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This is something that happened to me when I was a kid.

I went to this kinder-garden as a kid; there, I met my current Best Friend whom I love and respect so much. I also met there a girl. This girl, is my soul-mate. We were so young, yet so in-love. Many have wondered; how could such a young person understand love? This is a typical Right-Hand-Path question since most of them do not even know what love is. Back to the story. We had many great times together and experiences. I remember we used to play what we called "husband and wife". We pretended that we were married and we discussed our day. Yes, so young but already that intelligent. Clearly we are meant to be for each-other. My parents did not like my soul-mate; they kept saying she is this and that (another thing that a typical Right-Hand-Path person would do). Same thing with my soul-mate's parents.

On one day, my soul-mate had to leave. I do not remember why and when I asked my parents they obviously said some bullshit that I do not believe. From the day she left, I never saw her again. Writing this saddens me.

I tried to do sort-of like a past-life regression but I had no luck. It is as if the pain was so massive that my brain blocked it out for my own good. I do want to know what happened by quite a-lot. Asking Enki or my Guardian Demoness to reveal this to me won't help. I am not astrally opened enough plus I always forget my dreams. I am certain I had sex with my soul-mate in my dreams billions of times but I cannot remember it.

I am 100% certain that my soul-mate is now a Spiritual Satanist. My soul-mate is my mirror image. This is not based on assumptions. This is based on facts.

My soul-mate; I know you are out there somewhere. Please know, I miss you So So much!

P.S. Please do not bother trying to impersonate my soul-mate for your own gains. This won't work, I can tell right away.

Hail Enki! - Hail Agares! - Hail My Mighty Cobra!
 
<td val[/IMG]Wow awesome story.Please keep us posted hen you find one enother.I for one would love to hear a great ending to it.


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From: my_soul_is_with_satan <my_soul_is_with_satan@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] A sad story.
Sent: Thu, May 24, 2012 6:57:52 PM

<td val[/IMG]   This is something that happened to me when I was a kid.

I went to this kinder-garden as a kid; there, I met my current Best Friend whom I love and respect so much. I also met there a girl. This girl, is my soul-mate. We were so young, yet so in-love. Many have wondered; how could such a young person understand love? This is a typical Right-Hand-Path question since most of them do not even know what love is. Back to the story. We had many great times together and experiences. I remember we used to play what we called "husband and wife". We pretended that we were married and we discussed our day. Yes, so young but already that intelligent. Clearly we are meant to be for each-other. My parents did not like my soul-mate; they kept saying she is this and that (another thing that a typical Right-Hand-Path person would do). Same thing with my soul-mate's parents.

On one day, my soul-mate had to leave. I do not remember why and when I asked my parents they obviously said some bullshit that I do not believe. From the day she left, I never saw her again. Writing this saddens me.

I tried to do sort-of like a past-life regression but I had no luck. It is as if the pain was so massive that my brain blocked it out for my own good. I do want to know what happened by quite a-lot. Asking Enki or my Guardian Demoness to reveal this to me won't help. I am not astrally opened enough plus I always forget my dreams. I am certain I had sex with my soul-mate in my dreams billions of times but I cannot remember it.

I am 100% certain that my soul-mate is now a Spiritual Satanist. My soul-mate is my mirror image. This is not based on assumptions. This is based on facts.

My soul-mate; I know you are out there somewhere. Please know, I miss you So So much!

P.S. Please do not bother trying to impersonate my soul-mate for your own gains. This won't work, I can tell right away.

Hail Enki! - Hail Agares! - Hail My Mighty Cobra!

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I am sorry that this happened to you, and i really hope that you do find her.

I similarly met someone as a child who i still love, but he moved away when i was little. Unfortunately i know that i will most likely never see him again, and i have decided to live my life normally and move on.

I wish you the best of luck, but don't be afraid to move on until you are able to find her. If you wait too long, you may regret it.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "my_soul_is_with_satan" <my_soul_is_with_satan@... wrote:

This is something that happened to me when I was a kid.

