Extremely odd coincidence, Amdusias Sigil Tattoo. Input wanted pleas

[tomcrigs]

I have always been extremely musically gifted throughout my life I have found. With an inner confidence of world wide success in music.

2 days ago I randomly decided to look for a demon associated with music, and I found Amdusias. Musical Director in Hell and God with the highest skill in music known to inspire music.

I'm not usually an impulsive person. But when I learned about this God I felt the desire to get his sigil tattod on my left forearm arm.

The very next day I went to a tattoo shop and out of everyone else they managed to get me a session in right then. I went down, got the tattoo, and it came out perfect. The tattoo artist even helped me touch up on some minor geometrical flaws in the image.


So, this being my first tattoo ever, I started feeling minor regrets, I mean, it's permanent. More research I have read it's dangerous to just tattoo the sigil of a demon on yourself because it is the property of the demon.



I looked back at the demon entry on JoS site... and oddly enough... I noticed the date of the demon is Febuary 19th-23rd. I GOT THE TATTOO IMPULSIVELY WITH CONFIDENCE ON THE 23rd. I did not even notice or take any mind to this date when previously looking at the demon entry.

I have prayed to satan on a regular basis, and then this happen.

Surley this can not be a coincidence? I have not had any direct contact with Amdusias but this is extremely puzzeling. I am the opposite of impulsive, yet I happen to one day decide to take another look at the demons on JoS and find a music demon that appeals to me, and 2 days later I get his sigil tattooed on my arm. And ontop of that, I got it on a day that falls within the day of this demon!


Maybe it's just me making an assumption, but now I'm sort of feeling like this Demon may have played a part in me getting this tattoo when I got it. What do you guys think? I do think it was a risky move for me getting this tattoo... but the circumstance is too out of the ordinary. I happen to impulsively be confident to get it on a date that falls within the date of the demon, without even knowing it, when I am NEVER impulsive. I knew getting the tattoo on that date was not financially the best choice for me either, but I had a strange inner confidence that I HAD to get it.

Has my gaurdian demon perhaps found me? I don't want to make too many assumptions.. but this is just too weird. The date thing is really making me believe this didn't happen on accident. I randomly stumble upon this demon and impulsively decide to get his sigil tattoo'd on my arm, on one of the demons days.....

Not to mention this happened so suddenly after weeks of thinking of satan and praying for success in my musical career and gaining extreme influential power in the world of music, with the musical skill that I know rest deep within my soul.

 

[wellness60]

Hi Tom, just a question- are you a dedicated Satanist? HAIL ENKI!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tomcrigs" <tomcrigs4@... wrote:

I have always been extremely musically gifted throughout my life I have found. With an inner confidence of world wide success in music.

2 days ago I randomly decided to look for a demon associated with music, and I found Amdusias. Musical Director in Hell and God with the highest skill in music known to inspire music.

I'm not usually an impulsive person. But when I learned about this God I felt the desire to get his sigil tattod on my left forearm arm.

The very next day I went to a tattoo shop and out of everyone else they managed to get me a session in right then. I went down, got the tattoo, and it came out perfect. The tattoo artist even helped me touch up on some minor geometrical flaws in the image.


So, this being my first tattoo ever, I started feeling minor regrets, I mean, it's permanent. More research I have read it's dangerous to just tattoo the sigil of a demon on yourself because it is the property of the demon.



I looked back at the demon entry on JoS site... and oddly enough... I noticed the date of the demon is Febuary 19th-23rd. I GOT THE TATTOO IMPULSIVELY WITH CONFIDENCE ON THE 23rd. I did not even notice or take any mind to this date when previously looking at the demon entry.

I have prayed to satan on a regular basis, and then this happen.

Surley this can not be a coincidence? I have not had any direct contact with Amdusias but this is extremely puzzeling. I am the opposite of impulsive, yet I happen to one day decide to take another look at the demons on JoS and find a music demon that appeals to me, and 2 days later I get his sigil tattooed on my arm. And ontop of that, I got it on a day that falls within the day of this demon!


Maybe it's just me making an assumption, but now I'm sort of feeling like this Demon may have played a part in me getting this tattoo when I got it. What do you guys think? I do think it was a risky move for me getting this tattoo... but the circumstance is too out of the ordinary. I happen to impulsively be confident to get it on a date that falls within the date of the demon, without even knowing it, when I am NEVER impulsive. I knew getting the tattoo on that date was not financially the best choice for me either, but I had a strange inner confidence that I HAD to get it.

Has my gaurdian demon perhaps found me? I don't want to make too many assumptions.. but this is just too weird. The date thing is really making me believe this didn't happen on accident. I randomly stumble upon this demon and impulsively decide to get his sigil tattoo'd on my arm, on one of the demons days.....

