Stupid question but, ever since I was a little girl sent to church and given constant rosaries, I've mocked religion. I asked disturbing questions in church. I mocked the choir crowd. I told the pastor I worshiped Satan. On ash wednesday when he rubbed ashes on my forehead they actually burned. I felt no connection with God and till this day I don't, I've tried EVERY religion and felt just...emptiness. When I was around 12 I became a wiccan but soon tired of it, and last year I discovered Satanism and found a strong connection but I was scared seeing as I was raised catholic so I kinda quit (i didn't do a ritual or anything) Am I destined to become a Satanist or is Father calling me...?
I'm a bit new to this.
I'm a bit new to this.