Art and craft struggle.

[SeerOfSS]

If the first one went through I will delete the second one.
Sorry.

I will adjust though my words here.

I notice I been struggling a lot with the art world, I know my chart for most of it and understand it for most. However I seem to be struggling with my career path.

Part of it is art, I'm not sure why.
I think part of it is I painted a lot and I just give a few and more away. No returns as an not able to sell any.

I know the other thing is when I started painting and focusing more I notice I am having a hard time visualization and day dreaming. Both I used to be very good at it but not anymore.

When I paint or draw I get emotions like whats the point. Will go no where and why would I want to hang them on my own wall too?
Of course there is some that I do like but not all of them.

I feel like the more I do the more I want nothing to do with it.

These are internal feelings not thoughts in the begining.

I also feel like I need to be better so thats a plus the push on it. Though I noticed it back fires too.

 

[MiniMe3388]

If the first one went through I will delete the second one.
Sorry.

I will adjust though my words here.

I notice I been struggling a lot with the art world, I know my chart for most of it and understand it for most. However I seem to be struggling with my career path.

Part of it is art, I'm not sure why.
I think part of it is I painted a lot and I just give a few and more away. No returns as an not able to sell any.

I know the other thing is when I started painting and focusing more I notice I am having a hard time visualization and day dreaming. Both I used to be very good at it but not anymore.

When I paint or draw I get emotions like whats the point. Will go no where and why would I want to hang them on my own wall too?
Of course there is some that I do like but not all of them.

I feel like the more I do the more I want nothing to do with it.

These are internal feelings not thoughts in the begining.

I also feel like I need to be better so thats a plus the push on it. Though I noticed it back fires too.

I see you have considerations like a true artist :lol: Do what you love. Do you like to paint? Paint. Train your visualization. Pick a picture and look at it and try to remember as many details as possible and then close your eyes. Try to visualize it. This should help you visualize better.

 

[SeerOfSS]

If the first one went through I will delete the second one.
Sorry.

I will adjust though my words here.

I notice I been struggling a lot with the art world, I know my chart for most of it and understand it for most. However I seem to be struggling with my career path.

Part of it is art, I'm not sure why.
I think part of it is I painted a lot and I just give a few and more away. No returns as an not able to sell any.

I know the other thing is when I started painting and focusing more I notice I am having a hard time visualization and day dreaming. Both I used to be very good at it but not anymore.

When I paint or draw I get emotions like whats the point. Will go no where and why would I want to hang them on my own wall too?
Of course there is some that I do like but not all of them.

I feel like the more I do the more I want nothing to do with it.

These are internal feelings not thoughts in the begining.

I also feel like I need to be better so thats a plus the push on it. Though I noticed it back fires too.

I see you have considerations like a true artist :lol: Do what you love. Do you like to paint? Paint. Train your visualization. Pick a picture and look at it and try to remember as many details as possible and then close your eyes. Try to visualize it. This should help you visualize better.

Understand, though I didnt have this issue before. Its like I'm out of balance...