Checking In

[Solar Falcon]

Hey guys. Like the title of my topic says, I’m just checking in, and adding a little of how I’m feeling myself. How’s anyone doing? I figured for those of us who don’t have other Satanists to converse with in person would just want to talk about anything for any reason.

I’d say for myself I’m doing okay-ish. I haven’t lost my mind but most times it feels like it. I’m surrounded by morons—friends and family. A mixed lot of xtards, race mixers and weed smokers. Unfortunately I don’t yet have the means to live on my own, when I do I plan on moving out of state in a secluded area and where there is no family.

I do what I can (and as safely as possible) to put informing messages out there for people to wake up and smell the rat’s nest that is the jews. Some seem like they get it but not entirely, and then steer off in the opposite direction, thus leaving me feeling deflated. I know I shouldn’t let that discourage me as our efforts is a collective and we’ll soon see more victories as a result of those efforts. But it just still picks at me sometimes.

I’m having more than just a moment here, as it’s more of a whole day and I do apologize for the show of weakness.

If anyone else would like to talk we can do that. I also feel like I don’t speak enough to all my badass brothers and sisters in these forums. So I’d like to start here.

 

[Jack]

I went through a lot of grief as I understood more about the dynamics of my family and where I stood. It was ground shattering and I was feeling extremely upset for a while. But then I got over it because since I have cognizance of the problem I can now take control of it and fix it. I cant keep expecting things from my parents anymore since I'm an adult and part of being an adult means you have to take care of yourself and be emotionally independent.

I've tried to play by the rules of the degenerate society and tried to hack it to my benefit but I soon realized that I was going further away from happeniness by engaging with these kinds of people. So I said fuck this shit. Only people who are good get to be my friends and not degenerates . I don't care if my friends leave me, as I'm better off rid of these degenerates. I've decided to make a hard rule not to associate with damaged attention seeking women or degenerate men. I have more pressing priorities in life relating to money and my life situation.

When you're in a bad state of mind all you can see is the bad of mankind. But when I looked closely there are actually a lot of cool people with good family upbringings who aren't damaged or degenerates. I'd like to be friends with these kinds of people in the future and turn a new leaf in my life history .

 

[Shael]

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Many SS feel like you I am sure, and also many likely have a similar situation to yours right now. It's just the way the world is right now, with the jews still having their hands on the metaphorical wheel, as Cobra put it.

The best general advice I can give you, and people who are in a situation like yours in general, is to try to get closer to the Gods. The only safe way of getting comfort and good feelings that will work for any SS here regardless of their situation, is to do this. You can use the sigil of any God or Goddess you like, or just use Satan's sigil itself. Practice void meditation for some 10 minutes minimum and calm your mind and feelings, then focus intently on the sigil and really try to take it inside your very being. You can do this for as long as you would like; one way would be to do this every day before you go to sleep, so you can feel at peace and feel like someone is actually there for you every day.

Try to practice daily on your focus and your ability to breathe in energy, and then this exercise will get better and better over time. It will also help to develop your psychic senses and deepen your connection to the God or Goddess whose sigil you are using. The benefits of doing this are numerous.

 

[Solar Falcon]

I went through a lot of grief as I understood more about the dynamics of my family and where I stood. It was ground shattering and I was feeling extremely upset for a while. But then I got over it because since I have cognizance of the problem I can now take control of it and fix it. I cant keep expecting things from my parents anymore since I'm an adult and part of being an adult means you have to take care of yourself and be emotionally independent.

I've tried to play by the rules of the degenerate society and tried to hack it to my benefit but I soon realized that I was going further away from happeniness by engaging with these kinds of people. So I said fuck this shit. Only people who are good get to be my friends and not degenerates . I don't care if my friends leave me, as I'm better off rid of these degenerates. I've decided to make a hard rule not to associate with damaged attention seeking women or degenerate men. I have more pressing priorities in life relating to money and my life situation.

When you're in a bad state of mind all you can see is the bad of mankind. But when I looked closely there are actually a lot of cool people with good family upbringings who aren't damaged or degenerates. I'd like to be friends with these kinds of people in the future and turn a new leaf in my life history .