Not to mention this happened so suddenly after weeks of thinking of satan and praying for success in my musical career and gaining extreme influential power in the world of music, with the musical skill that I know rest deep within my soul.

 

[HPS Lydia]

He could very well be your Guardian. Hold a ritual, and ask for more signs if you wish. We sometimes get signs that are so obvious, we doubt them. Weird, I know.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Set!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tomcrigs" <tomcrigs4@... wrote:

I have always been extremely musically gifted throughout my life I have found. With an inner confidence of world wide success in music.

2 days ago I randomly decided to look for a demon associated with music, and I found Amdusias. Musical Director in Hell and God with the highest skill in music known to inspire music.

I'm not usually an impulsive person. But when I learned about this God I felt the desire to get his sigil tattod on my left forearm arm.

The very next day I went to a tattoo shop and out of everyone else they managed to get me a session in right then. I went down, got the tattoo, and it came out perfect. The tattoo artist even helped me touch up on some minor geometrical flaws in the image.


So, this being my first tattoo ever, I started feeling minor regrets, I mean, it's permanent. More research I have read it's dangerous to just tattoo the sigil of a demon on yourself because it is the property of the demon.



I looked back at the demon entry on JoS site... and oddly enough... I noticed the date of the demon is Febuary 19th-23rd. I GOT THE TATTOO IMPULSIVELY WITH CONFIDENCE ON THE 23rd. I did not even notice or take any mind to this date when previously looking at the demon entry.

I have prayed to satan on a regular basis, and then this happen.

Surley this can not be a coincidence? I have not had any direct contact with Amdusias but this is extremely puzzeling. I am the opposite of impulsive, yet I happen to one day decide to take another look at the demons on JoS and find a music demon that appeals to me, and 2 days later I get his sigil tattooed on my arm. And ontop of that, I got it on a day that falls within the day of this demon!


Maybe it's just me making an assumption, but now I'm sort of feeling like this Demon may have played a part in me getting this tattoo when I got it. What do you guys think? I do think it was a risky move for me getting this tattoo... but the circumstance is too out of the ordinary. I happen to impulsively be confident to get it on a date that falls within the date of the demon, without even knowing it, when I am NEVER impulsive. I knew getting the tattoo on that date was not financially the best choice for me either, but I had a strange inner confidence that I HAD to get it.

Has my gaurdian demon perhaps found me? I don't want to make too many assumptions.. but this is just too weird. The date thing is really making me believe this didn't happen on accident. I randomly stumble upon this demon and impulsively decide to get his sigil tattoo'd on my arm, on one of the demons days.....

Not to mention this happened so suddenly after weeks of thinking of satan and praying for success in my musical career and gaining extreme influential power in the world of music, with the musical skill that I know rest deep within my soul.

 

[darrklady13]

Sonds to me like he did guide you, and wanted you to have his sigil on your skin.

Sounds to me like he is your guardian, at least, he is ONE of them.

Congrats on that Tom. Persistence pays off.

hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tomcrigs" <tomcrigs4@... wrote:

I have always been extremely musically gifted throughout my life I have found. With an inner confidence of world wide success in music.

2 days ago I randomly decided to look for a demon associated with music, and I found Amdusias. Musical Director in Hell and God with the highest skill in music known to inspire music.

I'm not usually an impulsive person. But when I learned about this God I felt the desire to get his sigil tattod on my left forearm arm.

The very next day I went to a tattoo shop and out of everyone else they managed to get me a session in right then. I went down, got the tattoo, and it came out perfect. The tattoo artist even helped me touch up on some minor geometrical flaws in the image.


So, this being my first tattoo ever, I started feeling minor regrets, I mean, it's permanent. More research I have read it's dangerous to just tattoo the sigil of a demon on yourself because it is the property of the demon.



I looked back at the demon entry on JoS site... and oddly enough... I noticed the date of the demon is Febuary 19th-23rd. I GOT THE TATTOO IMPULSIVELY WITH CONFIDENCE ON THE 23rd. I did not even notice or take any mind to this date when previously looking at the demon entry.

I have prayed to satan on a regular basis, and then this happen.

Surley this can not be a coincidence? I have not had any direct contact with Amdusias but this is extremely puzzeling. I am the opposite of impulsive, yet I happen to one day decide to take another look at the demons on JoS and find a music demon that appeals to me, and 2 days later I get his sigil tattooed on my arm. And ontop of that, I got it on a day that falls within the day of this demon!


