I recommend you do the banishing ritual on the JoS, and continue doing it for about 40 days using the Algiz rune also. Make sure to ask Satan for protection, and maybe build your aura of protection up 3 times a day. Most of all try to clear you head with void meditation, and remember that the Gods are on your side. This is a updated version of the banishing ritual using the VINASA mantra
Banishing Ritual
On Saturday, March 21, 2015 3:49 PM, "descipleofthegods13@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
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I was talking to both of you(sorry bout that

). I was relating my story to you Fake Name, and asking for general advice from Yog Sothoth.
Still waiting on the answer as to whether I should banish them or not I mean, if I can just use runes, and aura program my aura through AOP and use the SURYAE I'll do that. My time ran out this month, I'll have to wait until next month :/ It is what it is. I mean, I got hit with a void of course moon on the first saturday

but whatever.
I might also add, that in a way @ Fake Name, I was drugged but in a different way. These fuckers conduced a non thinking state where I just lived in sensuality and extreme selfishness and not think wait for it........ .... just like the jews do, which I am now figuring due to thinking about it over the past week. Not that there's anything wrong with sensuality, but an overdose is not good.
I basically didn't give a shit about xianity when I was a teen. In fact, almost my entire family didn't bother with it after moving from our residence when I was a kid. At the same time, I didn't really think about it either. I was basically an atheist without realizing it.
When we moved to our current residence(gags this is the one with the xian infested morons live and I hate them all) that's when my grandma who I now hate, started influencing the presence of xianity back. I didn't really bother, but she got my mom, which I won't forgive her for. She was far happier minus the xianity, but isn't everyone? I notice it every time she goes off to the jewish slaughter house which seems to be rarer these days which is good. Something definitely changes
I know she has been a Satanist somewhere along the line. I only went due to previous programming when I was a kid, and that I got duped into relinquishing my rights through a helluvalot of psychic harassement from these bastards and deception and cutting off my ability to enjoy anything at that time the idea of returning to xianity was introduced subtly into my mind without me noticing, who were in my life up close and personal at that point. I would've naturally never bothered any way.
Now truly realizing what xianity is, I want it destroyed with the utmost extreme prejudice. It's a long story and I'm only able to recount parts of it due to an extremely crappy memory, which is typically hazy when trying to remember things. So, I've never been beaten up, but I have had the enemy play on my fears through people while growing up, and general harassement verbally which hurt a lot, and started the point of me realizing most people are full of shit. It also convinced me that I was a useless piece of shit that deserved no happiness, and was basically a totally worthless waste of space.
I have an extraodinarily high IQ in the 140's. But, I never knew it due to all of the bullshit/harassement I have went through. So, it's likely I would have realized the same thing as you at an early age. It's funny what lengths the enemy will go to to get someone to commit suicide, or just rot with a meaningless life if you live.
Since coming to Father Satan as I said previously, things have improved immensely, but I still have a lot of psychological waste to wade through. I used the analogy of wading through a sewer of shit before I get to the stairs to get out of it. I had problems before, but I was still a pretty functional person, hell, I even had a decent job at the time when I was 18. But, after I lost that job, the up close and personal bit began.
I look forward to getting past this shit, and moving on.
HAIL SATAN!!
SAY IT LOUD AND PROUD!!