It’s exhausting isn’t it, society. I hear you. Since coming into Satanism I’ve started very slowly feeling different about a lot of things and people for the better. That ground shattering upset you felt was a familiar one, brother. But not engaging in any of the stuff I might’ve back then with friends and family now is refreshing but it reminds me of the loneliness. If only you could hear some of the arguments they give me for not being part of their norm anymore :lol: I too would love to find more people who aren’t damaged degenerates. As far as taking care of my problem like you did yours, it’s clear I should take a different approach.

I’m no expert on the NN/SN axis but something is telling me to pay more attention to it, it feels like it goes deep down into my soul for me to fix.

 

[Solar Falcon]

Thank you, Shael

 

[Jack]

I went through a lot of grief as I understood more about the dynamics of my family and where I stood. It was ground shattering and I was feeling extremely upset for a while. But then I got over it because since I have cognizance of the problem I can now take control of it and fix it. I cant keep expecting things from my parents anymore since I'm an adult and part of being an adult means you have to take care of yourself and be emotionally independent.

I've tried to play by the rules of the degenerate society and tried to hack it to my benefit but I soon realized that I was going further away from happeniness by engaging with these kinds of people. So I said fuck this shit. Only people who are good get to be my friends and not degenerates . I don't care if my friends leave me, as I'm better off rid of these degenerates. I've decided to make a hard rule not to associate with damaged attention seeking women or degenerate men. I have more pressing priorities in life relating to money and my life situation.

When you're in a bad state of mind all you can see is the bad of mankind. But when I looked closely there are actually a lot of cool people with good family upbringings who aren't damaged or degenerates. I'd like to be friends with these kinds of people in the future and turn a new leaf in my life history .

It’s exhausting isn’t it, society. I hear you. Since coming into Satanism I’ve started very slowly feeling different about a lot of things and people for the better. That ground shattering upset you felt was a familiar one, brother. But not engaging in any of the stuff I might’ve back then with friends and family now is refreshing but it reminds me of the loneliness. If only you could hear some of the arguments they give me for not being part of their norm anymore :lol: I too would love to find more people who aren’t damaged degenerates. As far as taking care of my problem like you did yours, it’s clear I should take a different approach.

I’m no expert on the NN/SN axis but something is telling me to pay more attention to it, it feels like it goes deep down into my soul for me to fix.

One of the most major realizations I had in life after a lot of mental struggles was that the societal belief that the value of a man depends upon the approval of women was wrong. And this is the root from where all attention seeking, self destructive and other activities are linked to. Once you successfully feel (not just think about it but actually feel) that you dont need women's approval,you can be totally free to do anything. You appreciate it and enjoy it but you don't need it and it certainly doesn't decide your value and thus you aren't dejected and unhappy all the time. This relates to you leaving your mothers side as a little kid and becoming a man.This translates into all areas of your life. You aren't dejected when people don't like you and you couldn't give af about making them like you.

It is most important to be happy for your own achievements and focus on your sadhana. Not much is important in life anyway ,and the few things that are we must have courage to pursue it.

I strongly suggest you inculcate looking into yourself through meditation

Joyofsatan.org
(Check out the meditations)
(Chech our Hoodedcobra666s 40 Days meditation program in the Library)

 

[Ion666]

Hey guys. Like the title of my topic says, I’m just checking in, and adding a little of how I’m feeling myself. How’s anyone doing? I figured for those of us who don’t have other Satanists to converse with in person would just want to talk about anything for any reason.

Hello, Solar Falcon
Yes I also feel like it's lonely from time to time. I just realized that I no longer visit the forum to ask questions but rather to read and connect with other SS.

I would like to suggest opening a thread where new and old SS members share their experiences and changes that happened to them since they dedicated themselves to Satan. Maybe this could be the thread for it.
I bet there would be a lot of interesting stories to read, and I think a lot of us want to share their progress.
This could also help motivate newer members.

Here is my journey thus far. I dedicated myself to Satan in January. A week later I survived a car crash without a scratch. Rest in peace to the person siting in front of me, even tho I knew him for only a few hours, he was a friend of my friend.