Maybe it's just me making an assumption, but now I'm sort of feeling like this Demon may have played a part in me getting this tattoo when I got it. What do you guys think? I do think it was a risky move for me getting this tattoo... but the circumstance is too out of the ordinary. I happen to impulsively be confident to get it on a date that falls within the date of the demon, without even knowing it, when I am NEVER impulsive. I knew getting the tattoo on that date was not financially the best choice for me either, but I had a strange inner confidence that I HAD to get it.

Has my gaurdian demon perhaps found me? I don't want to make too many assumptions.. but this is just too weird. The date thing is really making me believe this didn't happen on accident. I randomly stumble upon this demon and impulsively decide to get his sigil tattoo'd on my arm, on one of the demons days.....

Not to mention this happened so suddenly after weeks of thinking of satan and praying for success in my musical career and gaining extreme influential power in the world of music, with the musical skill that I know rest deep within my soul.

 

[tomcrigs]

I did my dedication ritual 4/20/2010 - I was too impatient to wait until beltane haha.

Ever since then I have never looked back, nor have I ever tried to go to another religion. I always of course had some regrets deep inside me, but those were just from the deep seated and brainwashed fear christianity has left me with from my child hood.

I have never turned on satan, since my ritual. I have also dedicated my life to frequent meditation, as it makes the brain superior to all.

There were times where my satanic activities lessened, where the thoughts of it stopped coming across my mind for weeks, as if I almost forgot... but I never forgot. I always came back to it.

I never asked for my guardian demon, but I have always asked Satan to guide me, to lead me, down the path to attaining my success in this musical career. Some of you may hear about me in the future, or see the tattoo on my left forearm - tom is not my real name for factual sake.

I always knew I had an extreme gift of music, as I have demonstrated it to myself over and over again, it is not grounded in blind faith. I have simply asked for satans guidance over and over again to attaining my success and power as quickly as possible, putting forth all my living efforts to strive for it.

It's just weird, one day I decide to browse the JoS demons.... and that inturn leads me to stumbling upon a demon who happens to be the demon representing the highest musical skill and known to inspire music... and that lead me to getting an impulsive tattoo of the sigil on my arm... Maybe my impulsiveness was because I subconsciously noticed the demons date fell on the day that it was? But I think it's way more than a coincidence. Why, of all days, did I decide to look through the demons, and the demon that fit my personality and my future perfectly, the demon of highest musical skill, fell on the day that I happen to decide to look through the demons, and that led to an impulsive tattoo...

The tattoo is upside down on my arm, in the sense that, I can see it when I look down. People say in tattoo tradition, this is incorrect, but I felt more connected and more personal with the sigil when I can see it clearly and upright by looking down at my arm. It doesn't bother me that others can not see it upright by looking at me. This tattoo was for me, not others.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "wellness60" <wellness60@... wrote:

Hi Tom, just a question- are you a dedicated Satanist? HAIL ENKI!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tomcrigs" <tomcrigs4@ wrote:

I have always been extremely musically gifted throughout my life I have found. With an inner confidence of world wide success in music.

2 days ago I randomly decided to look for a demon associated with music, and I found Amdusias. Musical Director in Hell and God with the highest skill in music known to inspire music.

I'm not usually an impulsive person. But when I learned about this God I felt the desire to get his sigil tattod on my left forearm arm.

The very next day I went to a tattoo shop and out of everyone else they managed to get me a session in right then. I went down, got the tattoo, and it came out perfect. The tattoo artist even helped me touch up on some minor geometrical flaws in the image.


So, this being my first tattoo ever, I started feeling minor regrets, I mean, it's permanent. More research I have read it's dangerous to just tattoo the sigil of a demon on yourself because it is the property of the demon.



I looked back at the demon entry on JoS site... and oddly enough... I noticed the date of the demon is Febuary 19th-23rd. I GOT THE TATTOO IMPULSIVELY WITH CONFIDENCE ON THE 23rd. I did not even notice or take any mind to this date when previously looking at the demon entry.

I have prayed to satan on a regular basis, and then this happen.

Surley this can not be a coincidence? I have not had any direct contact with Amdusias but this is extremely puzzeling. I am the opposite of impulsive, yet I happen to one day decide to take another look at the demons on JoS and find a music demon that appeals to me, and 2 days later I get his sigil tattooed on my arm. And ontop of that, I got it on a day that falls within the day of this demon!


Maybe it's just me making an assumption, but now I'm sort of feeling like this Demon may have played a part in me getting this tattoo when I got it. What do you guys think? I do think it was a risky move for me getting this tattoo... but the circumstance is too out of the ordinary. I happen to impulsively be confident to get it on a date that falls within the date of the demon, without even knowing it, when I am NEVER impulsive. I knew getting the tattoo on that date was not financially the best choice for me either, but I had a strange inner confidence that I HAD to get it.

Has my gaurdian demon perhaps found me? I don't want to make too many assumptions.. but this is just too weird. The date thing is really making me believe this didn't happen on accident. I randomly stumble upon this demon and impulsively decide to get his sigil tattoo'd on my arm, on one of the demons days.....

Not to mention this happened so suddenly after weeks of thinking of satan and praying for success in my musical career and gaining extreme influential power in the world of music, with the musical skill that I know rest deep within my soul.

 

[Hot Guy]

well ever sense my dedication in December of Last year i also have been working to better myself by working on my meditation.  i am still learning on that alone
well that and copy-ing and pasting any good jos group messages to documents that have any info i may need and/or want to know/learn more about.
i am a noob myself still but i was told to keep an eye out for coincidences of any kind as certain occurences may be more than just that alone. so best i can say on that is kep your eyes, ears, and other senses as active as possible at all times.

From: tomcrigs <tomcrigs4@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, February 25, 2012 9:49 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Extremely odd coincidence, Amdusias Sigil Tattoo. Input wanted please.

  I did my dedication ritual 4/20/2010 - I was too impatient to wait until beltane haha.

Ever since then I have never looked back, nor have I ever tried to go to another religion. I always of course had some regrets deep inside me, but those were just from the deep seated and brainwashed fear christianity has left me with from my child hood.

I have never turned on satan, since my ritual. I have also dedicated my life to frequent meditation, as it makes the brain superior to all.

There were times where my satanic activities lessened, where the thoughts of it stopped coming across my mind for weeks, as if I almost forgot... but I never forgot. I always came back to it.

I never asked for my guardian demon, but I have always asked Satan to guide me, to lead me, down the path to attaining my success in this musical career. Some of you may hear about me in the future, or see the tattoo on my left forearm - tom is not my real name for factual sake.

I always knew I had an extreme gift of music, as I have demonstrated it to myself over and over again, it is not grounded in blind faith. I have simply asked for satans guidance over and over again to attaining my success and power as quickly as possible, putting forth all my living efforts to strive for it.

It's just weird, one day I decide to browse the JoS demons.... and that inturn leads me to stumbling upon a demon who happens to be the demon representing the highest musical skill and known to inspire music... and that lead me to getting an impulsive tattoo of the sigil on my arm... Maybe my impulsiveness was because I subconsciously noticed the demons date fell on the day that it was? But I think it's way more than a coincidence. Why, of all days, did I decide to look through the demons, and the demon that fit my personality and my future perfectly, the demon of highest musical skill, fell on the day that I happen to decide to look through the demons, and that led to an impulsive tattoo...

The tattoo is upside down on my arm, in the sense that, I can see it when I look down. People say in tattoo tradition, this is incorrect, but I felt more connected and more personal with the sigil when I can see it clearly and upright by looking down at my arm. It doesn't bother me that others can not see it upright by looking at me. This tattoo was for me, not others.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "wellness60" <wellness60@... wrote:

Hi Tom, just a question- are you a dedicated Satanist? HAIL ENKI!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tomcrigs" <tomcrigs4@ wrote:

I have always been extremely musically gifted throughout my life I have found. With an inner confidence of world wide success in music.

2 days ago I randomly decided to look for a demon associated with music, and I found Amdusias. Musical Director in Hell and God with the highest skill in music known to inspire music.

I'm not usually an impulsive person. But when I learned about this God I felt the desire to get his sigil tattod on my left forearm arm.

The very next day I went to a tattoo shop and out of everyone else they managed to get me a session in right then. I went down, got the tattoo, and it came out perfect. The tattoo artist even helped me touch up on some minor geometrical flaws in the image.


So, this being my first tattoo ever, I started feeling minor regrets, I mean, it's permanent. More research I have read it's dangerous to just tattoo the sigil of a demon on yourself because it is the property of the demon.



I looked back at the demon entry on JoS site... and oddly enough... I noticed the date of the demon is Febuary 19th-23rd. I GOT THE TATTOO IMPULSIVELY WITH CONFIDENCE ON THE 23rd. I did not even notice or take any mind to this date when previously looking at the demon entry.

I have prayed to satan on a regular basis, and then this happen.

Surley this can not be a coincidence? I have not had any direct contact with Amdusias but this is extremely puzzeling. I am the opposite of impulsive, yet I happen to one day decide to take another look at the demons on JoS and find a music demon that appeals to me, and 2 days later I get his sigil tattooed on my arm. And ontop of that, I got it on a day that falls within the day of this demon!


Maybe it's just me making an assumption, but now I'm sort of feeling like this Demon may have played a part in me getting this tattoo when I got it. What do you guys think? I do think it was a risky move for me getting this tattoo... but the circumstance is too out of the ordinary. I happen to impulsively be confident to get it on a date that falls within the date of the demon, without even knowing it, when I am NEVER impulsive. I knew getting the tattoo on that date was not financially the best choice for me either, but I had a strange inner confidence that I HAD to get it.

Has my gaurdian demon perhaps found me? I don't want to make too many assumptions.. but this is just too weird. The date thing is really making me believe this didn't happen on accident. I randomly stumble upon this demon and impulsively decide to get his sigil tattoo'd on my arm, on one of the demons days.....

Not to mention this happened so suddenly after weeks of thinking of satan and praying for success in my musical career and gaining extreme influential power in the world of music, with the musical skill that I know rest deep within my soul.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Like you, Tom, Lord Amduscius is also Guardian over me. Like you, I also have a gift in music. When I did start composing a little over a year ago, it was frequent but now I do not, due to my sorry excuses. Most of it had to do with fear, but how do I know how far I can go unless I try?In reading your words, I am inspired to pick up my pencil again and start to compose.I thank you, and Lord Satan and Lord Amduscius for encouraging me.
Hail Satan!Hail Lord Amduscius!Hail the True Gods of Hell!
From: tomcrigs <tomcrigs4@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, February 25, 2012 12:49:04 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Extremely odd coincidence, Amdusias Sigil Tattoo. Input wanted please.

  I did my dedication ritual 4/20/2010 - I was too impatient to wait until beltane haha.

Ever since then I have never looked back, nor have I ever tried to go to another religion. I always of course had some regrets deep inside me, but those were just from the deep seated and brainwashed fear christianity has left me with from my child hood.

I have never turned on satan, since my ritual. I have also dedicated my life to frequent meditation, as it makes the brain superior to all.

There were times where my satanic activities lessened, where the thoughts of it stopped coming across my mind for weeks, as if I almost forgot... but I never forgot. I always came back to it.

I never asked for my guardian demon, but I have always asked Satan to guide me, to lead me, down the path to attaining my success in this musical career. Some of you may hear about me in the future, or see the tattoo on my left forearm - tom is not my real name for factual sake.

I always knew I had an extreme gift of music, as I have demonstrated it to myself over and over again, it is not grounded in blind faith. I have simply asked for satans guidance over and over again to attaining my success and power as quickly as possible, putting forth all my living efforts to strive for it.

It's just weird, one day I decide to browse the JoS demons.... and that inturn leads me to stumbling upon a demon who happens to be the demon representing the highest musical skill and known to inspire music... and that lead me to getting an impulsive tattoo of the sigil on my arm... Maybe my impulsiveness was because I subconsciously noticed the demons date fell on the day that it was? But I think it's way more than a coincidence. Why, of all days, did I decide to look through the demons, and the demon that fit my personality and my future perfectly, the demon of highest musical skill, fell on the day that I happen to decide to look through the demons, and that led to an impulsive tattoo...

The tattoo is upside down on my arm, in the sense that, I can see it when I look down. People say in tattoo tradition, this is incorrect, but I felt more connected and more personal with the sigil when I can see it clearly and upright by looking down at my arm. It doesn't bother me that others can not see it upright by looking at me. This tattoo was for me, not others.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "wellness60" <wellness60@... wrote:

Hi Tom, just a question- are you a dedicated Satanist? HAIL ENKI!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tomcrigs" <tomcrigs4@ wrote:

I have always been extremely musically gifted throughout my life I have found. With an inner confidence of world wide success in music.

2 days ago I randomly decided to look for a demon associated with music, and I found Amdusias. Musical Director in Hell and God with the highest skill in music known to inspire music.

I'm not usually an impulsive person. But when I learned about this God I felt the desire to get his sigil tattod on my left forearm arm.

The very next day I went to a tattoo shop and out of everyone else they managed to get me a session in right then. I went down, got the tattoo, and it came out perfect. The tattoo artist even helped me touch up on some minor geometrical flaws in the image.


So, this being my first tattoo ever, I started feeling minor regrets, I mean, it's permanent. More research I have read it's dangerous to just tattoo the sigil of a demon on yourself because it is the property of the demon.



I looked back at the demon entry on JoS site... and oddly enough... I noticed the date of the demon is Febuary 19th-23rd. I GOT THE TATTOO IMPULSIVELY WITH CONFIDENCE ON THE 23rd. I did not even notice or take any mind to this date when previously looking at the demon entry.

