rimpytipy2
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Now most of these are before I was a Satanist only one was when I was
a Satanist.
Now before I was a Satanist I always got these weird feeling
something in general was going to happen. AND ALWAYS HAS!
Now a year ago my freshman year in high school I kept saying
something weird is going to happen this week and I kept telling my
friends, but they said it was just a feeling. Yet, on Friday in the
morning the annoucment came on saying a car cough of fire in the
parking lot telling students to get their car out of the area (And I
won $20 in a bet woohoo!).
Then a year before 8th grade I said something weird was going to
happen after school. And as you know it, some random fat kid got
stuck in a cherry tree (I don't know how) and a teacher had to help
him out. I felt bad for him though cause he was picked on for no
reason.
I also get major deja' vu even now but I can never put my finger on
it. I think it was possably a dream I had and forgot (Cause I forget
80% of my dreams execpt for important ones). Normaly when I remeber a
dream most the time it ends up happening sometime later.
I was NEVER wrong about any feelings. Yet I only get these feelings
in general never specific details.
Now I WAS christian before (But I lost faith cause I just got into a
deep depression and never seen resaults.) but ever since Joy of Satan
it helped me change myself around and I accualy see resaults. Slow
but I'm getting somwhere. I'm extremly loyal to truth. And in this
case truth is Satan.
Anyways during the twilight years of my xian life when I was loosing
faith, It was as if I had another side of me yet I never knew what I
was saying. I was cursing myself and had a strange urge to murder
everyone I knew. Now this still happens but is EXTREMLY rare and
meditation gets me out of this state along wiht music. Ever since
Satanism Most my psychological problems have pretty much vanished.
Now about my dream. Okay so the day before my dream I was visualizing
Father's sigil trying to establish communication to him (Cause I
didn't have proper ritual tools). I'm not sure if it worked or not
all I could see in my visualization was a shadowy figure pointing at
some lighten window (That I beleive to be father). Now I can't
remeber everything from the conversation I had with father execpt he
knew I had problem finding out between my own thoughts and thoughs
telepathicatly speaking to me.
So he told me tommorow One of my friends would call and ask to come
over, and they did. So I beleived the conversation as fact.
Now the dream of that night (I went to bed after the connversation)
really frightened me. I can't remeber much about my dream. All I
remeber is it was very threatening. I was at my high school and there
were two people seeming to be possesed by something. I can't remeber
who they where but one said to me, "Your a pethetic worm. We look
down apon you." Then he walked away. Then in the dream another walked
up to me and said, "You will be crusified if you don't obey us".
Right when I woke up that morning I had a feeling I should draw
Beezelbulb's sigil and keep it with me just in case (I don't know why
just a feeling. Yet it hasn't let me down before.) I'm not sure if
this is just me dreaming of random stuff or if this was a threat from
a grey. Any ideas?
a Satanist.
Now before I was a Satanist I always got these weird feeling
something in general was going to happen. AND ALWAYS HAS!
Now a year ago my freshman year in high school I kept saying
something weird is going to happen this week and I kept telling my
friends, but they said it was just a feeling. Yet, on Friday in the
morning the annoucment came on saying a car cough of fire in the
parking lot telling students to get their car out of the area (And I
won $20 in a bet woohoo!).
Then a year before 8th grade I said something weird was going to
happen after school. And as you know it, some random fat kid got
stuck in a cherry tree (I don't know how) and a teacher had to help
him out. I felt bad for him though cause he was picked on for no
reason.
I also get major deja' vu even now but I can never put my finger on
it. I think it was possably a dream I had and forgot (Cause I forget
80% of my dreams execpt for important ones). Normaly when I remeber a
dream most the time it ends up happening sometime later.
I was NEVER wrong about any feelings. Yet I only get these feelings
in general never specific details.
Now I WAS christian before (But I lost faith cause I just got into a
deep depression and never seen resaults.) but ever since Joy of Satan
it helped me change myself around and I accualy see resaults. Slow
but I'm getting somwhere. I'm extremly loyal to truth. And in this
case truth is Satan.
Anyways during the twilight years of my xian life when I was loosing
faith, It was as if I had another side of me yet I never knew what I
was saying. I was cursing myself and had a strange urge to murder
everyone I knew. Now this still happens but is EXTREMLY rare and
meditation gets me out of this state along wiht music. Ever since
Satanism Most my psychological problems have pretty much vanished.
Now about my dream. Okay so the day before my dream I was visualizing
Father's sigil trying to establish communication to him (Cause I
didn't have proper ritual tools). I'm not sure if it worked or not
all I could see in my visualization was a shadowy figure pointing at
some lighten window (That I beleive to be father). Now I can't
remeber everything from the conversation I had with father execpt he
knew I had problem finding out between my own thoughts and thoughs
telepathicatly speaking to me.
So he told me tommorow One of my friends would call and ask to come
over, and they did. So I beleived the conversation as fact.
Now the dream of that night (I went to bed after the connversation)
really frightened me. I can't remeber much about my dream. All I
remeber is it was very threatening. I was at my high school and there
were two people seeming to be possesed by something. I can't remeber
who they where but one said to me, "Your a pethetic worm. We look
down apon you." Then he walked away. Then in the dream another walked
up to me and said, "You will be crusified if you don't obey us".
Right when I woke up that morning I had a feeling I should draw
Beezelbulb's sigil and keep it with me just in case (I don't know why
just a feeling. Yet it hasn't let me down before.) I'm not sure if
this is just me dreaming of random stuff or if this was a threat from
a grey. Any ideas?