Light Yagami
New member
- Joined
- Jul 8, 2011
- Messages
- 72
@johnrobsons I entiiiirely disagree with you!! Our past lives affect us greatly!I am not saying that you are now who you were in your past lives; but your past lives DO define up to a degree who you are now... Fears that you may not be able to explain or this need for something you can't describe... Wanting to go somewhere really badly but for no reason or other things that you can't explain... you can't understand where they originate...The more I empower myself, the more clearly I see through this... The more clearly I see how my past lives have affected who I am right now and how even the ambitions I have in this life... they are ambitions I didn't manage to complete in my previous lives. :/Well, this is me, everyone's different but you get the point. Don't underestimate your past lives. They are a really important part of who you are and of your soul... Your soul doesn't forget these experiences and whatever it is, you must face them and move on, move ahead.I had made a post about past lives here: http://twinss-r.tumblr.com/pastlives
Στις 10:32 μ.μ. Τετάρτη, 7 Ιανουαρίου 2015, ο/η "johnrobsons@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:
Thanks for your answers.
I am working like hell. For me to die is the same as to let jews win. Being reborn as a stupid naïve broke child with a family I hate with no knowledge of self is an ultimate loss. It's like working for nothing. If that happens to me its like permanent death. Remembering past lives means fuck all to me as I am not same person anymore. Its like remembering having sex in past lives, but in reality its the memory of sex in this life that counts as valid.
To me past life, its like oh yeah really I was selling shoes, my name was Joe, etc. Its like observing somebody else that has nothing to do with you do a bunch of ridiculuous things. Worst part is that even the interests of that person have nothing to do with the way I am now.
So yeah, dying is like losing self forever having everything that makes you you die forever(your interests, all books you read, all experiences, all understanding of self as self).
How I came to this conclusion is remembering back when I was 4 years old(when I gained self consciousness, I remember fuck all before that). It felt like I was never around before ever. Also making mistakes in this life like a dumbass would. There are no excuse for them. I have done enormous harm to myself on both spiritual, physical and intellectual level.
Regarding past lives, its like reading a history book about someone else. Its like King Louis had sex with 10 people, went to war, etc. You don't feel all that. And reading a history book gets boring. Imagining you were that character is plain stupid and just as meaningless as imagining yourself as a character in any book. I don't feel/experience any of that. Experiences of this life in the past are not the same as reading a book though.
That's why to me death is an ultimate loss.
---In [email protected], <stripsilly1989@... wrote :
Yes that's right, but you have the answer, work like hell now so you achieve a lot if not immortality in this life Cos if you come back here you start from level 0. Only difference is when u die you'll still be with Satan Cos u're a Satanist although you didn't know it and then u come back again and maybe u repeat same circle who knows how many life times it will take u to find Satanism again and with diversities of Satanism out there...?
Στις 10:32 μ.μ. Τετάρτη, 7 Ιανουαρίου 2015, ο/η "johnrobsons@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:
Thanks for your answers.
I am working like hell. For me to die is the same as to let jews win. Being reborn as a stupid naïve broke child with a family I hate with no knowledge of self is an ultimate loss. It's like working for nothing. If that happens to me its like permanent death. Remembering past lives means fuck all to me as I am not same person anymore. Its like remembering having sex in past lives, but in reality its the memory of sex in this life that counts as valid.
To me past life, its like oh yeah really I was selling shoes, my name was Joe, etc. Its like observing somebody else that has nothing to do with you do a bunch of ridiculuous things. Worst part is that even the interests of that person have nothing to do with the way I am now.
So yeah, dying is like losing self forever having everything that makes you you die forever(your interests, all books you read, all experiences, all understanding of self as self).
How I came to this conclusion is remembering back when I was 4 years old(when I gained self consciousness, I remember fuck all before that). It felt like I was never around before ever. Also making mistakes in this life like a dumbass would. There are no excuse for them. I have done enormous harm to myself on both spiritual, physical and intellectual level.
Regarding past lives, its like reading a history book about someone else. Its like King Louis had sex with 10 people, went to war, etc. You don't feel all that. And reading a history book gets boring. Imagining you were that character is plain stupid and just as meaningless as imagining yourself as a character in any book. I don't feel/experience any of that. Experiences of this life in the past are not the same as reading a book though.
That's why to me death is an ultimate loss.
---In [email protected], <stripsilly1989@... wrote :
Yes that's right, but you have the answer, work like hell now so you achieve a lot if not immortality in this life Cos if you come back here you start from level 0. Only difference is when u die you'll still be with Satan Cos u're a Satanist although you didn't know it and then u come back again and maybe u repeat same circle who knows how many life times it will take u to find Satanism again and with diversities of Satanism out there...?