A few days later, I decided I need to take action in changing my life. The first two months after the dedication were very hectic. I moved out. Quit my job at a call center where I had to lie to make sales. Started my studies in Architecture. At first I was very anxious before going to sleep and I had to calm myself to keep nightmares away. The years of xian indoctrination were making me paranoid about the decisions I was making. I had no job, I was in debt, stressed and anxious all the time. I was desperate. Soon, Covid-19 restrictions were introduced and I felt like depression was coming back. I had no money to afford both proper food and rent so I would eat only oats and noodles every day. Things were looking very pessimistic.

Now, 6 months later, it is a miracle, but my debt has been erased. I am debt free now. Just like that, it simply disappeared one day. I have a stable part time job that leaves me plenty of time to study, and I receive scholarship. Overall Corona, had a positive impact on my life, as it gave me a lot of free time to study the JoS sermons, read the recommended SS book-list and build my daily schedule. I deprogrammed myself from the christian lies, and I also gave up on trying to red pill my family and old friends about the truth. I quit social media, (sadly I also lost my old account on this forum), and cut ties with people that were holding me down and reminding me of my old self. Corona also motivated me to work out. I am no longer skinny, and I am overall more healthy and energetic. I have no problem paying rent, and I have enough to afford healthy food and go to the gym. I am no longer fueled by anger, I have a daily meditation schedule. All this progress gives me a positive reason to stay away from alcohol, weed (I used to abuse them in the past) and drugs in general, even minor drugs like sugar and coffee. I simply detest everything that makes me weak in the long run. Other minor things have also changed such as my music taste, and a lot of details that might seem insignificant such as my posture, and how I breathe during the day. I finished the 40 day meditation program twice, I do Wim Hof breathing exercises daily, I take cold showers from time to time. At the moment I am on day 4 of the 6 Month Spiritual Training Program.

It is disappointing for me that I was never able to see Satan. I never contacted any demon, nor do I have a GD. I still have to force myself to visualize my Aura of protection during mediation, seeing it doesn't come naturally. I still cant surrender myself to deep trance.
I have not advanced spiritually as fast as I thought I would, but looking back I understand it was because my life was a total mess and all the energy from meditations went into fixing it.

Hail the Gods of Duat! Hail Satan!

 

[ShadowTheRaven]

With every day that passes, I hate the world and almost everyone in it more and more. Morons are rioting, and the only person who did something about it was some 17 year old kid. White people are being killed just for existing, we have an incompetent moron for a presidential candidate and an authoritarian nutcase at his side who will surely spark a war in this country. Overseas, I'm not sure if it's better or worse or maybe all the bullshit in Europe have been successfully normalized to the point where nobody cares anymore. More and more normies are turning to the right for answers and solutions and that's good, but they still won't get the message that no matter how many "reparations" you give to blacks, no matter if Trump gets voted out of office, no matter if liberals get everything they want which is nothing short of full blown communism in a hybrid Soviet-Chinese manner, they will still want you and your family dead. I don't know if I'll lose my job to Covid, or be murdered by communists, or being punished by the system even further for being poor. And the worst part is, it's only just begun.

 

[Solar Falcon]

With every day that passes, I hate the world and almost everyone in it more and more. Morons are rioting, and the only person who did something about it was some 17 year old kid. White people are being killed just for existing, we have an incompetent moron for a presidential candidate and an authoritarian nutcase at his side who will surely spark a war in this country. Overseas, I'm not sure if it's better or worse or maybe all the bullshit in Europe have been successfully normalized to the point where nobody cares anymore. More and more normies are turning to the right for answers and solutions and that's good, but they still won't get the message that no matter how many "reparations" you give to blacks, no matter if Trump gets voted out of office, no matter if liberals get everything they want which is nothing short of full blown communism in a hybrid Soviet-Chinese manner, they will still want you and your family dead. I don't know if I'll lose my job to Covid, or be murdered by communists, or being punished by the system even further for being poor. And the worst part is, it's only just begun.

That’s the scariest part about all of this, the state of the country. I have heard that black supremacy is rising fast and the MSM definitely doesn’t help with their lies and misleading headlines. I knew it was going to be a hell of a struggle this year leading into the next, but I didn’t think this great nation could actually fall. Are you armed at all? Ammo is scarce but we need all we can get. I don’t have a gun yet myself but I’m working on it, I could use various knives as well. Hoping for the best yet still preparing for the worst.

