Tony Redgrave1
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Hi, if I want to communicate with a demon using a pendulum I need candles or other ritual tools? Thanks for upur answersОтправлено из Yahoo Почты для Android
Hi Joy, boy do I understand your feelings! I have felt the same. But don't
despair...you probably aren't open yet and so even if they did come to you
you probably didn't sense them. its hardly your fault or some perceived
failing....we have been so stifled and cut off its hardly surprising. HPS MD
said she had been dedicated for an entire year before any of the Demons or
Father Satan made themselves known to her...so don't feel bad. You aren't
ignored even if it feels so...and I totally understand your feelings! I have
felt the same, that I am TOTALLY ignored and it has made me feel empty and
lonesome...Oh, how it has made me feel lonesome! So I get it. All I can say
is that you are actually NOT ignored. I wasn't, actually, though I felt I
was. I Had Father show up when I finished His portrait. Not literally....I
am not so fortunate....just His energy and He said something to me...
Which is how I know for a fact that Father can hear you.
As far as a GD, nobody has shown up yet for me either. I just keep trying to
do whatever I can and I hope that someday maybe my GD will show Himself. I
know who He is. But...they are really, really busy. I know it is hard to
wait and it is hard not to feel ignored. Boy, do I get that! But don't
despair. They are with us. You commune with them just by directing your
thoughts to them and speaking to them. Even if you feel ignored, they hear
you. Remember you probably aren't open enough just yet to hear them...Just
speak to them and know they hear you. I know that sounds simplistic, but it
is true. They DO hear you. They really are real and they hear you. Even if
that sounds like just words. They really do hear you. Don't feel bad. They
hear you. And they answer. Even if you can't hear their reply. Don't feel
empty and lonesome.
HS!
---In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], <joycd13@... wrote :
I have no idea who my Guardian Demon/ess is. Nor do I understand fully how
to commune with one. Especially even communicating with Father Satan.... It
has led me to feel empty and lonesome in recent times.
You are of course welcome, thanks Allison for your insight too, it helps to
hear from more than one Satanist as we all have different experiences and I,
too, have felt at times very lonesome. Even after Father came to answer me
after I had done His portrait. It was unmistakable; His energy. So beautiful
and calm and just....powerful. And yet...I am STILL sometimes lonesome. I
know, how can I feel so? well, I don't know. I guess i just do. There is no
accounting for feelings. I feel what i feel.
I'm not sure what you mean about using the energy to proffer solutions to a
personal issue? It has been my experience that the solutions ARE proffered.
Be it by Father or a GD. Because they know what your issues are and what you
need to hear or know, or what step to take next and it will come in many
ways...could be a sudden inspiration, or even a voice that speaks to you, or
by synchronicity, you happen to hear or see just the thing you need to that
speaks to you....many ways.
I would think that personal problems erupting after dedication might be kind
of like...how do I put this? Like you have had long buried issues, and now
they are being exposed, raised to the surface where they can be dealt with.
I would tend to look at that as a positive sign actually. Old shit has to be
cleared out to make way for healing and renewal. Another way to look at
it...I remember reading something about when we first start meditations,
there is an enormous resistance. Because it is kind of foreign to our brain
and it is used to its ways, stuck in its groove and trying to do these new
things are somehow scary to it and so it tries to throw up roadblocks. You
are forging new neural pathways or something and there is going to be
resistance. You are making new grooves in the old record (this might be a
reference to old technology that you won't understand but I am talking about
records as in music records). But persevere despite the resistance.
And one more thing...it doesn't matter if you are new, please participate in
the RTR's they are REALLY important. And doing them consistently is a good
exercise in continuity; for yourself as well as it helps our Gods and
Father. So...sorry but I am going to plug the RTR schedule. There are many
of us who are syncing our efforts by doing the RTR's at specific times and
it is a rolling schedule designed so that it goes around the clock and is
for everyone across the world to join in. Pick a slot or two you like that
works for you and please join in! Every bit of energy we can add helps!
We are doing the newest one HPS MD just posted.
So here it is and sorry to those who have seen this many times before. But I
just think its important:
12:30 PM GMT/ 7:30 AM EST / 6:30 AM CST / 4:30 AM PT / 1:30 PM EET
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Hail Satan!
Hail Andras!
Hail Sorath!
"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan