Bad time, but I would like to find a solution

[Tethys333]

Hello everyone.
At this time I am not so well because I have a strange feeling.
You know when you feel out of place? Like you are not supposed to be there at that moment? That's what I'm feeling these days: I feel lost, like I'm in the wrong place, I don't feel like talking to anyone, and most of all I wish this feeling would end. I cry a lot these days because after a while my emotions feel the need to come out. I haven't had such moments since before I became a Zevist.
I don't really know what to do but I want to find a solution.
I trust you, I know you will help me and listen to me. I thank you already just for reading my words.

May you all be blessed by the gods!
Hail Zeus!

 

[NinRick]

Hello everyone.
At this time I am not so well because I have a strange feeling.
You know when you feel out of place? Like you are not supposed to be there at that moment? That's what I'm feeling these days: I feel lost, like I'm in the wrong place, I don't feel like talking to anyone, and most of all I wish this feeling would end. I cry a lot these days because after a while my emotions feel the need to come out. I haven't had such moments since before I became a Zevist.
I don't really know what to do but I want to find a solution.
I trust you, I know you will help me and listen to me. I thank you already just for reading my words.

May you all be blessed by the gods!
Hail Zeus!

Have you studied your natal chart indepth?
Try to analyze it in depth, this way you will understand yourself way better.

Some people are very simple, the have everything under control, and know what works for them and what does not.

Then there are people that are highly complex, or are very deep. If you have a chart that shows very strong and contradicting traits and directions, or if you have planets in the 12th house - this is the indicator of a very complex character, and you need to understand yourself better first.

You are still young, so you probably don’t understand yourself very well yet (at least I didn’t back then). Thats why astrology is such a powerful tool.

Look at your Transiting planets and maybe even solar return chart. You can see how cosmic energies are interacting with your life, and adjust if you see something challenging.

Maybe you just need time for yourself - this is also very fine. At times of solitude transformation can occur more easily if you work persistently on it during this time.

And if it’s nothing - eat well, go out for walks, go out for Runs, jump into the cold water and socialize. This should help your mood.

I wish you the best!

Hail Satya!

 

[Kali666]

Hello everyone.
At this time I am not so well because I have a strange feeling.
You know when you feel out of place? Like you are not supposed to be there at that moment? That's what I'm feeling these days: I feel lost, like I'm in the wrong place, I don't feel like talking to anyone, and most of all I wish this feeling would end. I cry a lot these days because after a while my emotions feel the need to come out. I haven't had such moments since before I became a Zevist.
I don't really know what to do but I want to find a solution.
I trust you, I know you will help me and listen to me. I thank you already just for reading my words.

May you all be blessed by the gods!
Hail Zeus!

Greetings.

Sometimes the best thing you can do is nothing at all. In my opinion, that’s true — but only sometimes.

If moments like this happen to you often, it might be worth reflecting on why. But if they occur only occasionally, then I think the best thing you can do is spend some time alone, rest, and try to understand the cause of your emotions.

So, give yourself time. Avoid social interaction for a while if you feel like it. Listen to yourself. And of course, don’t forget about cleansing your aura.

 

[Tryx13]

Hello everyone.
At this time I am not so well because I have a strange feeling.
You know when you feel out of place? Like you are not supposed to be there at that moment? That's what I'm feeling these days: I feel lost, like I'm in the wrong place, I don't feel like talking to anyone, and most of all I wish this feeling would end. I cry a lot these days because after a while my emotions feel the need to come out. I haven't had such moments since before I became a Zevist.
I don't really know what to do but I want to find a solution.
I trust you, I know you will help me and listen to me. I thank you already just for reading my words.

May you all be blessed by the gods!
Hail Zeus!

I agree with what was spoken by NinRick, but I would like to add, when I first found the left hand path I was very dependent on substance and distraction. My most transformative moments have come in solitude yes, but when I avoid consuming and in returning to nature. By consuming I mean things to change your attention span and cheap dopamine …(eg. scrolling social media, looking outwards for validation, watching too much tv or spending extensive periods of time playing video games, pornography etc etc.) as Zevists we aren’t necessarily ones that just fit in anywhere. We are being guided through a world full of andrapods. I mean this not to diminish your company of choice. Personally I struggled very long with seeking others approval consciously and subconsciously. When I finally was able to stop begging for respect and authority and just let it be, everything began to flow organically. I began to actually recognize the person I saw in the mirror. Stay strong during this time and embrace it for an opportunity to become that whoever you wish to be! It is possible with the guidance of the Gods, your Guardian Daemon and support of your fellow members.

 

[Tethys333]

Have you studied your natal chart indepth?
Try to analyze it in depth, this way you will understand yourself way better.

Some people are very simple, the have everything under control, and know what works for them and what does not.

Then there are people that are highly complex, or are very deep. If you have a chart that shows very strong and contradicting traits and directions, or if you have planets in the 12th house - this is the indicator of a very complex character, and you need to understand yourself better first.

