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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Pamela" <evilalien@... wrote:
@ sillynut. It is a very long story between Andy and I. Yeah I was abused between 2005-2006 by a filthy jew, and his synagogue backed him up! But when the abuse came out they felt all sorry for me. A lot of shit but I am happier than I have been!
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sillynut" <asamoahflorence@ wrote:
@ pamela!! what sexual abuse are you talking about? what did ur ex-xtian boyf do to you?? i think it's quite remarkable how 2 opposing controversial religions can dwell side by side in the form of a love relationship between two people. i don't get how people used to exaggerate in my church days that the xtian god is so powerful the "devil" runs away from him in fear..what a big pile of bull. we satanists put up with their stupid sermons and gospel music and preaching nearly everyday because almost all of us live with or are surrounded by xtians yet nothing happens to us..
in fact i think satanist music could easily drown out all the "noise" a whole church congregation makes because there is no life in the singing. half the time the churchgoers are bored or sleeping and some don't even know the words!! and others sound like dying cats. APOSTASY- NOW THATS MUSIC! LOL and am not even into rock but it actually helped me to study!!!

. the worst an xtian infiltration has done is either made me pissed off to the highest degree or given me a headache, irrational fears or temporary blindness (lol- haha am exaggerating) but still..i don't get any boils or skin marks or anything and i can even say "jewsus" and nothing happens even when i say it properly and i don't get struck by lightning.
@ siguarddraconis this shows that you are very powerful and although you've loved your girlfriend all this while she does in a way limit you as a satanist because if you let your relationship take over your life as a satanist you might find yourself contemplating going to xtianity or pretending to be one to please your girlfriend and thereby living a double life.
why don't you ask father or your GD what to do?? am sure in time the answers will come. i live with an xtian mum and an annoying immature judgemental older brother both of whom are very nosy and are suspicious from time to time. my mum even sometimes goes through my stuff, or she "finds" stuff in my room and quizzes me about it.and am not like 16 or anything but she still treats me like a kid ..
although time and time again i tell her to stop doing it. but you can imagine the constant invitations to church, the wanting to know everything, gospel music played in the house on a VERY LOUD SOUND SYSTEM WITH A LOUD BASS and prayers that are prayed over me by my mother etc etc. BUT WHAT DO I DO?? PLOT TO KILL HER? DO A DESTRUCTION RITUAL ON HER? NO COS I LOVE HER..OBVIOUSLY IN A NON-SEXUAL WAY (UNLIKE YOU AND YOUR GIRLFRIEND) BUT AT THE SAME TIME I CAN'T STAND THE RELIGIOUS THINGS SHE DOES ESP THE SINGING!! .< I JUST DEAL WITH IT THOUGH..I HAVE TO...
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Pamela" <evilalien@ wrote:
I went through the exact same thing with a boy who suddenly went from fake Satanist to xtian. He called himself a SS because he wanted to be with me. I pretended to denounce Satanism (this was for my protection since xtians were trying to convert me after my sexual abuse came out) though I never had nor ever will leave him. I chose Satan and I made a promise with Father that I will never let a human man come between us. Needless to say the next day after I made that commitment I saw my ex after two years and confronted him about all he had done to me, it was sweet!

My GD showed me what my life would have been like with my ex if I had eloped with him,,, it was not could, I was going to die before I was 20. I know exactly what you are going through I can help you.
Hail Satan!
Hail Marbas!
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "bloodserpentbos" <pharaohbakura@ wrote:
If you explain what Satanism really is to your girlfriend (who is a xian) and she insists that you give it up or she'll break up with you, how do you handle this?
I would always place Father above a girl, but it still hurts to lose the girl. Would Father help you get a new one that will be more accepting of your loyalty to Him? Im just asking because i went though this with my ex, who i loved very much. But Satan is number 1 in my life.
Ave Satanas!
-Bloodserpent