escapism help

[thank you every match]

I can’t live like this anymore, it’s very hard and unbearable for me. Previously, I tried to find a friend to spend time together, but they told me on the forum that this was not a solution and now I don’t even communicate with people. I also thought about getting a pet, but that’s not an option either. help there is a way out give it to me. I have been opening the clairaudience chakras for several years now, but the only thing I can do is get dreams, I am very upset with my results and at the same time, my results are far superior to the average people who mock me and put a smiley face on me because they are even more upset with their results. I think the Gods gave me this calm, stress-free life as a major because I worked a lot in a past life and was an experienced initiate. I used to be sad because of people who invent additional meanings for my sentences, but now I just isolate myself even more and it seems the Gods admire me when I meditate on their sigils.

Gods bless you, good honest and working people