About awakening, and the loss of the Old

[Devilinside]

What can be done about the fear of the loss of old happiness? The ways upon which we gained pleasure via unhealthy Satya like ways? A fear about becoming a cosmic snake of mine is I can't comprehend life without these things because the happiness is fleeting when the weight of things is even slightly known. As a child it can break you seeing the truth of the fallen when the risen brings joy but none seek it, and in this how do I struggle gloriously as might the vanguard of our spirituality approve of?

I know that many things should be only installed by the Gods in the path but I feel more and more the connection is in that Zeus made others because he wanted for more and there is nothing wrong in that. We are Zevist's because the Golden Path is only so large for so long in the width it is. I am unsure should I have enough Satya to garner it anytime soon but my want for better is also met with the darkness, and in that I fear. Not just for old pain but because the idea of finding Joy in that which is hard is because is trauma relief being needed: a sad truth for many and the cause of a great deal of those above being made at those below.

Yet what can be done about acceptance of this loss not in the ways of which a God might approve of but you as other Zevist, what is good enough for you? I ask so that I might learn and correct.