You are still young, so you probably don’t understand yourself very well yet (at least I didn’t back then). Thats why astrology is such a powerful tool.

Look at your Transiting planets and maybe even solar return chart. You can see how cosmic energies are interacting with your life, and adjust if you see something challenging.

Maybe you just need time for yourself - this is also very fine. At times of solitude transformation can occur more easily if you work persistently on it during this time.

And if it’s nothing - eat well, go out for walks, go out for Runs, jump into the cold water and socialize. This should help your mood.

I wish you the best!

Hail Satya!

Hello! Thank you first of all for responding.
Yes, I have transits currently that are causing this for me. In general I am a rather complex person but I don't have any planets in the 12th house. I haven't finished reading my birth chart yet but I am well on my way. Thank you very much again.
Hail Satya

 

[Tethys333]

Greetings.

Sometimes the best thing you can do is nothing at all. In my opinion, that’s true — but only sometimes.

If moments like this happen to you often, it might be worth reflecting on why. But if they occur only occasionally, then I think the best thing you can do is spend some time alone, rest, and try to understand the cause of your emotions.

So, give yourself time. Avoid social interaction for a while if you feel like it. Listen to yourself. And of course, don’t forget about cleansing your aura.

You are so right, I agree with you.
The real problem, however, is that I cannot actually implement this.
I study, attend school places, and it is hard for me not to socialize with someone because we are constantly exposed to group work, exams, and projects that make me even more exhausted. Fortunately, everything is over in a month and I will have a long break ahead. But this is really the most difficult period, the final one.
Thank you for reading, understanding and advising me

 

[nema]

Hello everyone.
At this time I am not so well because I have a strange feeling.
You know when you feel out of place? Like you are not supposed to be there at that moment? That's what I'm feeling these days: I feel lost, like I'm in the wrong place, I don't feel like talking to anyone, and most of all I wish this feeling would end. I cry a lot these days because after a while my emotions feel the need to come out. I haven't had such moments since before I became a Zevist.
I don't really know what to do but I want to find a solution.
I trust you, I know you will help me and listen to me. I thank you already just for reading my words.

May you all be blessed by the gods!
Hail Zeus!

My advice is always the same.. do your Guardian Demon Ritual and/or pray to Him/Her. It's the most beautiful thing in life, and It always, always helps.

 

[Tryx13]

My advice is always the same.. do your Guardian Demon Ritual and/or pray to Him/Her. It's the most beautiful thing in life, and It always, always helps.

 

[Tryx13]

My advice is always the same.. do your Guardian Demon Ritual and/or pray to Him/Her. It's the most beautiful thing in life, and It always, always helps.

How do those who don’t know find the ritual for this?

 

[Tethys333]

Thank you all
Heil Zeus

 

[nema]

How do those who don’t know find the ritual for this?

You mean those who don't know who their Guardian is?

 

[Soul Wings]

Just wanted to post regarding, I am not a doctor, and I am not diagnosing anyone, and I am not saying you have anything I am mentioning. But I used to get the feeling like I was an 'alien' or don't belong, it's also known as depersonalisation/derealization, or an 'out of body experience' and can be a symptom of depression and possibly PTSD. It can be your brain's way of taking you out of a situation you don't like (sometimes this can be just living day to day in a jewish society) to protect itself.
RTR can help with the 'dooming' over the jewish society as you are actively doing something about it and your brain is recognising it. Removing curses ritual/aura of protection can also help. It's also okay and good to cry and get the emotions out. Praying directly to Satan if you need to! He is always there for you.
Aromatherapy can help by holding essential oil under your nose to wake you out of the out of body state. You can also burn incense.
Going for walks/excercising to release endorphins. Eating healthier can help too.

 

[Tethys333]

Just wanted to post regarding, I am not a doctor, and I am not diagnosing anyone, and I am not saying you have anything I am mentioning. But I used to get the feeling like I was an 'alien' or don't belong, it's also known as depersonalisation/derealization, or an 'out of body experience' and can be a symptom of depression and possibly PTSD. It can be your brain's way of taking you out of a situation you don't like (sometimes this can be just living day to day in a jewish society) to protect itself.
RTR can help with the 'dooming' over the jewish society as you are actively doing something about it and your brain is recognising it. Removing curses ritual/aura of protection can also help. It's also okay and good to cry and get the emotions out. Praying directly to Satan if you need to! He is always there for you.
Aromatherapy can help by holding essential oil under your nose to wake you out of the out of body state. You can also burn incense.
Going for walks/excercising to release endorphins. Eating healthier can help too.

Hi!!! Thank you so much for your response. Actually I have to be honest, everything is better now. I feel that what I wish for is coming, I have had the full support of my Demon Guardian these past few days and I can only thank him for everything. I will definitely provide with the final RtRs because I feel bad energies around me.

 

[Tryx13]

You mean those who don't know who their Guardian is?

