Everyday Father Satan is on my mind. So is Astaroth. From time to time other demons come into my mind and maybe stay for a couple days or so. About a week ago, the name Andras came to my mind. I had no idea who this was or what it meant. I think it was the next day I was reading something (can't remember where) and saw the name. So then I decided to look on the JoS. There I saw he is one of the demons so now it made sense.
Yesterday morning while getting dressed in the morning I heard something bump against the house and looked out the window. There was a bird on the tree limb so I started talking to it. You know that cutesy stuff you talk to dogs. I said, "Hey there birdie, good morning". I noticed he looked different to me so I said, " Turn around so I can see your pretty feathers". AND HE DID!!!! I was like WTF!!! I was laughing so hard, I couldn't believe it. His feathers were black and white striped. After I stopped laughing it occurred to me that I'd just read something about black and striped. So I went back to the JoS and there it was - HP Maxine's description of Andras.
You can fit everything I know about birds on a toothpick. I know birds fly and, um, let's see. Oh yeah, birds fly.
Then I started wondering if this is a sign from him. I'm so afraid of being gullible and trying to decide between the two camps as to whether there are coincidences or not. Andras has remained in my thoughts. I started to wonder if he is my GD.
Unlike, many newbies I was never in a rush to find out who my GD is. I trusted that when the time was right he or she would come to me and I would know. Besides that, not being astrally open I didn't see the point in obsessing about it. I just focused all my attention on Father Satan and meditation. I've started to have experiences of starting to open astrally but they are here and there. Again, I'm not obsessed about it. I know with consistent work it will come.
Just wanted to share this with the family and welcome any thoughts.
HAIL SATAN!
Yesterday morning while getting dressed in the morning I heard something bump against the house and looked out the window. There was a bird on the tree limb so I started talking to it. You know that cutesy stuff you talk to dogs. I said, "Hey there birdie, good morning". I noticed he looked different to me so I said, " Turn around so I can see your pretty feathers". AND HE DID!!!! I was like WTF!!! I was laughing so hard, I couldn't believe it. His feathers were black and white striped. After I stopped laughing it occurred to me that I'd just read something about black and striped. So I went back to the JoS and there it was - HP Maxine's description of Andras.
You can fit everything I know about birds on a toothpick. I know birds fly and, um, let's see. Oh yeah, birds fly.
Then I started wondering if this is a sign from him. I'm so afraid of being gullible and trying to decide between the two camps as to whether there are coincidences or not. Andras has remained in my thoughts. I started to wonder if he is my GD.
Unlike, many newbies I was never in a rush to find out who my GD is. I trusted that when the time was right he or she would come to me and I would know. Besides that, not being astrally open I didn't see the point in obsessing about it. I just focused all my attention on Father Satan and meditation. I've started to have experiences of starting to open astrally but they are here and there. Again, I'm not obsessed about it. I know with consistent work it will come.
Just wanted to share this with the family and welcome any thoughts.
HAIL SATAN!