I'm not ready yet to meet any of the Gods or Guardian Daemons, I'm afraid I'll accidently call upon unwanted entities or that I won't behave correctly.
If you don't mind, can you maybe tell me which Astrological aspects/combinations are most likely for early deaths? I appreciate your words very much. Thank you.
I probably don't know all the aspect, I just learn each time I make a reading and very high number of possibilities exist. They are related to the 8th house and Pluto/Saturn mainly, but not only. In my case, it was a huge combination of planetary aspects plus the Solar Return that was awful with Saturn straight on my Ascendant and of course negative energy that was around me at the time. A combination of factors.
If I even try to give you some examples, I will further confuse you, giving no help at all.
Your situation seem very heavy, as you are barely desiring the planets will kill your caregivers as you are obviously not in position to cause their death.
This is a strong indicator of a very serious situation, I think. Why don't you try to relate a bit more about that on here? If you want. Maybe we can help in other ways.
What is happening to you? Is your life in danger?
Important : don't be afraid of contacting the Gods! They will always listen to you and they will hear your prayers very clearly.
If you are afraid to misunderstand their answers, that may happen, just ask them for straight help in a blatant way. Believe me, if the Demons want to be heard, you will KNOW this, without error, it's like being flooded by their thoughts, plus their unmistakable energy ... just try!
Try to just ask help for your situation. Maybe, the death of your caregivers is not the final and best solution?
The Gods know that, we can only assume.
When you reach this forum, and the Gods, your will never be alone. Never. Don't forget this.