I have prayed to satan on a regular basis, and then this happen.

Surley this can not be a coincidence? I have not had any direct contact with Amdusias but this is extremely puzzeling. I am the opposite of impulsive, yet I happen to one day decide to take another look at the demons on JoS and find a music demon that appeals to me, and 2 days later I get his sigil tattooed on my arm. And ontop of that, I got it on a day that falls within the day of this demon!


Maybe it's just me making an assumption, but now I'm sort of feeling like this Demon may have played a part in me getting this tattoo when I got it. What do you guys think? I do think it was a risky move for me getting this tattoo... but the circumstance is too out of the ordinary. I happen to impulsively be confident to get it on a date that falls within the date of the demon, without even knowing it, when I am NEVER impulsive. I knew getting the tattoo on that date was not financially the best choice for me either, but I had a strange inner confidence that I HAD to get it.

Has my gaurdian demon perhaps found me? I don't want to make too many assumptions.. but this is just too weird. The date thing is really making me believe this didn't happen on accident. I randomly stumble upon this demon and impulsively decide to get his sigil tattoo'd on my arm, on one of the demons days.....

Not to mention this happened so suddenly after weeks of thinking of satan and praying for success in my musical career and gaining extreme influential power in the world of music, with the musical skill that I know rest deep within my soul.

 

[tomcrigs]

Idk guys... lately I have been rethinking this...

I put his sigil on my skin without even getting to know him first.

I kind of want to cover it up with another tattoo, and put it in another spot, later on, after I get to know him better.

I'm just sort of stuck on a decision right now.

What if I offended him by branding his sigil on me before I got to know him? What if I offend him by covering it up.


I have been bothered by this all day, and I feel like I should follow my heart on the matter, it has been rather distracting and it is uncomfortable for me to put his sigil on me without getting to know him first. I didn't think this through very well. Plus, I kind of want it redone so it is facing upwards, in a more prominent spot.

It is going to continually distract me until I get some feedback from him. I'm going to do some rituals and if I do not get some definite sign in the next 3 weeks, i'll probably get this covered up, and work on getting to know him better. Once I get to know him better, I'll feel more confident about placing his sigil on my skin.

Not to mention lately I've been feeling almost sort of ill emotionally, like I've done something I shouldn't have... but I don't know if this is just me or not. When I think about covering the tattoo with another, and getting the sigil redone elsewhere on a later date after I get to know him, the feeling goes away, almost as if he is okay with that plan but doesn't want me to have the sigil on until we get to know eachother?


Ughhh I don't know.

What do you guys think?

 

[[email protected]]

I understand that xian brainwashing, but what you say about coincidences sounds like Amdusias.. He has been contacting me for some years via music, although I knew not Father Satan,
but early this morning not knowing how horrible/heartbreaking/horrifying today would be, and all the 'vile prayers thrown my way, being new and all, I heard his wings heavy sound not like a bird, different, i imagined dark wings. They were flying above me and out of the room. He knew I would need the memory today. I love him so much and i have not seen him, and yes someone told me about him early on, he is very much into synchronicity
I bet my bottom dollar on it.
Congrat's on the sigil and your music,
may Father Satan use you in his own secret way,
Hail Amdusias !!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tomcrigs" <tomcrigs4@... wrote:

I did my dedication ritual 4/20/2010 - I was too impatient to wait until beltane haha.

Ever since then I have never looked back, nor have I ever tried to go to another religion. I always of course had some regrets deep inside me, but those were just from the deep seated and brainwashed fear christianity has left me with from my child hood.

I have never turned on satan, since my ritual. I have also dedicated my life to frequent meditation, as it makes the brain superior to all.

There were times where my satanic activities lessened, where the thoughts of it stopped coming across my mind for weeks, as if I almost forgot... but I never forgot. I always came back to it.

I never asked for my guardian demon, but I have always asked Satan to guide me, to lead me, down the path to attaining my success in this musical career. Some of you may hear about me in the future, or see the tattoo on my left forearm - tom is not my real name for factual sake.

I always knew I had an extreme gift of music, as I have demonstrated it to myself over and over again, it is not grounded in blind faith. I have simply asked for satans guidance over and over again to attaining my success and power as quickly as possible, putting forth all my living efforts to strive for it.

It's just weird, one day I decide to browse the JoS demons.... and that inturn leads me to stumbling upon a demon who happens to be the demon representing the highest musical skill and known to inspire music... and that lead me to getting an impulsive tattoo of the sigil on my arm... Maybe my impulsiveness was because I subconsciously noticed the demons date fell on the day that it was? But I think it's way more than a coincidence. Why, of all days, did I decide to look through the demons, and the demon that fit my personality and my future perfectly, the demon of highest musical skill, fell on the day that I happen to decide to look through the demons, and that led to an impulsive tattoo...

