Confusion

[sam3]

Hello,everyone. I genuinely like the idea of btotherhood and unity which this forum portrais but why is it mainly based on the hate towards jews? In some of threads I read people describing their problems and saying that it is all enemy fault-jews, and others commenters support this idea aswell. I am looking for a guidance in my life and while i am aware that we live in a "wrong" world,not how it should be and that our ancestors lived way better(Tartaria etc),I just can't believe that all of this was caused by jews. How could such small diaspora be the reason for all the evil in the world. I watched videos of Hoodedcobra and read threads of Maxine and still can't lay down this idea in my head. I know about their crimes -Rotschilds and their educational sytem,federal reserve,titanic but how are they capable on all of these? Why are their people so advanced spiritually compared to average pagans? Why the majority is so unaware and being ruled by jews? I don't know what surprises me more the idea that this all is REALLY jews fault and if it is , then idea of HOW did they get so strong fooling all people around the world. Perhaps their deity helps them,but why then ours woud not? Because the majority forgot and lives the wrong way? What made them leave this way and abondon their true gods and protectors? Jews? This can't be that all the people in the world were fooled by them and their deity... Also what bothers me is how to really understand what is true or not? For example in meditation,to connect to spirit or agod we would first at least distantly try to imagine the portrait of spirit we are trying to connect. But it is like we can imagine anything and connect this way to anything. Some people serve Nature,some Sun or even local deities which are unknown to the majority of people. Those who follow them - all see them and claim that exactly their ones are true. And of course they also talk about how blind people are and they don't see the true nature of things. What about egregors? I know xanity is egregor,Islam aswell. I think it didn't existed separately on its own,people created it by their will and believes. It feeds on human energy and emotions,so yes if a god is forgotten it literally dies without support and energy as a food,vanishes to oblivion until someone begins to follow it again. So following this logic can you create your own egregor? Make a Cult of personality and evolve it to such extent that it becomes egregor? I really want help,brotherhood and guidance but I want it to be true,not just because of weakness of the human soul and fact that people need brotherhood and can't stay without it,alone for too long.

 

[Aquarius]

I started out as you. I was reading the old JoS(Not ToZ), reading that the holocaust wasn't real and I was like:" Now these people have some very cheeky opinions". After reading more and more and more it's become extremely intuitive to see the jewish hand in most man made disasters. Wherever there is a lot of cruelty, suffering and disasters I almost intuitively can find information that ties the jews in this, but don't take my word for it, keep researching and you will start seeing it too. One example, 9/11, why did the owner of the twin towers take a millions of dollars insurance right a couple of weeks before the attack? (He made billions on it) - Why did he conviniently not go to work that day, while all other days he would normally go there and have breakfast in the morning? Why did all jews that worked there not go to work on that specific day?

This is one example, there's an infinite number of examples like this that can be made. You just have to keep researching.