They say upsets happen every four years right before elections, though I don’t really remember those, must not have been too serious as nothing compares to what’s happening now.

Nonetheless, I do hope you stay safe, clothed, fed and armed.

 

[Solar Falcon]

Hey guys. Like the title of my topic says, I’m just checking in, and adding a little of how I’m feeling myself. How’s anyone doing? I figured for those of us who don’t have other Satanists to converse with in person would just want to talk about anything for any reason.

Hello, Solar Falcon
Yes I also feel like it's lonely from time to time. I just realized that I no longer visit the forum to ask questions but rather to read and connect with other SS.

I would like to suggest opening a thread where new and old SS members share their experiences and changes that happened to them since they dedicated themselves to Satan. Maybe this could be the thread for it.
I bet there would be a lot of interesting stories to read, and I think a lot of us want to share their progress.
This could also help motivate newer members.

Here is my journey thus far. I dedicated myself to Satan in January. A week later I survived a car crash without a scratch. Rest in peace to the person siting in front of me, even tho I knew him for only a few hours, he was a friend of my friend.

A few days later, I decided I need to take action in changing my life. The first two months after the dedication were very hectic. I moved out. Quit my job at a call center where I had to lie to make sales. Started my studies in Architecture. At first I was very anxious before going to sleep and I had to calm myself to keep nightmares away. The years of xian indoctrination were making me paranoid about the decisions I was making. I had no job, I was in debt, stressed and anxious all the time. I was desperate. Soon, Covid-19 restrictions were introduced and I felt like depression was coming back. I had no money to afford both proper food and rent so I would eat only oats and noodles every day. Things were looking very pessimistic.

Now, 6 months later, it is a miracle, but my debt has been erased. I am debt free now. Just like that, it simply disappeared one day. I have a stable part time job that leaves me plenty of time to study, and I receive scholarship. Overall Corona, had a positive impact on my life, as it gave me a lot of free time to study the JoS sermons, read the recommended SS book-list and build my daily schedule. I deprogrammed myself from the christian lies, and I also gave up on trying to red pill my family and old friends about the truth. I quit social media, (sadly I also lost my old account on this forum), and cut ties with people that were holding me down and reminding me of my old self. Corona also motivated me to work out. I am no longer skinny, and I am overall more healthy and energetic. I have no problem paying rent, and I have enough to afford healthy food and go to the gym. I am no longer fueled by anger, I have a daily meditation schedule. All this progress gives me a positive reason to stay away from alcohol, weed (I used to abuse them in the past) and drugs in general, even minor drugs like sugar and coffee. I simply detest everything that makes me weak in the long run. Other minor things have also changed such as my music taste, and a lot of details that might seem insignificant such as my posture, and how I breathe during the day. I finished the 40 day meditation program twice, I do Wim Hof breathing exercises daily, I take cold showers from time to time. At the moment I am on day 4 of the 6 Month Spiritual Training Program.

It is disappointing for me that I was never able to see Satan. I never contacted any demon, nor do I have a GD. I still have to force myself to visualize my Aura of protection during mediation, seeing it doesn't come naturally. I still cant surrender myself to deep trance.
I have not advanced spiritually as fast as I thought I would, but looking back I understand it was because my life was a total mess and all the energy from meditations went into fixing it.

Hail the Gods of Duat! Hail Satan!

I see you’re disciplined, I need to take notes from you. I know developing a schedule and staying consistent is key. I’m with you on the deep trance part, that’s still an issue for me too, but like it’s mentioned in some sermons and testimony from brothers and sisters, we need to work these like muscles before we get it.

You’ve got an interesting story, friend. I like your resolve and I’m glad to hear you were able to make it out of that crash alive. Father Satan has come through for each of us when we least expected it, I shudder sometimes thinking about the trouble I could’ve been in without him, and this was over the course of the past year and a half.

Well, I made this thread so that anyone could talk about anything. If you’ve made progress in your advancement I’d love to hear it or anything else you want to share.

