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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:
Hi Mike. The pressure, I think, is just your third eye becoming more
active. I've no clue what the tiredness and other stuff is, though. I
wish I could hlep you more with this. Sorry. Hail Father Satan!
On 12/26/11, Mike Grookin <misza2@... wrote:
"I'm just after my daily meditation. This time I've decided on trying to
enter the trance state using Void meditation, as someone advised here
already, sorry but I can't remember now who it was. Anyway, I took three
slow, deep breaths and focused on an emptiness above my head. I calmed down
pretty quickly, which usually is quite hard to achieve. I was trying to keep
my mind as blank as possible while still focusing my attention on that empty
space. Of course a random thought once in a while was a distraction but I'm
not good enough yet to not to experience them. Following many an advice I
was just letting them go away and they didn't go back. Seems it's a good
exercise for me. Unfortunately, after a twenty minutes or so, my temples
started to hurt. They always do after some time and when I'm quite relaxed
and focused. It's not a typical, sharp pain but rather a pressure, as if I
had something very heavy put on them. Around that time the familiar crawly
feeling appeared. It feels like the one You get on Your skin when it's
really cold. Usually I can produce it on demand but this time it happened on
it's own and I really couldn't suppress it. It starts in my legs and my back
and slowly goes up to the top of my head. It did this time too. Fortunately,
I didn't have shivers this time. All of a sudden I thought about Satan's
sigil and the feeling only got stronger. I'm pretty familiar with it already
and this time it ended the same: I could feel the sensation on my whole body
but it was strongest and fortunately this time - not painful, on the top of
my head. The pain of my temples got stronger too. I was trying to maintain
those sensations as long as possible, hoping that I may get past them, like
before but I could last a minute or two tops. Obviously this was no Void
meditation any longer, nor a trance (but I may be wrong here). This happens
every time I'm a bit deeper in meditation, sometimes it's much
more painful, sometimes less, sometimes it doesn't even happen only because
I withdraw after recognizing the "symptoms". It also used to make me sick,
as if I was about to vomit but that stopped a few years ago along with my
meditations. I'm now picking up on meditations anew, hoping that this time
I'll do it right.
Any insights of what is going on are greatly appreciated.
PS: I still feel pressure in my temples, the sensation can last even a few
hours now... I'm also a bit sleepy and light-headed but this will pass."
As I didn't get many answers I've decided to ask again. Moreover, today,
26th I seem to have a slight headache and temples pain since the very
morning... Lately I'm having a lot of headaches and feel tired really often,
This wasn't happening since I've moved onto a new diet. When I don't have to
get up at 7 o'clock and go to work, I sleep for 11 or 12 hours and still
feel tired upon waking up. It passes later on but still... is really
annoying. I'm thinking that maybe it happens because I've messed something
up regarding my diet or a lifestyle but I'm on the diet for over a half a
year now and always trying to stick to it the best I can.
What if it is something else? Or maybe I'm just overreacting here...
Hail Satan
/Mike
