About me and Satan

[Shivainfinite]

Hello, I'm having problems with meditation recently, laziness and sluggishness of absurd levels and I keep blaming myself and thinking that Satan doesn't like me so I booked a runic job for the 25th for this problem, could someone help me ?

 

[Siatris Ioholo]

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Laziness and lack of motivation are strongly influenced by the Sun chakra, so you should use the Sowilo rune. Nauthiz, Ansuz or Uruz can also be used. For a beginner, 40 repetitions or 80 repetitions would be good enough. Continue this for at least 40 days.

As an addition, try fire breathing. On Ostara you could also do a square of the Sun, while on March 1 that of Mars.

 

[Korpi]

could someone help me ?

Blitzkreig [JG] has talked about this in detail.
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=66447&p=319452&#p319452
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=327648#p327648

In regards to both depression and laziness, which are strongly influenced by the solar chakra, you should use the Sowilo rune. For example, you can start working on the February full moon, which is in Leo.

For example: "This energy of Sowilo has permanently increased my ability to spiritually advance
as fast as possible, and in the best way for me." x10

-This is broad, yet focused on your advancement as well. It should clear any physical or mental issues pertaining to solar energy that would otherwise prevent you from being able to do your advancement routine.

The number of Sowilo (or Munka) you should use is based on what you can handle. For a beginner, 40x or 80x would be decent enough. Continue this for at least 40, but 80 days would be better.

One exercise that can be used as a substitute for this would be the breath of fire pranayama, which increases the fire element and stimulates the solar chakra. This can give you an immediate sense of energy and drive while you are waiting for more permanent solutions to manifest.

Dates and times

For Nauthiz, start on a Capricorn or other earth sign moon, on a waxing moon, on Saturday if possible, and during the hour of Saturn. Capricorn moons will be waning for some time, until July, so the next Taurus moons will work for this. For me, this would be March 6th.

For Sowilo, start on a Leo or other fire sign moon, on a waxing moon, on Sunday if possible, during the hour of the Sun. Aries, Tuesday, and the hour of Mars can also work, but I prefer the Sun since it is more lasting. On about March 13th, the Sun will be in Leo on Sunday, which would be a good time for this.

As far as how many days you should continue, you should do as much as you need until you are satisfied. This may take 40, 80, or 120 days. Since you are working on your productivity, however, this should be fine because it will make it easier for you to manage everything else, over time.

 

[Blitzkreig [TG]]

Hello, I'm having problems with meditation recently, laziness and sluggishness of absurd levels and I keep blaming myself and thinking that Satan doesn't like me so I booked a runic job for the 25th for this problem, could someone help me ?

Your natal chart probably shows afflicted sun or mars placements, weak Saturn, etc. These sorts of things are not your fault. The 25th has a waning moon, but ideally, you want a waxing moon. Please read this post that I made on productivity:
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=327648#p327648

Satan understands our problems. We have been cut off from working on our souls for thousands of years, so you can't take these sorts of things personally. HPHC has said that Satan told him directly to know that everyone starts here at JOS with different levels and abilities.

Instead of feeling bad, ask Satan to give you guidance on improving. He knows your situation better than me or anyone else here.

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Besides a larger working, you can use ether to balance yourself, boosting your fire. You should also do the breath of fire, Tibetan 5 Rites, cardio exercise, Kundalini Yoga, etc as all of these boost your fire.

To boost your power when you have difficulty meditating, you should focus heavily on yoga and deep cleaning. Yoga does not require nearly as much willpower as meditation, and deep cleaning (such as with Visuddhi), can be done inconsistently and still yield solid increases in power.

You can also use short-term workings, such as chanting Sowilo while lying in bed, then affirming it has now positively incited you to finish your meditation routine for the day. Lastly, if you are struggling with distractions like video games, putting a software blocker on your devices can free you from them, allowing your brain to not feel so bored by everything else.

Lastly, besides doing runic workings for boosting productivity, you can also use workings with Ansuz or Munka to remove any negative karma from bad placements that hamper your productivity, such as Neptune aspecting the Sun.

 

[mustufe]

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Laziness and lack of motivation are strongly influenced by the Sun chakra, so you should use the Sowilo rune. Nauthiz, Ansuz or Uruz can also be used. For a beginner, 40 repetitions or 80 repetitions would be good enough. Continue this for at least 40 days.

As an addition, try fire breathing. On Ostara you could also do a square of the Sun, while on March 1 that of Mars.

 

[xlnt]

Hello, I'm having problems with meditation recently, laziness and sluggishness of absurd levels and I keep blaming myself and thinking that Satan doesn't like me so I booked a runic job for the 25th for this problem, could someone help me ?

I struggle with this too. It's important with routines for meditation and to keep it up like with all types of exercise. Soundwaves helps me initially to calm down as well as breath of fire and breathing deeply and slowly through the left nostril.