I went to this kinder-garden as a kid; there, I met my current Best Friend whom I love and respect so much. I also met there a girl. This girl, is my soul-mate. We were so young, yet so in-love. Many have wondered; how could such a young person understand love? This is a typical Right-Hand-Path question since most of them do not even know what love is. Back to the story. We had many great times together and experiences. I remember we used to play what we called "husband and wife". We pretended that we were married and we discussed our day. Yes, so young but already that intelligent. Clearly we are meant to be for each-other. My parents did not like my soul-mate; they kept saying she is this and that (another thing that a typical Right-Hand-Path person would do). Same thing with my soul-mate's parents.

On one day, my soul-mate had to leave. I do not remember why and when I asked my parents they obviously said some bullshit that I do not believe. From the day she left, I never saw her again. Writing this saddens me.

I tried to do sort-of like a past-life regression but I had no luck. It is as if the pain was so massive that my brain blocked it out for my own good. I do want to know what happened by quite a-lot. Asking Enki or my Guardian Demoness to reveal this to me won't help. I am not astrally opened enough plus I always forget my dreams. I am certain I had sex with my soul-mate in my dreams billions of times but I cannot remember it.

I am 100% certain that my soul-mate is now a Spiritual Satanist. My soul-mate is my mirror image. This is not based on assumptions. This is based on facts.

My soul-mate; I know you are out there somewhere. Please know, I miss you So So much!

P.S. Please do not bother trying to impersonate my soul-mate for your own gains. This won't work, I can tell right away.

Hail Enki! - Hail Agares! - Hail My Mighty Cobra!
 
..Hail Satan!! Something in a past life may truly be the cause, keep working on the regression--as you say it feels like
something is blocking you-- here is an excellent working--
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoyofSata ... sage/40921
Also, do simple affirmations such as "Any and all obstacles preventing me from finding/being with {name of person} are being destroyed and completely dissolved."

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "my_soul_is_with_satan" <my_soul_is_with_satan@... wrote:

This is something that happened to me when I was a kid.

I went to this kinder-garden as a kid; there, I met my current Best Friend whom I love and respect so much. I also met there a girl. This girl, is my soul-mate. We were so young, yet so in-love. Many have wondered; how could such a young person understand love? This is a typical Right-Hand-Path question since most of them do not even know what love is. Back to the story. We had many great times together and experiences. I remember we used to play what we called "husband and wife". We pretended that we were married and we discussed our day. Yes, so young but already that intelligent. Clearly we are meant to be for each-other. My parents did not like my soul-mate; they kept saying she is this and that (another thing that a typical Right-Hand-Path person would do). Same thing with my soul-mate's parents.

On one day, my soul-mate had to leave. I do not remember why and when I asked my parents they obviously said some bullshit that I do not believe. From the day she left, I never saw her again. Writing this saddens me.

I tried to do sort-of like a past-life regression but I had no luck. It is as if the pain was so massive that my brain blocked it out for my own good. I do want to know what happened by quite a-lot. Asking Enki or my Guardian Demoness to reveal this to me won't help. I am not astrally opened enough plus I always forget my dreams. I am certain I had sex with my soul-mate in my dreams billions of times but I cannot remember it.

I am 100% certain that my soul-mate is now a Spiritual Satanist. My soul-mate is my mirror image. This is not based on assumptions. This is based on facts.

My soul-mate; I know you are out there somewhere. Please know, I miss you So So much!

P.S. Please do not bother trying to impersonate my soul-mate for your own gains. This won't work, I can tell right away.

Hail Enki! - Hail Agares! - Hail My Mighty Cobra!
 
What a touching story u have there. but dnt wait 4r too long. pls try n move on cz Enki is with u always.
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On Thu, May 24, 2012 6:53 PM PDT kiwimonster12 wrote:

I am sorry that this happened to you, and i really hope that you do find her.

I similarly met someone as a child who i still love, but he moved away when i was little. Unfortunately i know that i will most likely never see him again, and i have decided to live my life normally and move on.

I wish you the best of luck, but don't be afraid to move on until you are able to find her. If you wait too long, you may regret it.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "my_soul_is_with_satan" <my_soul_is_with_satan@... wrote:

This is something that happened to me when I was a kid.

