Do not worry if this is the case for you. It is normal that it can happen, the subconscious part comes into conflict with the conscious part and can lead to this kind of dynamic. This goes away with time.Have these thoughts passed?
If you're really sorry for your "sins", start first by apologising to the Gods for blaspheming them so much and unjustly placing your evil actions on them, especially Zeus. Then, instead of grovelling to the dead "god" of the jews, work on yourself and become a better individual. Real Gods can appear and speak for themselves, they don't need books or prophets. You'll meet them if you put in the effort to connect with them as explained in the TOZ. Unlike "yahweh", They'll answer.The key is to move from an Abrahamic frame of mind to a Pagan one.
If you are viewing the past, present and future in Abrahamic lenses, you will naturally be afraid of all things Pagan, occult, etc. There is this strong sense of "God" watching and judging you, and a fear of the afterlife setting in. I'm speaking of Christian and Muslim perspectives here. The "spirituality" of the jews, including their alternative pantheon of "God", "angels", and in Christianity, you also have "saints", is seen as normal and the default mindset due to how common it is. These replace the pantheon of Gods and Daemons as the enemy knows Gentiles don't just feel like praying or directing their being to one thing only. Not even jews only connect to "God" but to various angels and names, which act like "gods" in a sense but are nothing of the sort.
If everyone around you is sick, you won't know what healthy means or looks like; sickness will appear as "healthy".
The Pagan mindset and way of life have been under attack mercilessly by Abrahamics, who have been conditioned to see all Paganism as immoral and bloodthirsty, when in reality, Pagan societies had very complex laws. Still, your average Christian/Muslim knows very little about these.
Just like leftists see the right as "evil" and don't understand it at all, Abrahamics see Paganism as "evil" and don't understand it at all.
Both leftists and Abrahamics also vastly underestimate or have little awareness of just how jewish their ideas are or how much of a role the jews played in the formulation of their ideas. Like jews, they do everything they accuse their opponents of and have little self-awareness of it. Leftists and Abrahamics think the exact same way since they're both jews in mindset.
It's Christians, Muslims and jews who have pedophile rings, criminal empires, human trafficking organisations and commit constant acts of murder and every abominable act we have a name for, but then they blame all that on "Satan" and "Satanists" since they're the under the jewish spell of Yom Kippur where all evil is placed on the scapegoat of Satan, even when all the prominent criminals, rapists and pedophiles are revealed as jews, muslims or christians, "satanists" are still blamed. Evil never sees itself as such since evil is tied to extreme ignorance, and it never blames itself; it needs a scapegoat to avoid looking into the mirror.
Satan/Zeus did not harm any innocent being. YOU and you alone did. Own up to it.
A Pagan minding his own business and worshipping his Gods is "evil", but a Christian/Muslim murdering them for it is "good".
They pay every day for their abominations. Your average christian and muslim are miserable and poor. They pray to a silent, powerless "God", only to be paid back by more curses than blessings. They also unironically call themselves slaves and sheep.
Yes.Have these thoughts passed?
I think most of us may have gone through this time along the way, me for example.Have these thoughts passed?
"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan