dylanbartone
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I live in one of americas 'bible belt' states and am surrounded be 2 christian church's a Catholic church and some foreign af sounding church tht I assume to be islamic(lots of them ppl running around my area too). All of those are within a mile of my residence.
JoS has a page talking about how environment can majorly effect rituals. Ive still held off on officially dedicating with this vessel(for dumb ass pride, for various reasons that involve me wanting to prove my worth to Father before re-connecting) then came to the sudden thought about the process of dedication. Would all enemy thoughtforms in the area be able to interefere some how and ruin my ritual( I plan on doing it out side so I can be as loud as i can).
Since I plan on invocation would that just bypass interference from enemy beings? Or would they be attracted to attack and interupt me while im in the leading-up\actual process of dedicating?
Another reason I've wanted to hold off is because ik my current energies and body(interior) are filthy with negative vibration and dont wish to subject our Father(or any of his followers) to my personal energy filth.
At the same time when im thinking about how to most properly dedicate(process I feel I need to lead into it for) my solar plexus swells with energy filling my body and stimulating amazingness into my aura(everytime I'm planning out my dedication process this happens). It always has me feeling like "fuck all this extra prep my energies crap, I just want to do the dedication ritual and be with Father immedietly" <--- could tht be enemy influence since some of my chakraz have blocks and flithy vibration? Or is it the demon that watches me telling me to stop being a retard and get down to business?( I may not have dedicated with this vessel but ik i have in a past life for a list of reasons. Top one being the fist sized to walnut sized azure orbs I see floating around me every so often).
Basically i feel like I need advice on whether i should dedicate as soon as possible or wait till ive cleaned up the mess in my energies(takes me will power to want to even get outta bed and live my life sometimes). Before I do hatha yoga and meditaions(properly) its like fighting with my mind in a swamp to even move some times like weightless bindings just being like 'nah u comfy dnt move scrub'. Lots of confusion in my mind on what i should do first v_v (minus being confused on wanting to prove my willpower is stronger than the crap entities making bad\lazy choices easier to make)
HAIL THE TRUE GOD, FATHER SATAN!!!!
HAIL THE LEGION OF ORION!!!!
JoS has a page talking about how environment can majorly effect rituals. Ive still held off on officially dedicating with this vessel(for dumb ass pride, for various reasons that involve me wanting to prove my worth to Father before re-connecting) then came to the sudden thought about the process of dedication. Would all enemy thoughtforms in the area be able to interefere some how and ruin my ritual( I plan on doing it out side so I can be as loud as i can).
Since I plan on invocation would that just bypass interference from enemy beings? Or would they be attracted to attack and interupt me while im in the leading-up\actual process of dedicating?
Another reason I've wanted to hold off is because ik my current energies and body(interior) are filthy with negative vibration and dont wish to subject our Father(or any of his followers) to my personal energy filth.
At the same time when im thinking about how to most properly dedicate(process I feel I need to lead into it for) my solar plexus swells with energy filling my body and stimulating amazingness into my aura(everytime I'm planning out my dedication process this happens). It always has me feeling like "fuck all this extra prep my energies crap, I just want to do the dedication ritual and be with Father immedietly" <--- could tht be enemy influence since some of my chakraz have blocks and flithy vibration? Or is it the demon that watches me telling me to stop being a retard and get down to business?( I may not have dedicated with this vessel but ik i have in a past life for a list of reasons. Top one being the fist sized to walnut sized azure orbs I see floating around me every so often).
Basically i feel like I need advice on whether i should dedicate as soon as possible or wait till ive cleaned up the mess in my energies(takes me will power to want to even get outta bed and live my life sometimes). Before I do hatha yoga and meditaions(properly) its like fighting with my mind in a swamp to even move some times like weightless bindings just being like 'nah u comfy dnt move scrub'. Lots of confusion in my mind on what i should do first v_v (minus being confused on wanting to prove my willpower is stronger than the crap entities making bad\lazy choices easier to make)
HAIL THE TRUE GOD, FATHER SATAN!!!!
HAIL THE LEGION OF ORION!!!!