I went to this kinder-garden as a kid; there, I met my current Best Friend whom I love and respect so much. I also met there a girl. This girl, is my soul-mate. We were so young, yet so in-love. Many have wondered; how could such a young person understand love? This is a typical Right-Hand-Path question since most of them do not even know what love is. Back to the story. We had many great times together and experiences. I remember we used to play what we called "husband and wife". We pretended that we were married and we discussed our day. Yes, so young but already that intelligent. Clearly we are meant to be for each-other. My parents did not like my soul-mate; they kept saying she is this and that (another thing that a typical Right-Hand-Path person would do). Same thing with my soul-mate's parents.

On one day, my soul-mate had to leave. I do not remember why and when I asked my parents they obviously said some bullshit that I do not believe. From the day she left, I never saw her again. Writing this saddens me.

I tried to do sort-of like a past-life regression but I had no luck. It is as if the pain was so massive that my brain blocked it out for my own good. I do want to know what happened by quite a-lot. Asking Enki or my Guardian Demoness to reveal this to me won't help. I am not astrally opened enough plus I always forget my dreams. I am certain I had sex with my soul-mate in my dreams billions of times but I cannot remember it.

I am 100% certain that my soul-mate is now a Spiritual Satanist. My soul-mate is my mirror image. This is not based on assumptions. This is based on facts.

My soul-mate; I know you are out there somewhere. Please know, I miss you So So much!

P.S. Please do not bother trying to impersonate my soul-mate for your own gains. This won't work, I can tell right away.

Hail Enki! - Hail Agares! - Hail My Mighty Cobra!
 
Sadly, I do not remember her name. My parents gave me a name. It feels close but it's not it. I am always going to wait for Her. What I mean by that is that I am going to advance to the point where I hear and see Demons. After that, I am going to ask them where she is. Constantly worrying where she might be is not the solution (obviously). Soon enough, the Truth shall be revealed.

Hail Enki! - Hail Agares! - Hail My Mighty Cobra!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackkat_411" <egret23@... wrote:

..Hail Satan!! Something in a past life may truly be the cause, keep working on the regression--as you say it feels like
something is blocking you-- here is an excellent working--
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoyofSata ... sage/40921
Also, do simple affirmations such as "Any and all obstacles preventing me from finding/being with {name of person} are being destroyed and completely dissolved."

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "my_soul_is_with_satan" <my_soul_is_with_satan@ wrote:

This is something that happened to me when I was a kid.

I went to this kinder-garden as a kid; there, I met my current Best Friend whom I love and respect so much. I also met there a girl. This girl, is my soul-mate. We were so young, yet so in-love. Many have wondered; how could such a young person understand love? This is a typical Right-Hand-Path question since most of them do not even know what love is. Back to the story. We had many great times together and experiences. I remember we used to play what we called "husband and wife". We pretended that we were married and we discussed our day. Yes, so young but already that intelligent. Clearly we are meant to be for each-other. My parents did not like my soul-mate; they kept saying she is this and that (another thing that a typical Right-Hand-Path person would do). Same thing with my soul-mate's parents.

On one day, my soul-mate had to leave. I do not remember why and when I asked my parents they obviously said some bullshit that I do not believe. From the day she left, I never saw her again. Writing this saddens me.

I tried to do sort-of like a past-life regression but I had no luck. It is as if the pain was so massive that my brain blocked it out for my own good. I do want to know what happened by quite a-lot. Asking Enki or my Guardian Demoness to reveal this to me won't help. I am not astrally opened enough plus I always forget my dreams. I am certain I had sex with my soul-mate in my dreams billions of times but I cannot remember it.

I am 100% certain that my soul-mate is now a Spiritual Satanist. My soul-mate is my mirror image. This is not based on assumptions. This is based on facts.

My soul-mate; I know you are out there somewhere. Please know, I miss you So So much!

P.S. Please do not bother trying to impersonate my soul-mate for your own gains. This won't work, I can tell right away.

Hail Enki! - Hail Agares! - Hail My Mighty Cobra!
 
try looking her up on facebook. I found a German friend that I had hurt very badly when I was 12 due to a jew using me to play a trick on him, I was already losing my identity due to xianism at that point and it changed my life. I found him but he is so very xian I thought it best to not contack him... but you never know maybe you will find your soulmate again.. and about xians disrespecting children I was more mature and in tune when I was 7 than I was in the 1990's when I was in my forties, but since I was treated like a baby it took years to get over and grow on my own. Xianism sucks !! I hope you reconnect and that the timing is right.
~Ave Haures~

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "my_soul_is_with_satan" <my_soul_is_with_satan@... wrote:

This is something that happened to me when I was a kid.