The tattoo is upside down on my arm, in the sense that, I can see it when I look down. People say in tattoo tradition, this is incorrect, but I felt more connected and more personal with the sigil when I can see it clearly and upright by looking down at my arm. It doesn't bother me that others can not see it upright by looking at me. This tattoo was for me, not others.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "wellness60" <wellness60@ wrote:

Hi Tom, just a question- are you a dedicated Satanist? HAIL ENKI!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tomcrigs" <tomcrigs4@ wrote:

I have always been extremely musically gifted throughout my life I have found. With an inner confidence of world wide success in music.

2 days ago I randomly decided to look for a demon associated with music, and I found Amdusias. Musical Director in Hell and God with the highest skill in music known to inspire music.

I'm not usually an impulsive person. But when I learned about this God I felt the desire to get his sigil tattod on my left forearm arm.

The very next day I went to a tattoo shop and out of everyone else they managed to get me a session in right then. I went down, got the tattoo, and it came out perfect. The tattoo artist even helped me touch up on some minor geometrical flaws in the image.


So, this being my first tattoo ever, I started feeling minor regrets, I mean, it's permanent. More research I have read it's dangerous to just tattoo the sigil of a demon on yourself because it is the property of the demon.



I looked back at the demon entry on JoS site... and oddly enough... I noticed the date of the demon is Febuary 19th-23rd. I GOT THE TATTOO IMPULSIVELY WITH CONFIDENCE ON THE 23rd. I did not even notice or take any mind to this date when previously looking at the demon entry.

I have prayed to satan on a regular basis, and then this happen.

Surley this can not be a coincidence? I have not had any direct contact with Amdusias but this is extremely puzzeling. I am the opposite of impulsive, yet I happen to one day decide to take another look at the demons on JoS and find a music demon that appeals to me, and 2 days later I get his sigil tattooed on my arm. And ontop of that, I got it on a day that falls within the day of this demon!


Maybe it's just me making an assumption, but now I'm sort of feeling like this Demon may have played a part in me getting this tattoo when I got it. What do you guys think? I do think it was a risky move for me getting this tattoo... but the circumstance is too out of the ordinary. I happen to impulsively be confident to get it on a date that falls within the date of the demon, without even knowing it, when I am NEVER impulsive. I knew getting the tattoo on that date was not financially the best choice for me either, but I had a strange inner confidence that I HAD to get it.

Has my gaurdian demon perhaps found me? I don't want to make too many assumptions.. but this is just too weird. The date thing is really making me believe this didn't happen on accident. I randomly stumble upon this demon and impulsively decide to get his sigil tattoo'd on my arm, on one of the demons days.....

Not to mention this happened so suddenly after weeks of thinking of satan and praying for success in my musical career and gaining extreme influential power in the world of music, with the musical skill that I know rest deep within my soul.

 

[HPS Lydia]

Definitely try summoning him, and get your answers.

Have you tried past-life regressions? The first one I did, I was in my Guardian's temple in Ancient Egypt. Having that memory again helped bond with Set in this lifetime. You could try one, with the intention of seeing if you knew Amdusias in a past life, if he really is your GD. That way you might not feel guilty for getting his sigil "without getting to know him first".

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Set!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tomcrigs" <tomcrigs4@... wrote:

Idk guys... lately I have been rethinking this...

I put his sigil on my skin without even getting to know him first.

I kind of want to cover it up with another tattoo, and put it in another spot, later on, after I get to know him better.

I'm just sort of stuck on a decision right now.

What if I offended him by branding his sigil on me before I got to know him? What if I offend him by covering it up.


I have been bothered by this all day, and I feel like I should follow my heart on the matter, it has been rather distracting and it is uncomfortable for me to put his sigil on me without getting to know him first. I didn't think this through very well. Plus, I kind of want it redone so it is facing upwards, in a more prominent spot.

It is going to continually distract me until I get some feedback from him. I'm going to do some rituals and if I do not get some definite sign in the next 3 weeks, i'll probably get this covered up, and work on getting to know him better. Once I get to know him better, I'll feel more confident about placing his sigil on my skin.

Not to mention lately I've been feeling almost sort of ill emotionally, like I've done something I shouldn't have... but I don't know if this is just me or not. When I think about covering the tattoo with another, and getting the sigil redone elsewhere on a later date after I get to know him, the feeling goes away, almost as if he is okay with that plan but doesn't want me to have the sigil on until we get to know eachother?