 

[ShadowTheRaven]

That’s the scariest part about all of this, the state of the country. I have heard that black supremacy is rising fast and the MSM definitely doesn’t help with their lies and misleading headlines. I knew it was going to be a hell of a struggle this year leading into the next, but I didn’t think this great nation could actually fall. Are you armed at all? Ammo is scarce but we need all we can get. I don’t have a gun yet myself but I’m working on it, I could use various knives as well. Hoping for the best yet still preparing for the worst.

They say upsets happen every four years right before elections, though I don’t really remember those, must not have been too serious as nothing compares to what’s happening now.

Nonetheless, I do hope you stay safe, clothed, fed and armed.

Black Supremacy rising fast, and ironically they want their own ethnostate within America. Hello?? It's called Africa?! We can't even Europe to ourselves, but 90% of Africa has no white people in it whatsoever. Arabs on the Northern Coast, Whites in South Africa, other than that, go nuts. I hear Ghana's doing pretty good, look, they even have an auto industry now.

However if they don't like that idea, might I suggest they stop bitching? Oh wait, no they won't, because they also think they're jews, muh "lions of judah" and "khazar" crap

To clarify, I'm talking about fringe groups like the Black Hebrew Israelites, or the ridiculed NFAC....the "Not Fucking Around Coalition". Yeah, friendly fire on your own people isn't fucking around, alright :lol: :lol:

"I've owned an AR15 since 1991 and I still don't know how to use it! Damn white people!"

Yeah, because if you think about it, 2017-2019 were relatively calm and the riots stopped, save a few confrontations between Antifa and White Nationalists in California, Oregon, and Virginia, but who said blue states had any order? On the other hand, I don't remember any riots from when Obama was elected then re-elected. At least not on the level where entire cities are burning, and people are being murdered. Just straight up pulled from the crowd and shot. Many of these people didn't have weapons of their own, but now they have Kyle the Kenosha Kid to crucify for defending himself. (Do not abbreviate that nickname...lol)

For you, I would recommend a pistol. A small pistol, such as a .380 ACP to protect yourself. You'll have something to start with, and I'll also suggest brushing up on "The Art of War" by Sun Tzu, as many military generals and militia leaders have seen success from reading and studying its precepts. Shotguns are only good for combat up close, you want something that's able to hit your target from 200-400 meters away. AR15s are common, so is .223 ammunition. If you can't get your hands on an AR, there's loads of alternatives such as the Ruger Mini 14 if your state forbids the sale of AR15 rifles. Anything that's chambered in .223 Remington, or a pistol chambered in either .380ACP or .40 S&W is good. You're gonna want a reloading kit, gunpowder, and primers as .223 shell casings are easy to find at a gun range, or hunting grounds. If you want something larger, a .308 Winchester rifle will do. If you're more of a sniper, get a .30-06 rifle. Those are fun to shoot.

 

[Solar Falcon]

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Exactly, black people in Georgia are now forming some sort of safe haven for other blacks there, watch that turn into something more soon for the worst. Others are screaming fuck America, yes please go to Africa then :lol: At this point, watching people still trying to force the races to mix together like this is like watching a toddler trying to force a sphere into the square block space of their toy—it doesn’t fit lol.

And thanks for gun advice, I’ll look more into it

 

[ShadowTheRaven]

Exactly, black people in Georgia are now forming some sort of safe haven for other blacks there, watch that turn into something more soon for the worst. Others are screaming fuck America, yes please go to Africa then :lol: At this point, watching people still trying to force the races to mix together like this is like watching a toddler trying to force a sphere into the square block space of their toy—it doesn’t fit lol.

And thanks for gun advice, I’ll look more into it

The only good thing that came out of Atlanta or any part of Georgia was the band "Outkast" other than that, would never consider visiting.

The races aren't gonna mix, they'll try and dominate each other. You know, like how human society has worked for thousands of years?

 

[Solar Falcon]

Hey guys. Haven’t posted in what seems like forever. I didn’t leave, quit or renounce anything, although it feels like I did. I started a job that completely drains me, I’m left exhausted and in pain all the time. I’m trying to adjust to this, since I really need the money. But I missed you all, and I desperately need to get back to my yoga and aura cleaning routines. I just have to gather the energy and make time, I have very little until I need to go back to work But I’ll find a way.