satanshand1
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- Oct 30, 2003
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Bear with me here....
Alright...I am very perplexed in concerned in this situation I've been having recently. The only ritual I have performed was that of two weeks ago(my dedication ritual). It started off with having sexually active dreams, and i would randomly be awoke in the night from them with an intense feeling of psychic energy and tingling all over my body.
Recently I was meditating and brought myself to a higher state of conciousness...I felt a...presence,I felt nervous and skeptical.
I felt a surge of energy on my shoulder, which I now believe it to be the demoness touching me. Soon after this, I lied down on my bed to get some sleep. And almost immediately on lying down,my bed started shaking very gently, this startled me,but at the same time I wasn't scared..As I started to let go I started to get an errection and a...dare i say...very nice stimulation,but i kept tensing up and I couldn't Ieel her....At a point I also heard a very beautiful voice in my head,almost as if she was singing to me,but i couldn't understand her.
Now what brings me here to you...is what is really bothering me. I have not done a ritual to Satan or have asked him for any help in the finding of a demon lover. The only Demon I have attempted to contact would be my guardian...Could it be possible that my guardian demon is also in love with me??
I don't know enough to know if i should be on the defensive with this activity,or accepting. Is it possible for a demoness to just FIND you by sensing mass psychic energy?
Has this ever happened to any of you?
Alright...I am very perplexed in concerned in this situation I've been having recently. The only ritual I have performed was that of two weeks ago(my dedication ritual). It started off with having sexually active dreams, and i would randomly be awoke in the night from them with an intense feeling of psychic energy and tingling all over my body.
Recently I was meditating and brought myself to a higher state of conciousness...I felt a...presence,I felt nervous and skeptical.
I felt a surge of energy on my shoulder, which I now believe it to be the demoness touching me. Soon after this, I lied down on my bed to get some sleep. And almost immediately on lying down,my bed started shaking very gently, this startled me,but at the same time I wasn't scared..As I started to let go I started to get an errection and a...dare i say...very nice stimulation,but i kept tensing up and I couldn't Ieel her....At a point I also heard a very beautiful voice in my head,almost as if she was singing to me,but i couldn't understand her.
Now what brings me here to you...is what is really bothering me. I have not done a ritual to Satan or have asked him for any help in the finding of a demon lover. The only Demon I have attempted to contact would be my guardian...Could it be possible that my guardian demon is also in love with me??
I don't know enough to know if i should be on the defensive with this activity,or accepting. Is it possible for a demoness to just FIND you by sensing mass psychic energy?
Has this ever happened to any of you?