Ughhh I don't know.

What do you guys think?

 

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Mr. Crigs I beg your pardon DuuuuUDE !! you said that it happened
during the days of Amdusias. He is soway cool, the master magician, come on !!
It was no accident
(but you are free to do what you want without regret)
he marked you you have known him longer than you know,
you are a musician, that is his forte inspiring music..
if you don't like the sigil that's one thing,
so maybe it is another influence that's
making you doubt what you were so happy about the other day
like a lack of confidence about who you are
and a less prominent spot is more personal and the way father satan works, anyways we do not need to advertise, isn't that the xian way
of doing things ??
< i feel it/fear right
now about something, but pendulum/guardian says keep doing
what I am doing at the moment so I will ..
May the gods guide you always in the right path..
Hail Satan !!
Hail Amdusias !!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:

Definitely try summoning him, and get your answers.

Have you tried past-life regressions? The first one I did, I was in my Guardian's temple in Ancient Egypt. Having that memory again helped bond with Set in this lifetime. You could try one, with the intention of seeing if you knew Amdusias in a past life, if he really is your GD. That way you might not feel guilty for getting his sigil "without getting to know him first".

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Set!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tomcrigs" <tomcrigs4@ wrote:

Idk guys... lately I have been rethinking this...

I put his sigil on my skin without even getting to know him first.

I kind of want to cover it up with another tattoo, and put it in another spot, later on, after I get to know him better.

I'm just sort of stuck on a decision right now.

What if I offended him by branding his sigil on me before I got to know him? What if I offend him by covering it up.


I have been bothered by this all day, and I feel like I should follow my heart on the matter, it has been rather distracting and it is uncomfortable for me to put his sigil on me without getting to know him first. I didn't think this through very well. Plus, I kind of want it redone so it is facing upwards, in a more prominent spot.

It is going to continually distract me until I get some feedback from him. I'm going to do some rituals and if I do not get some definite sign in the next 3 weeks, i'll probably get this covered up, and work on getting to know him better. Once I get to know him better, I'll feel more confident about placing his sigil on my skin.

Not to mention lately I've been feeling almost sort of ill emotionally, like I've done something I shouldn't have... but I don't know if this is just me or not. When I think about covering the tattoo with another, and getting the sigil redone elsewhere on a later date after I get to know him, the feeling goes away, almost as if he is okay with that plan but doesn't want me to have the sigil on until we get to know eachother?


Ughhh I don't know.

What do you guys think?

 

[Lord Kayle]

Tom, I agree with DarkLady and Lydia, 
Pretty exciting and very cool I'd say and think!~
~Hail Amdusias!~
~ Hail Enki!~ Hail Father Satan!~ Heil Hitler!~ Heil Heinrich Himmler!~ Hail the Mighty Gods of Duat!~ Heil the Ascended Master St. Germaine!~ 

On Sun, Feb 26, 2012 at 7:47 AM, lydia_666@... <lydia_666@... wrote:

  Definitely try summoning him, and get your answers.

Have you tried past-life regressions? The first one I did, I was in my Guardian's temple in Ancient Egypt. Having that memory again helped bond with Set in this lifetime. You could try one, with the intention of seeing if you knew Amdusias in a past life, if he really is your GD. That way you might not feel guilty for getting his sigil "without getting to know him first".

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Set!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tomcrigs" <tomcrigs4@... wrote:

Idk guys... lately I have been rethinking this...

I put his sigil on my skin without even getting to know him first.

I kind of want to cover it up with another tattoo, and put it in another spot, later on, after I get to know him better.

I'm just sort of stuck on a decision right now.

What if I offended him by branding his sigil on me before I got to know him? What if I offend him by covering it up.


I have been bothered by this all day, and I feel like I should follow my heart on the matter, it has been rather distracting and it is uncomfortable for me to put his sigil on me without getting to know him first. I didn't think this through very well. Plus, I kind of want it redone so it is facing upwards, in a more prominent spot.

It is going to continually distract me until I get some feedback from him. I'm going to do some rituals and if I do not get some definite sign in the next 3 weeks, i'll probably get this covered up, and work on getting to know him better. Once I get to know him better, I'll feel more confident about placing his sigil on my skin.

Not to mention lately I've been feeling almost sort of ill emotionally, like I've done something I shouldn't have... but I don't know if this is just me or not. When I think about covering the tattoo with another, and getting the sigil redone elsewhere on a later date after I get to know him, the feeling goes away, almost as if he is okay with that plan but doesn't want me to have the sigil on until we get to know eachother?


Ughhh I don't know.

What do you guys think?

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