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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "derekthehellviking" <derekthehellviking@... wrote:
I was diagnosed with autism when I was young. My mother was told that I would never be a normal person. Despite that rather grim prediction though, I think I have turned out remarkably well. I have heard that vaccines are the cause of autism and so far, I haven't read anything to convince me that the case is otherwise. Although, even if most people would agree that my autism is extremely mild, I would still like to cure it. I want to be at my full potential! I wouldn't be surprised if my condition could be holding me back more than I realize.
I've actually tried to tell my parents that vaccines are what cause autism but they don't really seem to want to believe me, particularly my mom. She also has told me that I didn't get any vaccines before my autism but I feel quite suspicious about that. She probably either doesn't remember or she has some sort of ulterior motive, like avoiding being seen as a bad parent, for lying to me. I'm sure I remember her saying on another occasion that I got vaccines as an infant. If I figure out that she is intentionally being dishonest with me, it will really eliminate my already damaged respect for her. Especially given the fact of how she tries to convince me that my autism isn't really a bad thing. You could in fact say that she attempts to make it out to be a good thing! I find that very infuriating!
So yeah, just thought I'd share. It's crap like this that sometimes makes me want to say, "Is anyone on my side?" There were times where I felt like the whole world was against me before I was Satanist. If all else fails, at least I know I can count on my friends in Satan! Bless you all!