Correct

 

[nema]

Just wanted to post regarding, I am not a doctor, and I am not diagnosing anyone, and I am not saying you have anything I am mentioning. But I used to get the feeling like I was an 'alien' or don't belong, it's also known as depersonalisation/derealization, or an 'out of body experience' and can be a symptom of depression and possibly PTSD. It can be your brain's way of taking you out of a situation you don't like (sometimes this can be just living day to day in a jewish society) to protect itself.
RTR can help with the 'dooming' over the jewish society as you are actively doing something about it and your brain is recognising it. Removing curses ritual/aura of protection can also help. It's also okay and good to cry and get the emotions out. Praying directly to Satan if you need to! He is always there for you.
Aromatherapy can help by holding essential oil under your nose to wake you out of the out of body state. You can also burn incense.
Going for walks/excercising to release endorphins. Eating healthier can help too.

Derealization is pretty bad and I think i'm going through it right now. Going better than months ago but it still feel so weird.. did you overcome it?

 

[nema]

Correct

You still can do Zeus/Baalzebul's Ritual of you want to. When i was new, i asked Him who my Guardian Demon was and He told me.

 

[Soul Wings]

Derealization is pretty bad and I think i'm going through it right now. Going better than months ago but it still feel so weird.. did you overcome it?

Yeah, it actually was partially coming from a bit of body dysmorphia as well, due to, unfortunately, highly inappropriate interactions with other people I couldn't control. I also had physical things wrong as a result, which I've already seen doctors about and thankfully is getting better. Shit really fucked me and my body image up mentally though.
I definitely think RTR helped me overcome a LOT of depression - before I was doing it or even looking at Satanism I was athiest and quite literally doing nothing but dooming - RTR is quite literally doing something about this fucked up world everybody is depressed about.

Doing things that are grounding should help with the 'floating away', such as (for me) drinking tea (chamomile can help with sleep issues as well), drinking icy water, deep breaths (you can try alternate nostril breathing, other breathing methods from JoS), meditating (again, Satanic meditations > anything else), nice smells (even if it is just your deodorant/perfume/essential oils/incense, whatever one can afford), listening to music, sitting in a very dark room, holding grounding objects (for me this can be teddies or even my cat, lol), journalling, professional therapy (if you can afford it), lighting candles, baths/showers, dancing while no one is looking, massaging oils to reconnect with your own body.

 

[Epiphany]

Hello everyone.
At this time I am not so well because I have a strange feeling.
You know when you feel out of place? Like you are not supposed to be there at that moment? That's what I'm feeling these days: I feel lost, like I'm in the wrong place, I don't feel like talking to anyone, and most of all I wish this feeling would end. I cry a lot these days because after a while my emotions feel the need to come out. I haven't had such moments since before I became a Zevist.
I don't really know what to do but I want to find a solution.
I trust you, I know you will help me and listen to me. I thank you already just for reading my words.

May you all be blessed by the gods!
Hail Zeus!

Yes, only it wasn't momentary, been that way my whole life. The way out is through the self.

 

[nema]

Yeah, it actually was partially coming from a bit of body dysmorphia as well, due to, unfortunately, highly inappropriate interactions with other people I couldn't control. I also had physical things wrong as a result, which I've already seen doctors about and thankfully is getting better. Shit really fucked me and my body image up mentally though.
I definitely think RTR helped me overcome a LOT of depression - before I was doing it or even looking at Satanism I was athiest and quite literally doing nothing but dooming - RTR is quite literally doing something about this fucked up world everybody is depressed about.

Doing things that are grounding should help with the 'floating away', such as (for me) drinking tea (chamomile can help with sleep issues as well), drinking icy water, deep breaths (you can try alternate nostril breathing, other breathing methods from JoS), meditating (again, Satanic meditations > anything else), nice smells (even if it is just your deodorant/perfume/essential oils/incense, whatever one can afford), listening to music, sitting in a very dark room, holding grounding objects (for me this can be teddies or even my cat, lol), journalling, professional therapy (if you can afford it), lighting candles, baths/showers, dancing while no one is looking, massaging oils to reconnect with your own body.

You know, until not many months ago i had no idea of the importance of taking care of our body. I realized that the jews promote impossible ideas of physical beauty to make us dislike our own body, wich messes with the health of our solar chakra, fucking up the whole Energy system. We should know and accept our body every inch.. thanks for the solid advice! I'm already trying some of that.

 

[HadesWithin666]

Yes, only it wasn't momentary, been that way my whole life. The way out is through the self.

I want to add to this without refering to just one individual including my own self here.

It is You/Me who decide what is going on.

Although , regardless of anything else, Us , as Zevists we're trying to reach towards the highest englihtment which comes following prosperity.

In regards to the past , myself , at least for now, I belive that I am "crazy" enough to probbaly keep and hold onto some "things" whithin myself for God's know how long, point is we need to strive fowards whatever it is , whatever it takes.

Many want an imortality of life and time but time in itself , teaches us many things, shape us samd.