I went to this kinder-garden as a kid; there, I met my current Best Friend whom I love and respect so much. I also met there a girl. This girl, is my soul-mate. We were so young, yet so in-love. Many have wondered; how could such a young person understand love? This is a typical Right-Hand-Path question since most of them do not even know what love is. Back to the story. We had many great times together and experiences. I remember we used to play what we called "husband and wife". We pretended that we were married and we discussed our day. Yes, so young but already that intelligent. Clearly we are meant to be for each-other. My parents did not like my soul-mate; they kept saying she is this and that (another thing that a typical Right-Hand-Path person would do). Same thing with my soul-mate's parents.

On one day, my soul-mate had to leave. I do not remember why and when I asked my parents they obviously said some bullshit that I do not believe. From the day she left, I never saw her again. Writing this saddens me.

I tried to do sort-of like a past-life regression but I had no luck. It is as if the pain was so massive that my brain blocked it out for my own good. I do want to know what happened by quite a-lot. Asking Enki or my Guardian Demoness to reveal this to me won't help. I am not astrally opened enough plus I always forget my dreams. I am certain I had sex with my soul-mate in my dreams billions of times but I cannot remember it.

I am 100% certain that my soul-mate is now a Spiritual Satanist. My soul-mate is my mirror image. This is not based on assumptions. This is based on facts.

My soul-mate; I know you are out there somewhere. Please know, I miss you So So much!

P.S. Please do not bother trying to impersonate my soul-mate for your own gains. This won't work, I can tell right away.

Hail Enki! - Hail Agares! - Hail My Mighty Cobra!
 
I know this is from a little while ago, but not having been on the group recently, I just felt I had to respond to this.

I sincerely hope you find her, because you reminded me of a similar incident when I was younger.

I had a male friend that we used to play that way with each other as well and I would always tease him about wanting a divorce.

The last time I saw him was in a motorcycle shop many, many years ago right before I went away to a boarding school.

Our friendship was in middle school though.

Oh to be young again!

Thanks for the fond memories your story generated and I truly hope you find her. Commitment like that is rare.

If you remember her name, you could try to google it, even if her name has changed, there is enough court information made public now that you may be able to track her down.

Good luck.


Hail Satan always!!!
Hail Agares always!!!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "my_soul_is_with_satan" <my_soul_is_with_satan@... wrote:

This is something that happened to me when I was a kid.

I went to this kinder-garden as a kid; there, I met my current Best Friend whom I love and respect so much. I also met there a girl. This girl, is my soul-mate. We were so young, yet so in-love. Many have wondered; how could such a young person understand love? This is a typical Right-Hand-Path question since most of them do not even know what love is. Back to the story. We had many great times together and experiences. I remember we used to play what we called "husband and wife". We pretended that we were married and we discussed our day. Yes, so young but already that intelligent. Clearly we are meant to be for each-other. My parents did not like my soul-mate; they kept saying she is this and that (another thing that a typical Right-Hand-Path person would do). Same thing with my soul-mate's parents.

On one day, my soul-mate had to leave. I do not remember why and when I asked my parents they obviously said some bullshit that I do not believe. From the day she left, I never saw her again. Writing this saddens me.

I tried to do sort-of like a past-life regression but I had no luck. It is as if the pain was so massive that my brain blocked it out for my own good. I do want to know what happened by quite a-lot. Asking Enki or my Guardian Demoness to reveal this to me won't help. I am not astrally opened enough plus I always forget my dreams. I am certain I had sex with my soul-mate in my dreams billions of times but I cannot remember it.

I am 100% certain that my soul-mate is now a Spiritual Satanist. My soul-mate is my mirror image. This is not based on assumptions. This is based on facts.

My soul-mate; I know you are out there somewhere. Please know, I miss you So So much!

P.S. Please do not bother trying to impersonate my soul-mate for your own gains. This won't work, I can tell right away.

Hail Enki! - Hail Agares! - Hail My Mighty Cobra!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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