan and the feeling that I got after that was just to much for words. I cause the most glorious feeling that all I could do was smile and say it again and again. I said "I love you father Satan" and the feeling just intensified. I could feel it in side me just wanting to burst out. I said out loud "I love you Nebiros" and I could feel his energy enter me as well. In that moment I knew that they would always be there for me when ever I needed them to help me or to guide me or to protect me when the problem was to big for me to fully handle on my own.
I knew that the love that I feel for them is fully reciprocated and that it will never die. And I know that I am not the only one that feels this way. All of you, my brothers and sisters, are the same. We are all loved and protected by our amazing Father as well as our own individual Guardian Demons. The Gods love us and want us to succeed and become like them. The energy of the very earth is changing as more and more of our fellow Satanic siblings awaken and rise up.
I do not feel that mere words in a simple Email can express just how thankful I am to all of you or how much I love each and everyone of you from the bottom of my very soul, just as I do our amazing and beautiful Gods and Father Satan. I am so lucky to be hear in the beginning of the awakening process, so I can see the changes that happen in this world first hand as well as be apart of what is changing it.
I am sorry that this became so long. Lol I was just so moved that I felt I had to share it with my true family.
Thank you everyone. And thank you especially to High Priestess Maxine, for make this all possible. Without you, without all of you, people like me would have been left in the dark, knowing that there was something more out there, just not knowing what. It is people like you, Maxine, Brian, Lydia, Raven, Fire Starter, DamnPlanetSaturn, and all the others that Fathers word is able to reach others. So thank you all for all you do. And thank you Father Satan. Thank you Nebiros. Thank you all the Gods of Duat. Thank you each and everyone of you who have done an awakening ritual, for I feel that it was one of those that woke me up to the trueth.Well I am going to end this now. Good night and happy meditations!
Hail Father Satan!!!!
Hail Nebiros!!!!
Hail Hitler!!!
Hail the Gods of Duat!!!
Glory be to Hell's Army!!!
Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T
