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I have just performed the Destruction ritual and ever since there is this strange visualization I get every time I either think about my third eye or the ritual itself.
Clarification:When I say visualize I mean just that, I'm not talking about actual astral sight (clairvoyance).
You know when you visualize your 3rd eye glowing brightly, you also visualize your forehead (this is going to sound very strange) but I don't see anything there. When I was cleaning my room and myself after the ritual I started to focus on cleaning my 3rd eye with bright white-gold light and everything was fine till I had a huge-ass hole on my head. In my visualization I could see my brain but my 3rd eye was still glowing (no matter how hard I tried to close it, it just re-opened), and now whenever I think about the ritual or my 3rd eye I see a huge hole there. I went and looked in the mirror but of course everything was normal.
I have this assumption that the enemy might have opened a gateway to my brain in order to attack back at me. I did the ritual without the burning of the paper due to my environment and without help from my guardian Demon, because I still don't know who he/she is.
Its been 3 hours and I decided to ask my brethren because its starting bother me. Any information on past problems like this or answers, suggestions, etc are very welcome.
-Ecatet Magus
Clarification:When I say visualize I mean just that, I'm not talking about actual astral sight (clairvoyance).
You know when you visualize your 3rd eye glowing brightly, you also visualize your forehead (this is going to sound very strange) but I don't see anything there. When I was cleaning my room and myself after the ritual I started to focus on cleaning my 3rd eye with bright white-gold light and everything was fine till I had a huge-ass hole on my head. In my visualization I could see my brain but my 3rd eye was still glowing (no matter how hard I tried to close it, it just re-opened), and now whenever I think about the ritual or my 3rd eye I see a huge hole there. I went and looked in the mirror but of course everything was normal.
I have this assumption that the enemy might have opened a gateway to my brain in order to attack back at me. I did the ritual without the burning of the paper due to my environment and without help from my guardian Demon, because I still don't know who he/she is.
Its been 3 hours and I decided to ask my brethren because its starting bother me. Any information on past problems like this or answers, suggestions, etc are very welcome.
-Ecatet Magus
